Ponder

I was in the mood of decorating my blog~

so,

Ta Da!!!

Lol~

actually just add on some applications.

nothing much different thou.

hmm.

still can't bring myself to bed yet.

already 2.30pm and i am still here updating.

What's on my mind?

I am so blank.

and lonely at the same time.

sometimes i am tired of feeling lonely, wish that i am no longer single.

but

i screwed up.

see, again now.

feeling regret about the past.

this must be my habit.

argh~

gotta stop it!

I am still wondering.

i am still waiting.

i am still hoping.

i am still trying.

i am still missing.

she is still here.

am i falling too deep or is just hard to let go?

argh!

whatever okie.

i am hanging once again.

hate it.

where is the one?

the bullshitting plus starting to emo craps come!

Hopeless man.

alright, back to life.

tomorrow will be the last day of my working for P1.

my goddd, finally i have make it!

Lol~

one month wei, come on.

at the same place, doing same thing, so fucking boring and so fucking hot.

gosh, the day has arrive.

then again, my lepak and party life gonna begin soon.

somehow, wasn't all about bad stuff.

at least, i made new friends.

especially those mamak "ah ne", they are so friendly.

most of all, $$$ is all i get.

buahaha XD

alright.

gonna be a busy week ahead.

those outings come again.

then, CNY.

i just don't like, even though with the ang pao.

should have going to travel but nope.

sadness~

wondering what am i gonna do during cny.

worst is my sister won't be around, she is going to taiwan.

argh, so envy her =(

blah blah blah~

after cny, friends will be leaving.

still got few weeks of break till my classes start.

should i work or what?

brain stuck.

did i mention bout my results?

i guess no.

it was alright.

the best result i ever get.

Lol~

Just hoping that i can do 5 subjects next sem.

come on.

god bless me man.

nothing much.

gonna update more soon.

stay tune.

=)

words of the day = A little too not over you

Jay @ star-struck (stuck) Lols~

Fate

January 10~

wasn't able to update on the 7th and 9th.

which is my favorite number.

ahaha.

so how's everything going?

nothing much thou.

as usual went to work.

the only thing is the resellers from pda sucks.

well, except the 2 guys.

i was off on tuesday.

went to watched " the spirit".

it was still alright, as i can say was, Frank Miller's movie are always like this.

so not much people would actually think that his movies are nice.

who cares?

comic based wad, i like it.

well, Ron was like dying in the cinema and xian was like laughing at that silly parts.

kinda weird man XD

besides this, there is nothing much interesting in this week yet.

just went to yum cha at setapak.

tired like anything man.

doing nothing at work still made me tired huh.

hmm.

gonna finish work another 2 weeks time.

can't wait for it man.

can go lepak.

then CNY already, argh i don't like it.

i had been busy with all my stuff.

didn't really think much about those stuff.

well, maybe i was just avoiding it.

i don't know man.

i just wanna live my life happily.

i do think about her sometimes but...................

whatever has gone, already gone.

talked to grandma yesterday night.

felt hurt seeing her like this.

wanted to wake her up so badly but i didn't manage to.

from there, i can see that i grown up again.

able to accept things.

hopefully grandma can do that as well.

god, can you please help her?

alright.

that's all i guess.

update more really soon.

ciaoz peeps.

words of the day = I guess you're better off with someone else

Jay @ tired

Nature

Goodbye 2008~

here comes 2009~

=)

hopefully this year will be a better one.

aiks~

new year new target pls.

don't look back and move on.

ahaha.

hmm.

went to zouk for the first time.

not so nice due to some reason.

drink a lot but not drunk.

sighness~

have to jaga the 2 perempuan.

aiyor.

susah man, lucky that Ron buddy there to help me.

some of them went home so early.

i tahan kao kao till i reach home.

so darn teruk man.

don't know why yesterday pula go call her.

aiks~

so weird but nothing much.

itu hamster xian scolded me pula.

ahaha.

okie, no next time =)

yer~

my sis went to phuture now.

so sad.

i can't go pula.

okie okie.

nevermind.

next week okie.

suddenly so speechless.

hopeless.

miss her laaaa.

die die die.

okie.

i don't know what to write already.

ahaha.

lazy to work.

ciaoz.

words of the day = don't treat me so good

Jay @ stress