Lifeless.

Here goes another day.
so what did i get?

nothing actually.
just had my hair cut.
guess is alright this time.

so whaddup?
did another bad thing today i guess.
well, already no hope for myself.
soon i won't be feeling guilty.
those evil gonna fill all my heart soon.

not a bad day.
got up then head to midvalley.
was thinking about my life.
was like " alah fuck it larh, don't wanna fucking care anymore."

home dinner tonight.
miss it so much.
is been a while since i drink soup.
but i still miss Japan.
especially those snow.

sighness.

yesterday got up so early.
have to watch my Nba all star game.
i am always on West.

but they lost.
well, because Kobe never plays that's why.

still, Lebron James won the MVP.

then head to watch Jay Chou's movie.
with the gila-ing cousin.

nothing much these days.
i am so bored of my life.
especially girls.
none of them are good.

i guess money is the thing they see first before u.
wanna get a rich guy and all, bullshit man.
rich guy make a fool of themselves only.

fuck it larh.
i am poor, so how?
u wanna be with me or not?
dammit.

i wonder why the hell i am so pissed.
argh.
take up smoking again.
don't care even people don't let.

fucking stress wei.
faster let me die.

love so what.
not worth.
so good for what?
to get bully?
fuck larh.

no more Mr. nice guy.
i swear.

well, working tomorrow.
till friday.
at jusco Dior.

then saturday will be busy.
better be busy, if not will think a lot.
hate it.

life is so unpredictable.

missing her.
guess she is just another E and L.
for me to see, but not to hold.
haha.

already used to it.
those nice ones won't come to me.
is fine.
sigh.

that's all.
update on sunday (hopefully).

word of the day = hopeless

Jay @ moody