hehe.

nuthin to do so put sum siao pics...hehe...


dis is da invert colour version...i mean i use da invert colour mode to scan dis...darn yeng man...darn cool.

aiks...dis is da pandan leaves which i scan n it look like dis...nuthin special...dis is da original look of it...just wan to try out so dis is da piece of shit..aiks.

dis pic darn cute wei...is me n my doggy, sable...wat a nice pose...my stupid dog noe how to pose for pic oso...like da master onli...hehe...so cham nid to take pic wif my dog but not my baby girl..haiz....sob.

my sweetest girl

For u, my sweetest girl.

From the first time i met u,
i knew u are special.
Among all the other girls,
u r always the outstanding one.

Looking at your beautiful eyes,
i see the sweetness of your love.
Nothing can ever compare to your cuteness,
as it makes me smile every second of my life.

Loving u is the thing i will never regret,
Being with u is always the best chapter in my life.
I wouldn't mind to sacrifire anything for u,
if i can onli keep u mine forever.

U r always the angel in my heart,
How can i stop loving such a wonderful person like u?
U r my life,
i will never give my love to anyone else but u.

I always thank god for bringing u to me,
My dream come true when i found u.
Nothing in my life will be more important than u,
i truly love u deeply, my baby girl.


oh god...since when i started to write poem man...i guess dis is not a gd one though...suddenly think of writing it when i was in my shower...haha. write dis for my baby girl...cuz she said i make her bored just now..aiks...miss her so much...love her so much.

sad.

u guys must be wondering y m i being sad rite...aiks...my stupid results came out ady n yea man i screw up like hell. i was freaking dissapointed wei...i mean my acc n english. shit man...i never get such low grade for dis 2 subjects k...n damn i fail my moral but i knew it cuz i din even attend da classes. well lucky other subjects pass if not...damn u will c me in hell. wat a bad results...not da first time actually. me as an average student cant expect so much in my results i noe...argh dammit.
alrite chill man...haiz...i was sick man...now still a lil bit..got cold n sorethroat...went c doc today. is been quite sum time tat i din sick ady...dis wan is not a serious one though...gotta drink lotza water. damn miss my baby girl so much...c man i miss her till sick wei. want to c my baby girl badly...sob sob...haiz no hope man. just finish doing da third thingy for my baby girl...da process is so slow man...gotta think more creative ideas man so tat i can do more.
yesterday stupid man...it was sunday...da man utd vs chelsea match...make me so geram man...i was sleeping actually cuz darn sick then din watch da first half...then my baby girl call me n geram abt it oso...tat time i cannot tahan man..i woke up n go watch da second half...da whole match i was scolding all da bad words man..stupid man utd...all da stupid players they haf...then i realise ashley cole is darn cute man...haha...chelsea still da best..hehe.
baby girl ar...u so gd now watching movie in mv...me so sien here..haiz...dunno when onli i can c u man...i wan to eat ice cream so much ar...but cannot eat...yer i teruk flu now man...wonder wat m i gonna do tmr man...stay home till siao ady...nuthin to do...dunno wat to write ady...sien...maybe everyday go different place n take pics...hmm quite a gd idea too....hehe...alrite...gotta stop here...ciaoz ppl..peace.

bored.

i was so bored so just put up sum intereting pics...nuthin to do man...i love all dis pics man...so nice n creative...aiks...miss my baby girl so much...suddenly think of Italy...damn i just wish tat i can go wif my baby girl n gotta take lotza pics man...yea man one day...hehe...gotta bath now...maybe i will write update more stuff later or i wont...cuz i m darn lazy to think n type wei...sigh...alrite...ciaoz ppl...peace.


wat a nice view...a pretty wan man...imagine i m thr wif my baby girl...so romantic wei..hehe...nice sunset...

dis is da mount fuji...snowy snowy...so cold...aiks...

woah...red flower wei...darn nice man...oh shit not flower...i mean red leaves...hehe..

oh damn...wat da hell is dis anyway??but it look so cool...imagine me get to draw exactly like dis in a canvas...shit man i m darn sure i can be an artist tat time...well dis is a mountain sumwhr in Taiwan...

what does dis look like to u huh??my sis took dis in japan...err i forget what does it called already...umm u noe da hot water thingy...umm natural wan...err i hope u guys get wat i m saying k...hehe.

dis pic was taken by my youngest aunty...i guess is sumwhr in japan...is dan nice wei...i m gonna go thr one day n take lotza pics...hehe.

dis pic it took when i was abt to fall asleep yesterday...look quite cool but somehow nothin much special though...

aiks.

