Existence.

Wondering around~
I am feeling kinda sick.
but i don't care anymore.
or actually the right word is i don't want to care anymore.

Never have my dinner.
I don't have the mood plus i ain't feeling hungry either.
I am pissed, disappointed and confused.
And again, i just wish i am already dead.

Got home about 6pm. Yea went to apartment and stay last night.
Yesterday was alright, woke up at 10 something.
get ready and went to fetch kath. head to pavillion after that.
had japanese food, it was alright. Then went to walk around.

Sort of quarrel with kath in the mall, then she went home.
walk with wy and i end up err buying shirts.
Bought 3 shirts at Topman and cause me a bomb with 250 bucks gone. Sob~
then went to fetch Ryan and pick kath. Went to one utama after that.
Ate BBQ plaza, yea our favorite dine in. haha.

Then walk aorund at one utama while waiting for steph and gang to come.
They said wanted to clubbing at Mardi Gras.
So end up without any clubbing mood of me, just follow them and make me more broke.

It was Halloween party at mardi gras.
somehow is so boring, maybe i don't have the mood.
So i didn't dance at all, just sit and drink.
Those girls are not attracting me either.

We left at about 2 am.
Went to apartment, play some ps2 and sleep.
I was so tired.
Can't get enough of sleep.

woke up at 12.30pm this morning.
watch movies and eat pizzas till 4 something only go home.
Reach home, first is gonna check my facebook. I guess it already part of my life.
Nothing much, saw something i don't wanna see.
Got pissed and started to emo till now.

I hate to mention it here what it is about.
I guess i already wrote that before.
People ask me to forget about her.
Yea they think is easy, but is hard.
I am sicked of all this.
I just hate lies.

Yesterday Kath was talking about her cousin.
I think i would die if i get a gf like her.
She play guys' heart.
I hate people like this.
U think guys got no feelings huh?

I don't know man.
I don't know what am i thinking.
I am so a loser now.
even i look down on myself.
Really *SIGH*.