Never.

hey there.

what a relief for now.

lol

is already 1.23am and i am still not heading to the bed yet.

and wtf, today is saturday and i am staying home.

looking at old pictures, recalling those memories.

omg, is so darn emo right.

someone please help me.

trying to do my FP presentation stuff.

but end up updating blog here.

i am feeling tired.

but just don't feel like sleeping yet.

wasn't on purpose to look at those old pics.

i ter-press the pictures folder and there it goes.

went in to one folder that i shouldn't.

that feeling is coming back, it killing me.

well, after so long, i guess you are not gone yet.

still wondering around huh.

okie. i really trying hard.

but sometimes something is just not easy to let go.

i pretend that i am okie, i pretend that i am moving on.

and yet ...............

i accept the fact that nothing's ever built to last.

sigh.

sem break for a week.

but so much i need to do.

assignments, presentation and also some entertainment before i go nerd.

october approaching real soon.

for me, i never like october.

first thing, i am sure i gonna be fucking broke.

second thing, i am sure i gonna be fucking busy.

third, it gonna be one hell of stress month.

argh.

this year worst.

thanks to that piggy 21st.

well, no offense.

i love november, for some reason.

lol

thank god.

my bed has finally arrive.

no more back pain.

and more good night sleep.

clubbing please.

i miss getting drunk.

actually i miss calling you when i am drunk.

haha.

move on man.

stop day dreaming okie kok.

well, i guess is time for me to have some sweet dreams.

and dream comes true please.

this prove that i am really into fantasy side huh.

hmm.

good night people.

and yea, congrats to the gunners.

ciaoz.

*It's hard to deal with all the pain of losing you everywhere i go*

fcuk.

you know what,

Fuck you adebayor.

you are just another brainless arrogant ass.

why not you go join a mafia gang instead?

you are not professional at all.

so don't play football.

fuck you.

and fuck man city.

fuck you.

*curse*............................

Wtf.

Wtf......

money can't buy victory okie.

so fuck off.

*pissed*

just being emo a lil.

recalled back one year ago.

wtf.

i hate going back to the past.

wtf.wtf.wtf.

a wtf day.

Yo.

Yo peeps, i am back. (finally)

was darn busy with my studies and life.

didn't get the chance to update my blog and stuff.

and now, i finally done upgrading it. *proud*

lol

just a short post here.

gotta head to bed already.

so much to do for tomorrow.

awww.

thinking about it.

just remember i am suppose to do my finance works.

tomorrow perhaps?

hopefully i won't stick to my comp and crazy planet-ing the whole day.

that game just got me kill man.

i am so addicted to it.

alright.

i gotta sleep now.

ciaoz.

*Happy birthday aunty Peggy =)

already gone...

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

Even with our fists held high
It never would've worked out right
We were never meant for do or die

I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hold you, now I can't stop

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you want to cry

Started with a perfect kiss then we could feel the poison set in
Perfect couldn't keep this love alive
You know that I love you so, I love you enough to let you go

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on so I'm already gone

Already gone, already gone, already gone
Already gone, already gone, already gone, yeah

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on so I'm already gone

Kelly Clarkson - Already Gone