aiks...woke up at 8 sumthin dis mornig...my god man...was kacau by da noise tat made by my ipoh relatives...@.@ then try to sleep back till 9 sumthin...my aunty kacau me again..nag n ask me not to sleep till darn late..haiz...wat the...then lepak arond till 10 sumthin until my relatives ciaoz...tot of goin to bbb today but felt darn lazy so turn out goin tmr...then ashley called n ask go yum cha at kys so alrite went thr around 1 like tat.
then ey n gf was thr too...tok craps as usual...quite stupid in a way...hang around thr till 3 sumthin then went home...after reached home, play games...on9 then watch dvd...watched dis movie called "art school confidential" ...not bad actually...quite meaningful..then umm sms wif my baby girl...then eat dinner...then now on9...so freaking bored wei..
oh yea...din tell u guys tat my number plate was actually gone missing on sunday nite...damn stupid wei...i think is da blardy flood tat make my plate ciaoz dunno whr man...my aunty's fault...cuz they want to fight then made all da trouble...aiks...so old ady still want to be like tat everytime...haiz...then go make a new wan...hehe...
yesterday was a bz day actually...fetch my mum to ampang to do stuff then go kepong thr...my gila-ing sis din go work cuz got mc for 2 days...then go make number plate...aiks...went home slept like hell...then go dinner...lucky yesterday they din fight...haha...at nite was looking a safe place to tok to my baby girl...tok a while onli cuz tat stupid digi can't reload...
aiks..miss my baby girl so much...onli get to c her on da 26 dec i guess..haiz...*sob*...she can't go out on da 30 nov man..i m dying ady man...y on earth she cannot go...aiks..teruk man...seriously wei...i m suffering man...suffer cuz i cannot c her...cannot hugs her n kiss her...miss her smell..miss her everything ar...shit man...god ar...give me da damn chance k...haiz..
tmr goin to bb to get da quiksliver thingy...thr onli got stock..cuz my baby girl got da roxy pink wan so i must get da quiksliver white wan...match man..haha...aiks...thinking which car to drive tmr man..thinking how much i m gonna spend for da next month n thining whether i should get da phone...so many things...most important is thinking how to manage my spending be4 i really really broke man...aiks..alrite gotta stop here...ciaoz...peace man.

Hurt

Hurt by Christina Aguilera

Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were, but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today
Ooh, ooh

I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done

Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I wanna call you
But I know you won't be there
Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you

Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye
When it comes to this, oooh

Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?

There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes
And see you looking backOhh

I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself, ohh

If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much that I've missed you
Since you've been away
Ooh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line
To try and turn back time

I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you

tired man.

hell man...i m darn tired man...oh god i think i walk nearly abt 8 hours today...holy shit how can i manage to walk so darn long...blardy pain man my leg...aiks...ahah but i was better than sum ppl...walk from 7am to 10pm ar...walau eh real crazy ppl man..haha..yea tat's my baby girl n her mum...sumone pls give them a prize man...nuthin to say abt them..really crazy..aiks.
freaking tired wei...still i m missing my baby girl so much...she just go bath now...my god it was so late now...haiz..i m really happy cuz i get to c my baby girl...hehe...seriously dun wan to let her go man...argh stupid long hols...my baby girl bit my hand man..at first is darn pain but is fine now...aiks...shit man i darn miss her now...how??haiz...
okok...early mornig woke up at 8:15am...shit darn tired man...but must get up oso cuz must go c my baby girl...aiks..farking angry dis morning man...dammit stupid thingy make me so geram...i mean not thingy is ppl...aiks...dun wan to mention abt it...haiz. reached mv around 10am like tat..went n c my baby girl...haha..then siao around...then aftertat go buy thingy...aiks din buy much stuff oso...cuz darn alotz ppl man...din wan to snatch stuff wif them...aiks...then go eat japanese food wif my aunty n da kid...then continue shop around...around 5pm like tat then want to go home ady...be4 ciaoz i went n c my baby girl...seriously dun wan to leave her man...i really argh...want to bring her home man...haha...siao ady me.
then went to my cousin hse to wait for my aunty to come n we go eat dinner...after dinner ciaoz home n dammit shit i get stomach ache...cuz i ate nasi lemak...pain like shit man..my god...darn tired so went take a nap...haha...then my baby girl woke me up...tok to her...umm sumthin bad happen...end up hurting her so much...i really sorry k, is my fault...pls dun blame urself my baby girl...i really love u a lotz n i wont leave u k...haiz..stupid ppl man me..everytime oso want to do all da stupid thingy...maybe i m just not tat gd enuf for her yet...well i will try hard man...
i m really having a bad headache now man...shit man...i think i really nid to go sleep man...maybe too pain till cant sleep...i dunno man...i just dun feel like sleeping at all..just wan to listen to sum of da nice songs first...recently i m in luv wif da songs "hurt by christina aguilera" n " dear life by anthony hamilton" n "it ends tonite by the all american rejects" n oh yea dis songs i guess u guys haven't listen be4 man...is called "love like winter by AFI"...alrite i guess i gotta stop here today...is already 2:52am man...aiks...peace ppl...ciaoz.

