Rehab

Out of sudden, i just felt like updating my blog.

=.=

since i am having such long holidays and as well as jobless now,

so i just gonna hang out with my blog more k.

Rainy day today~

those cold weather make me wanna sleep more.

somehow, i need to go to klcc.

what i hate most about is that, going Klcc when there are sales.

damn!

darn confirm my $$$ is gonna flow out like water.

so it expected, i bought a phone strap from Gucci.

well, i don't like this brand but somehow is darn cheap, okie compare to Prada.

which i spend like an hour in there, stressing with one to get.

and another thing i hate is going to Prada.

i love this brand.

most of their stuff attract me okie.

so i saw this wallet which is something like silver in color, but is too big for me.

but come on, i like the color!! but they only have it in wallet and card holder and not the money clip wallet!

so i was like "fuck!"

i badly wants it.

okie okie, enough of that.

guess i have to start budget myself.

jobless and having holidays.

if i continue to spend like that, holy shit! I can't imagine man.

aiks~

can someone just hire me?

sob~

and oh  yea, i bought a lacoste polo as well.

=.=

cuz they said gonna increase price next year.

okie, end of my shopping story.

not to forget, i am hanging out with my friends tomorrow.

aiks~

going to the gardens.

again =.=

i am thinking, why not i just buy an unit in the condo next to Midvalley, so that would be so convenient for me to get to Midvalley.

haha~

alright, this week, something for me to happy about.

is that, she talk to me again, i mean just yesterday.

hmm, do i consider myself lucky or what huh?

to be honest, i am happy.

yes pls, i was fucking the sad after she left me.

and even fell sick and i don't even know what's wrong with me then.

after all, everything that i have been through.

i know why am i not giving up.

i might have like, err you know like tons of girls.

but not all that i will crazy about.

okie, used to have only 2 girls that i really crazy about.

but now, she gonna be the third i guess.

i don't get it either, she is somehow different.

i told her that i won't give up on her.

but she asked me not to put so much hope on her.

is alright, i get it.

it was my fault, i mean i made her so disappointed with me back then.

obviously i have to gain the trust from her again.

so, what i must do is, behave pls.

haa~

is funny that i am always like this.

when am i gonna change?

i remember that, on the day which i watched "bolt" with bobok and parents.

it was a night show, so the show finish at about 11 plus.

but somehow, after the show, i was driving home.

my god, you should have see my face man.

i was fucking the emo.

i mean suddenly, i became fucking emo.

plus, i am listening to jay chou's album, okie that's it.

i cried. ( i know is a joke but come on, i was hurt okie!)

i was fucking hurt.

and pula, my sis wanna call me and kacau.

another time was at poppy.

dammit.

i guess few of them saw.

it has been nightmare.

i don't like to cry okie.

and i hate it.

but only happen for certain people and certain situation.

hmm, still cough like gonna die soon.

hopefully before wed, i will be better.

i don't hope to go club with cough okie.

i am not gonna dance and cough at the same time.

and okie, i am not gonna drunk on wed.

finally, milkshake, i have been waiting man.

can't wait to go club.

i wanna work and earn money and go club everyday.

haha~

i loves to club.

come on, release stress.

this week is one busy week.

packed with so many activities.

need to entertain my friends that came back from oversea.

aiks~

so sad.

can't eat most food and drink cold drinks.

hate it.

faster recover please.

at night, can't sleep pun.

sadness.

god please bless me.

make my life happier ok?

let everyone around happy too.

quite a long post huh?

hmm.

kok kok kok kok kok.

be confident and work hard for your life.

currently, in love with few songs.

"a little too not over you by David Archuleta"

"Just so you know by Jesse McCartney"

"T-shirt by Shontelle  feat the dream"

"Rehab by Rihanna"

"You make it real by James Morrison"

okie, not so emo right these songs.

...........................................

haven't bath yet.

sigh~

lazy man.

some more so cold weather.

miss her~

okie, sudah long enough.

update more next post.

ciaoz

word of the day = You make it real

Jay @ bored