Crestfallen.

Sighness.
Just got back from the tv room.
didn't even finish watching that movie.
was watching "meet joe black".
now only have the time to actually online.

this morning woke up at 11 am.
i was like "damn!!the movie is at 12pm!"
hurry head to get ready and left my house at 11.30am.
no idea why have to go times square instead of so many other places.
well because of nearer for sw so no choice.
i don't like times square man.
no offense but people there darn yer i really can't stand.
watched 30 days of night.
it was a cool movie. about zombies again.
"Roar, i smell your blood!!!"
haha, i like that wei.

then went to eat McD.
woo i drank coke. so darn satisfied.
after that walk all the way to sg wang.
today saw kinda lotz of pretty chicks.
surprise that those pretty chicks show up at places like that.
but there is this girl really darn pretty. lol
went home around 4 something.
then on my way home, something happened.

see i was driving at the back of this BMW.
well is a girl driving it. a hot chick ok.
so we were waiting at the traffic light.
err what is that call, the mirror above the driver seat where u can open it.
so she sort of open it then i saw at the mirror.
i was like " holy shit!" i actually can't take my eyes off it man. haha.
well u have to guess what i saw man. the mirror was showing her, errrr.....
i didn't wanna said it here what i saw but i admit i am a jerk okay.
then i keep follow at the back of her until we go separate way.
haha. i felt kinda err bad. but somehow enjoy it. such a jerk of me.

then reach home, i played with my dogs.
yea both of them.
Freas was really active and sable was like so noisy.
i name that dog, "freas".
after that, went to eat dinner with my aunt.
got home about 8pm.
went for a shower and did a bulletin at friendster.
then watch tv till just now.
Sighness.

tomorrow going for dental appointment.
at 10.30am some more.
just don't understand why my aunt have to make it so early.
well i can get back home and sleep after that.
i love today because i love the date.
9/11. but it gonna end soon.
was praying to have something nice to happen for me but end up don't have.
can't believe is already November.
hopefully i can make a trip on December. so who wanna join?

i didn't even start studying yet.
Sighness.
end of the world for me.
keep thinking and thinking don't know for what.
i am really tired of living like this.
I know i miss her but i just don't wanna admit.
i know i have to control myself.
i don't want to get myself in a shit condition again.

looking at the clock now.
is already 11.58pm.
still wishing for something good to happen before it end.
another 1 minute, guess i really don't have the chance.
first time in my life, i really feel like giving up.
is already 12am. i really have to look at yesterday as another day.
Sighness.
i just felt sad. i have no idea why.
Is alright, i will be fine.

really pissed at my computer.
fucking connection or don't know what problem with it.
so fucking slow plus it sucks.
well i guess i have to pray harder for err the next date which is 11/11.
this sunday. hopefully is a good day.
that's all for now.
ain't in the mood right now.
ciaoz people.

Jay @ inconsolable