anger.

yuhh!!!i m feeling so pissed now. I really have no idea why but i just feel that i don't want to talk to her anymore man...i felt so angry, yea i know i m not important anymore...i don't fucking give a damn anymore man, wanna go then go, don't want then i don't wanna say much already...all i know is chloe wanted to see her and celebrate for her, not because of this, i wouldn't be so angry now...i don't know man, i guess i really can't talk to her man...is giving me this feeling as if i m darn annoying....tiu if like tat, i don't wanna care about it anymore man...go la celebrate with your so called bf, i don't mind k...i only mind that your best friend will be sad...YERRRRRR I M SO PISSED MAN!!!she fucking spoil my mood...DAMN!!!
HAIZ...so many things bothering me now, can't stop thinking and is making me hard to breathe...i guess maybe i making problems for myself only, i shouldn't have start thinking about it at first....now is really hard to stop already...somehow i still can't see whether it is true or i m just thinking too much...i don't know man...i have assignments to do and plans to go but yet i can't concentrate, even watching movies also bother me..."this" is worst than her man, at least she don't fill up my mind that much anymore...but somehow still bothering me cuz seeing me get pissed is a sign already...
ARGH!!!fucking dog make me more pissed!!!what is wrong with me man...she is making me so angry and i don't know why....damn damn damn....i have been trying so hard to not think about her everyday already and now she is bothering me again...and some more "that" also...haizzzzz...
What so ever la...i don't wanna give a damn anymore...is useless and wasting my energy....feel like talking to someone that understand me but i guess no one actually understand me...at least there is someone i think i can talk to and will listen to me no matter what...makes me feel better.
Miss her, her, her...so many her i m missing, i don't even know who m i missing...haha...lost on count already man but I Don't Like Anyone Now K...i just miss only...haha XD...
tat's all to crap for now, will come up with more...ciaoz.