Tough.

is been a while since my last update.
i have been so lazy to update my blog since i started my holidays.
Sighness. =/
so what did i do on Wednesday?
erm i think i stay at home. omg, can't even remember man.
oh yea! i went to eat Bak Kut Teh with sw in the morning.
haha.
err then play football with my dog, pet brother and maid in the evening.
nothing much u see.

move on to Thursday. Which is yesterday.
i went out to watch movies with sw, sherene and my pet brother.
at midvalley, watched Beowulf.
a 3D graphic movie. was impressive by the graphic cause it look so real.
but kinda disappointed with the story and some tiny lil things.
walk around at garden before head home.
came home then play with my dog.
this time cooler. we play football at first then he bit the ball and spoil it.
so we have no choice to take the big ball. which is the normal football size.
took along the basketball too.
and i found out my dog do play basketball. lol
so end up playing basketball with my dog and the kid.

feeling so tired after that.
then i was kinda moody yesterday night.
u know about this something.
so i didn't on line after that and went to read my harry potter.
read till about 1 something then went to sleep.
can't figure out why am i so moody man.
is just a small thing and i am feeling so odd.
sighness.
i just wanna be happy during my holidays man.

this morning was awake by this stupid gardener which came at 9.30am. =.=
stupid 2 dogs bark then those stupid machine making noise.
i can't force myself to sleep anymore man.
so i got up and went online.
after that, the aunt said go Tesco to buy stuff.
we went to the curve there and ate sakae sushi.
it was alright and not that much expensive.
then head to tesco to get our stuff.
came home and i am here blogging now.

seldom update my blog during the afternoon.
kinda have the mood so just do it before tonight feeling lazy again.
oh yea, guess what.
England can't go to the Euro 2008 final man.
what a pity.
but they have been performing so bad lately.
nevermind, didn't expect much from them since i am targeting Brazil, Italy and Spain.
talk about spain, so many good players in there and also Fabregas.
Wuahahaha.

kinda feeling sleepy now. *yawn*
but also feel like playing games.
guess what, i finish my heroes already.
err i mean till episode 7 cause episode 8 haven't come out yet.
gosh is getting so so exciting now.
i can't wait to finish watching the whole season man.

was suppose to watch prison break yesterday.
only to found out that i never download the first episode yet. =/
so i can't start the other chapters yet.

i bought jay chou's new album already.
actually i got the songs already but well is a must for me to buy though.
some sort of collection u see.

gonna get love sick soon.
no idea why man.
i guess i have to really sit down and think about it one day.
yea think about whether i am liking them or i am just having fun.
and also whether i should just continue to love her or i should just let go.
also whether she really like me or she is just playing.
plus whether she really still love me or she is just bullshitting.
because~
because~
because~

I WANNA STOP BEING CONFUSED!!!
I WANNA STOP BEING EMO!!!
I WANNA STOP BEING STUPID!!!
I WANNA STOP WASTING TIME!!!
I WANNA STOP LETTING ALL THIS LOVE ISSUE TO DESTROY MY LIFE!!!

so u guys get me now??

suffering isn't it??

life is always hard.
that is no such thing as easy.
it wouldn't be called as life,
if things just go your way everytime.


last word for me = mature.

ciaoz people.

Jay @ realizing