missing u man...

oh god...i m freaking bored at home wei...is onli wed today man...tat's another 43 days to go till coll start...man i rather study than doin nuthin...i mean c'mon man...if i got lotza cash, i wouldn't mind having such a long hols man...but damn tat just doesn't happen...alrite enuf all dis craps...dammit i m missing my baby girl so much man...kill me man, i dun wan to live without seeing her...aiks.well lucky tmr da jusco thingy save my life...i get to c my baby girl...damn just hope everything goes well....
alrite lets c wat i did today...i woke up at 7:45am to fetch my aunt to market till around 10:30am come back...freaking tired cuz yesterday slept around 2am i guess...was on da phone wif my baby girl...aftertat went to sleep till around 1 sumthin...was in my sweet dream then my uncle woke me up...dammit shit...then trying to sleep back but stupid annoying dog bark like hell...argh stupid ass...then stupid annoying ppl so noisy...shit man...then da blardy hse no electricity...holy shit...i was so pissed off man...then call my baby girl cuz i really cant get back to sleep anymore.
2pm...went for my lunch...had rice, duck n sambal petai...yum yum...haha...it was raining like shit..then da blardy hse no electricity again...argh...then tok to my baby girl again...n continue my thingy creative art stuff...well i m done wif one of da thingy...umm is kinda nice i could said...but agian my blardy hand-writting spoil da thnigy...just hope tat she will like it man...i never did dis kind of stuff be4 man...was first time doin it...darn creative...haha being perasan again...around 6pm..went out to get reloads...came back then bath n dinner n here i m now...just after checking my friendster n mail...so blardy bored....
damn...gotta pray hard now...hope my baby girl can go out on da 30 nov man...pls pls god...aiks...miss her darn much...love her so much too...words can't explain how much i love her man...i mean telling da truth man...she is da first girl tat really really love me so much man...i dun mean tat last time my ex doesn't love me or wat but man i can feel is different...she really appreciate every lil thingy i do...i m lucky tat i move on wif my life man...at least i found someone who is always thr to make me smile...i dun wan to suffer anymore man...wel i just want to appreciate everything i haf now...life is short man..i dun wan to regret later...aiks.
i think i m gonna play sum games man...seriously bored till dying man...then maybe call my baby girl..well i gotta ciaoz now man...tmr gotta wake up early again but worthy i guess...haha...alrite..c ya ppl...peace...ciaoz.

Dear Life

Dear Lfe by Anthony Hamilton

Oh my baby, Oh my Love,
Ooooooh, woah, oh, woah...woah.

Early was the morn, flowers filled with dew,
I became somebody, through loving you.
Softly as a child, born in natural rain,
I predict the seasons, to go unchanged.

Sometimes in life,You run across a love unknown,
Without a reason, it seems like you, belong.
Hold on Dear Life,
Don’t go off running from what’s new,
I became somebody, through loving you.

Warm was the sun, that covered my body so.
Reminded me of you, as I’d first known.
Those were tha days, tha days, that changed my life, and made me new,
I became somebody, through loving you.

Sometimes in life, You run across a love unknown,
Without a reason, it feels like you, belong.
Hold on Dear Life,
Don’t go off running from what’s new,
I became somebody, through loving you.

As the sun shined, down on me,
I know with you in love is where I wonna be,
Oooh sometimes, I go on through life,
thinking that love is something that’s not meant for me,

Woooah...Somebody, somebody.

Hold on dear life,
Don’t go off running from what’s new,
I became somebody, through loving you.
I became somebody, through loving you.
Oh, I became somebody, through loving you.
Woah, oh. Oooooooooooo


Oh damn...i m in luv wif dis song man..hell nice...is from da step up soundtrack...u guys outta gotta check out dis song man..no regret..peace.

