Feelings

Sometimes hard work is not good enough.

God wants us to learn.

learn from everything we do, or what we had been through.

especially is that learn from our mistakes.

i learnt my mistake.

somehow, i guess is kinda late.

sometimes when you changed, every other things changed as well.

so you are not the only one that change.

feeling comes and goes.

that depends on how you treated it.

some feelings are hard to forgo but some are just so easy to let it go.

somehow, some feelings are so hard to gain but some are just so easy.

Why do we fall in love?

not because we want someone.

is because we want to share our love with someone else.

Falling in love with someone is not an easy task.

Everyone might have different taste in the person they love.

Every one of us will have different reason of why we love that someone.

The power of love is just so magical.

Why am i writing all this?

you think i got nothing better to do?

well, whatever i wrote here, is related what happened to me today.

Today suppose to be a fine day.

as i hang out with friends and yea, i saw her today.

so i was suppose to happy about.

but somehow, bad news always come at last.

i seriously don't know how to write it here.

i was just so hurt.

the text that she sent to me, it was fucking hurt.

i understand that she is just being honest with me.

but........................

come on, i just hate it.

tears flow.

fucking man, i hate being like this.

this is no joke ok.

i was trying hard, to change and be a better guy.

but somehow, should i say i am late?

well, i guess people gonna scold me dumb for this.

somehow, fucking honestly,

from my heart, i love her.

if is not because of this, you think she will make such impact on me?

i doubt this for quite some time.

i just somehow don't confirm it.

sighness~

my goodness.

i was late.

it was my fucking fault.

what should i do now?

i fucking stoned for a while.

not knowing how.

those physical and mentally pain from my heart is killing me.

I am fucking the sad.

how to club tomorrow?

how to recover?

fuck!!!!!!!

Nobody understand.

even god doesn't wanna give me a chance.

what can i say more then?

this month is just one blardy month.

sighness~

i guess i should just stay home and do nothing.

she darn broke my heart.

i got no more heart now.

aiks.

sad till speechless now.

fuck it.

hate that i love you.

word of the day = love is hard to forgo

Jay @ broken hearted