Daze

Hey there~

midnight blogging.

ahaha.

nothing much, just wanna update stuff here.

already 29/12 today.

2008 gonna end soon.

well, hurry then. It hasn't been a good year for me thou.

hopefully 2009 will be a better one.

so whaddup?

work as usual.

one thing good about that work is the internet connection is really fast there.

besides that, is bored XD

alright.

went to poppy on the saturday night.

our usual spot, is so packed.

=.=

but somehow, had a crazy night.

didn't get drunk as well.

so behave huh.

duh, i have to take care of certain people.

and the chivas finish so farking fast.

what so ever, at least i enjoyed thou.

cuz is my so called "putus cinta clubbing".

my goodness, what is wrong with me?

ahaha.

bet you guys don't know what am i crap about here.

nah, just some random stuff.

actually i really don't know what i want.

sometimes is better to not realize than realize about it.

actions show, don't they?

sometimes you can' t denied it.

i know my feelings.

actually i am torn.

wasn't recover from the last incident yet.

but somehow now, so other thing came in.

maybe is not true?

just my imagination perhaps?

aiks.

hate it man.

i just said i wanna be gay, but then now........

i am somehow lost.

perhaps i just be gay.

i am so sick of girls.

and getting hurts.

and falling with wrong person.

=.=

i am having complicated feelings.

somehow haven't move  on yet.

but somehow, found something new.

see, what the hell i want man.

both are such hard task.

argh!

don't know what the hell am i talking here.

zzzzzzzzzzzzz

my new year eve plan still pending there.

don't know where to head to.

everywhere is jam packed with humans.

arh, so sickness.

well, i am sure i won't be staying at home.

ahaa.

but, i am going zouk on the new day itself.

can't wait for it.

=)

i guess nothing much to cakap here.

hmm.

a lil stress.

what am i suppose to do?

god, please give me some wisdom.

oh yea, i just realized i have been acting like a fool.

=.=

people called me fool as well.

somehow, i am such a bad person from the view of other person.

or should i say that, i am bad in nature?

you can call me playboy or even farker.

i don't give a damn.

but somehow i never play girls around.

when i said i love them, i do mean it.

so don't fucking think i am bull shitting here.

i don't fucking care you are people's bf or who so ever.

don't come fucking mess with me.

none of your fucking business.

alright, don't fucking judge me from one fucking thing i do.

use your mother farker brain to think before you talk.

get pissed man.

somehow got some stupid ass nonsense around.

what so ever.

last sentence to conclude here.

i will never lose in my life. 

ciaoz.

words of the day = nobody ever say  you can't court a girl that has a boyfriend.

Jay @ confused