Crashing

I am tired.
been restless for the past few days.
what to blame?
the addiction to the games i guess.

Study break this week.
only start to do an assignment today.
*hopeless*

What to do.
no mood to even look at my school works.
all i do is play games.
i think i am gonna dead soon.

The highlight for this study break perhaps will be the getaway to pd.
even though just 2 days, i feel a kind of relief.
get away from the tiring city life.
get some sun tan.
feel some relaxation.
it was alright, i enjoyed it.
hope wei yin and tisya was there with me but too bad so sad.

today is the beginning of may.
a labour day.
which people drive like shit today.
made me blardy pissed.

another five days.
i will be a year older.
i didn't realize how quick time passed by.
i don't feel excited for it.
i am afraid of it.
thinking that is just another usual day for me.
i don't give a damn anymore.
perhaps there is only one thing that could make me smile on that day.

i am a lil emo today.
i have quit being emo for a long time.
i can't resist it.
the feeling is killing me, fuck.
i am uncomfortable.

the anger.
made me regret again.
i know.
i know i am not alright at all.
why?
Why is it so hard?

i got no mood at all.
suddenly i feel the need for my friend.
people like wei yin which is so far away from me.
sigh.

alright.
not gonna spoil your mood here.
i will be fine.
don't worry okie.
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Wishing luck to the blues man.
and also lakers.

i gotta do my assignments real soon man.
6 more to go.
all due in this month.
fuck man.
i feel like dying.
hope these assignments can keep my mind busy so that i could think less.
haha.

i think i need to go get some rest man.
tomorrow will be doing assignments man.
*sob*

that's all.
update real soon.
=)

*love comes around and they knock you down*

Jay @ =(

Boston

In the light of the sun
Is there anyone? Oh, it has begun
Oh dear, you look so lost
Your eyes are red, the tears are shed
This world you must have crossed, you said

You don't know me
And you don't even care, oh yeah
And you said, you don't know me
And you don't wear my chains, oh yeah

Essential yet appealed
You carry all your thoughts across an open field
Where flowers gaze at you
They're not the only ones who cry when they see you

You said you don't know me
And you don't even care, oh yeah
Well you said you don't know me
And you don't wear my chains, oh yeah

She said I think I'll go to Boston
I think I'll start a new life
I think I'll start it over
Where no one knows my name

I'll get out of California
I'm tired of the weather
I think I'll get a lover
And fly 'em out to Spain

Oh yeah and I think I'll go to Boston
I think that I was tired
I think I need a new town
To leave this all behind

I think I need a sunrise
I'm tired of Sunset
I hear it's nice in the summer
Some snow would be nice, oh yeah

You don't know me
And you don't even care, oh yeah

Boston, where no one knows my name
Where no one knows my name
Where no one knows my name, yeah

Boston, where no one knows my name


Boston by Augustana

* I heard this song just now. I like it and i just wanna share it here. Look at the beauty of this lyrics.