Hope

Here it comes 2010.

what a relief.

goodbye 2009, my fucking sadness year.

second day of 2010.

so darn boring man.

i am in old town now. waiting for my doggie. with my aunties.

house connection sucks.

my new year eve was alright.

didn't went for countdown at those blardy crowded places.

instead, i had a so called house party with family and friends.

it was great. the bbq was cool. the food is so blardy black. lol

thanks to that kelvin.

ended up i didn't really eat anything. busy bbq-ing the food pula.

crazy aunties keep drinking, so do me.

i am not sure how many bottle of wine we took.

drink drank and drunk. i am always drunk.

the session ended at about 1 something.

i went to find wei yin after that. yum cha at mamak.

i was kinda sad. sad on the new year day. damn.

does it bring bad luck to my whole year?

but, i get to spend my new year with her. i didn't wanna let go of her.

hmm. is getting complicated. but i love her.

my new year day was alright.

woke up at 12 plus.

i couldn't get up at all. due to sleeping at 5am that night.

so ended up, i ffk my family for the lunch.

and rest a lil at home.

ashley called, ask to go library.

drink again. lol

so i went, and drink like shit.

we order like 10 pints. and free 10 pints.

Hoegarden. i just love it.

fuck, ended up fucking drunk.

and is only 7pm in the evening. lol

dinner with my family.

drive home with fucking drunkenness.

pick my family and eat with drunkenness.

lol.

i guess i gonna used to it already.

living with drunkenness.

sadness betul.

maybe gonna go library study again. lol

i am tired of being drunk.

aiks.

i really need to go to work already.

i am so fucking hopeless.

no mood at all.

shit. how can i be like that?

hmm. i miss you already.

will update more soon.

ciao.

*you worth more than anything in the world to me.*