Found.

hey.
told u guys i am gonna update on sunday right.
so here i am.

what happen for the last few days then?

wednesday, went to work.
woke up so darn early, i was freaking tired too.
cuz i watch the tvb show till like 3am the other night.
damn, i have no choice then head to work.

what a boring day.
that is all i can say.

then on thursday.
same routine again.
another boring day.
curi tulang a bit.
haha.
so darn tired.

on friday.
eh, not so jam.
not enough sleep.
another boring day.

sighness.
then something happen.
don't wanna talk about it.
make me so stress.

i know sure kena already.
but i don't care still.
i know i can handle it.

yesterday pula, busy day.
suppose to wake up early but hahaha.
woke up at 12pm.
went to pavilion with the cousin.
then she said wanna go sg wang.

i was like =O
she said wanna go buy shirts some more.
i lagi =C

i ask her, "u wanna be ah lian ar? what happen to u??"
well, i really can't stand the way they dress.
it makes me sick.

at last, she too can't stand it.
we faster run back to pavilion.
the gila cousin bought shirts.
i just look.
i am so broke man =(

then at 5pm.
faster go home for dinner.
then at 7pm.
head to stadium merdeka.

jam all the way there.
walau eh.
reach there full of cars, find parking.
faster go in.
so darn many people man.

then the concert start.
wahsei.
Jay Chou is so cool man!
i almost faint there.
especially when he plays the drums.

i am so so admire his talent.
was so moody before the concert, but after that, i am so happy.
haha.
can't get enough man, i swear i gonna watch his concert again.

finish concert, suppose to head to poppy to clubbing but never.
cuz the cousin wanna go velvet, the sis at poppy.
so alah, i don't wanna go la.
i went to yum cha instead.
at hartamas.

went home about 3am.
so darn tired man.

this morning woke up at 11 something.
not so tired.
lepak around the apartment.
can online already.
cuz i fix the modern thingy.

went back to chua garden then.
online and download songs.
later going out for dinner.
family dinner.

i feel alright this morning.
didn't wanna think about those things.
just wanna relax a lil.
feeling piss isn't the thing i wanna do.
feeling kinda annoyed about it.

i already know my decision.
hope i won't change it again.

well, i am putting my hope in doubt.
so brave of me.

trying for something that i can't get even though i have so many other things available for me to choose.
get what i mean?
so this is my decision.

i am sick of lies.
sick of jealousy.
sick of stress.
sick of argument.

i am sorry if i have ever hurt u.
i can't always make a decision that is good for others.
i have to think of myself.

that's all.

word of the day = decision

Jay @ relaxing