Aftermath.

the aftermath.

the feeling of losing.

yet the feeling of sadness.

so do i.

with the feeling of anger.

with no reason.

foreseen what gonna happen.

but never bother changing.

is this a courage?

or love?

love is blind.

the person in front of you will be the perfect one when love exist.

but the truth is......

there is nothing we can do about it.

how do u change someone?

do u really thinks that if that person really love you, they will change for u?

or the other way, u can change them?

we made mistakes.

everyone did.

no one is perfect.

we forgo our past.

cherish what we have now.

but why do people feel regret?

is there a need for us to feel regret?

we feel sad when we failed our test.

we feel sad when we lost someone.

we feel sad when we can't get what we want.

but should we feel sad about it?

is this consider regret?

alright.

enough with the regret.

sigh~

people say that sometime we should just let go.

or we should just live our life happily.

but do u think is easy to do so?

people with no confidence will think that it is so hard.

but is not like that.

we are not born to suffer.

we are the one that bring out the pain to ourselves.

why?

not because we are dumb.

sometimes is really hard to control.

talking about control.

i really no idea how the hell i am gonna control my temper.

people get angry, is a natural thing.

but how do we control them?

why is there people with so much patience?

and why so are just so bad temper?

we can't really explain them didn't we?

sigh~

one thing that i always say to myself is that i should be think positively.

as in, why so suffer? to get angry or get sad about what had happen?

what can't just take it easy?

and forgo it.

i know one thing bad about me is i keep stuff in my heart.

i don't know why.

as in, i always wanna revenge.

that is not good.

whether that u are Muslim, Buddha, catholic.

they tend to ask u to forgive people.

don't ever hate someone.

i can't u know.

to actually forget what had happened.

i always think back what had happened and i tend to get angry about it.

sometimes i felt so stupid about it.

and thinking that why can't i just take it easy.

forget it and move one with life.

just treat it as a mistake.

but at least u learn from the mistakes.

which is somehow a good thing right?

but why?

i can't do that.

is my weakness.

i tried.

and i felt happy with my life.

but i am back to normal now.

sigh~

what am i suppose to do?

i feel the hate in me.

but think about it, why do i need to hate someone.

gosh.

learn to forgive then u will feel more happy.

damn.

i just feel so down today.

already try to be happy.

but still failed to do so.

i wanna change.

i don't want to be like this anymore.

shit do happens.

well,life is like that.

take it or leave it right.

oh yea.

catherine leow, please change your attitude.

i am actually sick of it.

i don't know who are u already.

u make me feel so........

i just don't know how to say it.

please change yourself before advising people what to do.

i am actually sick of scolding u.

please behave.

one day i will runaway from u i promise.

i mean if u are still like this.

that's all.

ciaoz.

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Jay @ down