Rage.

Kinda feeling better now. I was really sick just now, after taken a bath, i felt much refresh now.
I was so right. This morning woke up, i found myself in a so shit condition.
I have no choice but to wake up early to get flowers for my cousin.
went to centrepoint to get it then went to see doctor.
I was shocked that the clinic is full of people. I waited for like an hour to reach my turn.
A lil fever, sore throat and flu.

Was kinda surprised that lie kian call me today in the clinic. She gave me a fitness coupon and yum cha with her at pyramid.
I have no time to rest at all.
I have to head to sentul to fetch my cousin's gf. She is using my baby now.
Gosh i am gonna miss my baby again.
Guess i can't race much now since the car i drive is under power.

Then i have to fetch my aunt from work. Busy day and yet i am sick.
I was really tired. Had my dinner then i went for a nap just now.
at least i am feeling better now.
This flu is really killing me. My rubbish bin gonna be full of tissue already.
Thinking about this week, only to realize my gila-ing cousin is coming back this thursday.
No doubt that i have to entertain her from friday till sunday.
Her birthday this friday some more, didn't even get her anything yet.

didn't wanna think about her today. she gave me a bad night yesterday.
Start to dislike her, or a better saying would be i really pissed at her.
Damn didn't even wanna reply my msg. Is alright, i don't fucking give a damn.
Hate myself for being so stupid. Still wanna care about her so much but she don't even give a damn.
where is my brain man??Can't u see this is sucks??didn't u know all u get are lies?
Argh!!!Fucking Dumbass.

One day, i am gonna get crazy and fuck the hell out of her. She is getting into my nerves man.
Seriously man, don't let me do that. Never in this life i would be so bad. I don't fucking care whether u got your bf there, i will still fuck this. My anger is already taking over me, i can kill someone by now.
This is really pissing me off.
I am not your slave nor what people called a wussy. and i really hate your lies.

fucking wanna make me angry even though i am sick.
I seriously have to think about those opinion that people gave man.
Being like this make my life more sucks.
"Yea i have changed, thanks to u."
Ciaoz people.

Jay @ Revenge