Change.

Okie.

time for another post.

i was so freaking bored. what you expect right? is sunday. sunday is always gonna be a relaxing day.

i did mine. i woke up kinda late like 1pm. had my lunch and do nothing then.

finally i got my ass off and search for job.

thank god. i seriously have no idea wtf i gonna look for. just simply browsing through.

i got some suitable one. but i need to think about that first.

and now, i should be fixing my resume. but i am so lazy.

then, looking for article in "how to write a smart resume". that sounds lame. as if some of them already works.

however, i did get some points from there. Lol.

i was again, a lil emo.

i hate to say this but i can't help it.

i am so bored and tired with those emo post i had here. i bet most of my friends felt the same way too. Lol

i wonder how many times i told myself to stop writing emo post but it just won't happen.

it like endless. time to seriously think about this.

i am no longer that young anymore. sounds like an old man here. lol

i should think a lil about what is gonna happen even though we all gonna die in 2012.

Haha. nah, i was just kidding. don't take it seriously.

too much of movies i guess, it makes you go nuts.

I got some good advices today.

hello. is blardy 2010. is new year. wtf are you doing here?

stoning, getting drunk and emo-ing? go get a life please. Lol

i was just trying to wake myself up. sleeping too long and dream to much.

time for a change and time to try my fucking best.

instead of just talking talking and talking. and ended doing nothing at all.

this is not gonna be me anymore. time to move on and stop looking at the past.

2009 is a bad year, so what? Then make 2010 a better. why wanna mourning here?

we keep good and happy memories and throw those bad ones away. Why keep mentioning when is already a past?

Time to change. just like Obama's slogan, "Change, we can believe in".

Time for some new year resolution perhaps?

yea, i gonna have one long list about it. and Xem, i waiting to see yours. we can compare how hopeless is our contents gonna be.

I don't usually have this habit of having new year resolution.

maybe i am old now. Lol. and i got more mature.

okie. maybe this shit could just motivate me a lil bit.

Let's have a look at the list. Haha.

1. Study harder and stop being lazy. (I can't afford to be in another semester.)

2. be a positive thinker. (So that i can emo less.)

3. drink less and drunk less. (Time to be health conscious.)

4. set a goal in life. (then i could live my life with a direction.)

5. Try even if is impossible. (Nothing is impossible, am i right?)

6. More exercise and sports please. (I want to be fit. XD)

7. Save more spend less. (Less financial problem then.)

8. learn to love myself better and enjoy life. (more happiness i guess.)

9. better time management, procrastinate less. (no more doubting.)

10. control my temper. (this is a must.)

11. swear less? (Lol. i will try)

12. Be patient. (angry less.)

13. think less, worry less.

14. Take up challenges. (I love challenges.)

15. Stop hesitate, just do it. (what are you waiting for?)

16. Mo more last minute works. (I am tired it.)

17. A better lifestyle?

18. help those who are hopeless. Haha. (that's why i am the CEO of MOH.)

19. spend more time with my family. (Family is the gold.)

Lastly.

20. Make up my mind in everything and be sure about what i want in life. (good point, so that people won't always said that i don't even know what i want.)

Long enough? Haha.

Xem, we can exchange now. Lol.

i wonder can i actually make those changes above. hmm, let see then.

time for a different. A better Jay Kok.

Okie okie. i have been stuck in my room for like 4 hours already.

i need to get some fresh air.

who wanna play sport with me now? haha.

feeling a lil hungry pula =.=

stupid weather make me feel a lil headache.

hate it.

i think i gotta stop here.

i don't miss you today, i am just thinking about you. Lol.

okie. Happy new year peeps.

We believe in change =)

*one more thing. another new year resolution perhaps? You. I am gonna get you no matter how many obstacles i gonna go through. No matter what happen, i won't give up at all.*