Nobody.

Who is there to mend my broken heart?

nobody.

who is there to cheer me up?

nobody.

who is there to make things worst?

myself.

who is there to hold on to this?

myself.

sigh~

when am i gonna wake up from this?

a week, a month or a year?

i can feel that this time is the worst.

like the last time i had my break-up.

why am i feeling so worst?

i am confused.

everyone is making me confuse.

i feel so down for the an unknown reason.

i can't control my tears.

how shameful to say this.

i know there are friends that care about me like zera and huanrock.

i know u guys want me to live better.

trying hard to wake me up from this.

but i am trying too.

thanks for the concern and advises.

u guys did a great job.

i am feeling so down.

i don't feel like going out.

don't feel like laughing at a joke.

don't like doing anything.

i just wanna stay at home.

just wanna cry my heart out.

and be a loner for a moment.

i don't know who will read this.

and say that i am dumb or pity me for this.

or worry about me.

but i am trying to be strong.

trying to get away from this.

trying my best to actually stop thinking about it.

what is wrong jay?

u ain't a cry baby ok.

just be strong.

take things easy.

why are u telling people to do so but u can't do it?

it ain't not end of the world.

there is long way to go.

u are not gonna be like this for the rest of your life right?

i am crying so hard now.

i want someone to heard me out,

but i don't know who to call or

who to share.

i feel so suffering.

well, i really need to cool down now.

try to blog more if i feel better later.

ciaoz.

words of the day = loving u is hard to do

jay @ cooling down