Step up

aiks aiks...finish exam man..but da stupid accounts is really bad man...can't balance da damn question...piece of shit..haiz..here it goes a sem...so darn fast n yet so many things happened. well next sem is gonna be a tough one man..nah i m not gonna think abt all da studies first cuz now is da holidays man...gotta enjoy, i mean sleep, eat n play but sure sux cuz i can't c my dear dear baby girl...dammit real suffering man..aiks. went 1 u after exam, watched step up...hell man is shit nice k..i m gonna watch it again wif my dear dear baby girl...da music blardy cool...yeng man...gotta get da songs... i m wanting to watch the departed oso...hols hols hols..wat da hell m i gonna do wei...yea i m gonna draw, create, make, design...dis is gonna be my creative hols. haha...my dear dear baby girl ar...aiks...miss u so much...dying to c u now...all da cards u make for me really darn creative n nice...thx alotz my dear dear baby girl...i love it so much...aiks..i m gonna make sum creative one for u too...haha...really appreciate everything u haf done for me...well actually u r da first person tat i sang to man n dare to do anything wif...i seriously no idea y..i guess i really love u alotz...i m happy to found u , my dear dear baby girl...love u wif all my heart...like siao-ing n gila-ing wif u...haha...aiks...darn tired now man...but still missing u so much...shit tmr got tuition summore...sien dao..dun care after tuition must sleep! haha...i think i gotta stop here...gotta make my blog more cooler soon k..ciaoz ppl..peace.

aiks.

aiks...blardy hell i screw up my bcp paper oso man...dis one is worst than than my econs wei..i noe i sure fail ady man...haiz no hope. tmr my last paper, accounts...i dun care man..i m gonna get HD for it!! sad sad...tmr will be my last day seeing my dear dear lou po cuz of da holidays...is freaking 1 month larh deng..i m dying dying ady. .i m gonna miss her like crazy for sure but i won't love her less. da hols sure darn sien..no idea wat to do man...i might go to work or stay home to be an artist...tak ada $$$ wei...haiz dun wan to think first. miss my dear dear lou po so much...aiks..ciaoz-ing to do accounts now...ciaoz.

@.@

dammit i screw up my econs paper man...gonna fail ady ar..die die..i dun wan to retake man. tmr bcp..haiz..another subject tat i gonna fail...no hope..aiks..miss my lou po so much..today onli c her for 2 hours..*sob*...wan to c her now...cant imagine my holidays without seeing her...can die deep deep. dunno wat to write ady, miss my lou po too much till cant think...can onli think abt her..hehe..ciaoz-ing to sleep now...ciaoz.

Lil angel

I remember once my fren told me...
"don't wait for someone who doesn't like u back...dun worry...one day u will find someone who will really love u wif all their heart".
haha...i can't say i do not believe it cuz it is somehow so true...
aiks...my life now is da best...
eventhough stress wif my studies...
but i found someone who brighten up my life.
aiks...here i m gonna write a lil thingy for my dear lou po...

"my dear lou po...i m glad that i found u...i feel like i m da luckiest person ever since i haf u here...u brighten up my life when no one else did...i seriously found happiness in u...i love spending time wif u as every single day u make me smile...i can't imagine my life without u...i m very lucky to haf such a cute n sweet lou po...i noe sumtimes i dunno how to express my feeling to u but no matter wat, i really love u wif all my heart...i might not be the sweetest guy, but i will like to be one for u...i m a shy person but i wil try hard to make u smile. To me, u r always da perfect one and i will never find anyone better than u...i would never want to lie to u and everything i told u is true...u r the first person tat i enjoy being wif...most of all, u r da onli one tat would appreciate every little thing i do for u...is hard to find someone like u, a girl who is understanding n special in every way. how could i want to stop loving such a wonderful person.i really need u in my life...i m happy to haf a lou po that always take care of me n love me wif all ur heart...u changed me and complete me. i really appreciate ur love to me n everything u haf done. i will never regret loving u and i will never leave u. No one can ever replace u in my heart, u r part of my life n without u i can die man. If i m given a wish, i would wish to stay wif u forever...my love to u will never be less but will be more n more everyday...loving u is my responsibility, taking care of u is wat i must do. i would never treat anyone better than u, u r da most important person in my heart...i m willing to change for u and i would do anything just to make u happy. u mean da world to me n i love u so much...i really hope tat u r mine forever and no one is gonna take u away from me. wat i wrote here is all truly from my heart, trust me...i will never hurt u nor make u sad. i love u more than anyone else...u r my life, i would love u wif all my heart n stay true forever...u r always my lil angel. i love u. "

haha...suddenly write dis thingy for u...happy anot??guess i miss u too much...aiks...tired dao..but still miss u alotz man...hehe...miss ur cute cute face, miss ur sweet smile...miss everything abt u man...my lou po cute dao...cute dao i cannot tahan man...ga ga ga...sure love u until siao...love u lotz lotz lotz...love u more than word can said man...love u forever...

new thingy...

yo everyone...
my new blog here...
just want to share wif u guys a lil abt my life...
u r welcome to add comments...
so ppl...peace man!