Byzantine.

Funny how it goes, actually not a boring day.
somehow didn't study yet.
Sighness.
I have been only listening to this 3 songs. over and over again.
"luv the hurt away by britney spears"
"i wanna be by chris brown"
"inconsolable by backstreet boys"

so darn emo right??

this morning woke up at 11am.
didn't wanna wake up actually.
was having a so called interesting dream.
about me, this girl, another guy and her.
i was actually having 2 girlfriend, her and this girl.
somehow this girl was confused over choosing me or that another guy.
so is kinda a weird and complicated one.

end up this guy go tell her that i am having another girlfriend.
blardy then she come cari pasal with me.
in the dream, i was fucking nervous.
the most scary is she come and talk to me and asking me about it.
but damn! i woke up before things happen.
somehow i already plan not to tell her. haha.
what a dream. hopefully i can continue it. lol

wonder what if in real life this happen, what should i do?
well is not like i never try before.
having 2 girl at one time is really darn pressure.
plus u will only lives in fear.
sometimes is good but now i learn that is not good at all.
is better not to hurt girl so much.

watch heroes season 2 episode 1 today.
didn't have the feeling that wanting to continue watching it.
so maybe i will watch tomorrow?
went to get those notes from her today.
was kinda late cuz i didn't know she is going back at 4pm.
just realise that everytime after i see her, my cash sure go lil.
btw why am i giving her money then?
guess i am gonna ask her this question soon.

going out on friday, watch movie i guess.
i will die if i continue to stay home everyday.
still don't know how to start study man.
sighness.
tomorrow is a holiday but it seems normal to me.
btw happy deepavali people!!
go to the football results, stunning one will be the liverpool 8-0.
hopefully they can go to the last 16.
chelsea draw yesterday. and Ac Milan won by 3-0.
my Kaka scored and assists one goal.
tonight will be the Arsenal.
though of watching it but is at 6 am in the morning.
Sighness.
My Fabregas gonna be very impressive.
they sure win!!!
crazy about arsenal now.

still listening to that 3 songs.
lovely songs.
hope she will check out my blog.
ans saw those confession i wrote.
those lyrics already part of my confession.
when will she understand all this?
i guess she really don't know how much i love her.
Sighness.

i can't stand not drinking coke man.
is been a while since i drink one.
i have been missing it for like crazily.
i don't care, tomorrow i am going to get it.
or maybe i will visit McD tomorrow. =)
that's all for now.
ciaoz people.
enjoy your holiday.

Jay @ Wondering