Sighness.
Just got back from the tv room.
didn't even finish watching that movie.
was watching "meet joe black".
now only have the time to actually online.
this morning woke up at 11 am.
i was like "damn!!the movie is at 12pm!"
hurry head to get ready and left my house at 11.30am.
no idea why have to go times square instead of so many other places.
well because of nearer for sw so no choice.
i don't like times square man.
no offense but people there darn yer i really can't stand.
watched 30 days of night.
it was a cool movie. about zombies again.
"Roar, i smell your blood!!!"
haha, i like that wei.
then went to eat McD.
woo i drank coke. so darn satisfied.
after that walk all the way to sg wang.
today saw kinda lotz of pretty chicks.
surprise that those pretty chicks show up at places like that.
but there is this girl really darn pretty. lol
went home around 4 something.
then on my way home, something happened.
see i was driving at the back of this BMW.
well is a girl driving it. a hot chick ok.
so we were waiting at the traffic light.
err what is that call, the mirror above the driver seat where u can open it.
so she sort of open it then i saw at the mirror.
i was like " holy shit!" i actually can't take my eyes off it man. haha.
well u have to guess what i saw man. the mirror was showing her, errrr.....
i didn't wanna said it here what i saw but i admit i am a jerk okay.
then i keep follow at the back of her until we go separate way.
haha. i felt kinda err bad. but somehow enjoy it. such a jerk of me.
then reach home, i played with my dogs.
yea both of them.
Freas was really active and sable was like so noisy.
i name that dog, "freas".
after that, went to eat dinner with my aunt.
got home about 8pm.
went for a shower and did a bulletin at friendster.
then watch tv till just now.
Sighness.
tomorrow going for dental appointment.
at 10.30am some more.
just don't understand why my aunt have to make it so early.
well i can get back home and sleep after that.
i love today because i love the date.
9/11. but it gonna end soon.
was praying to have something nice to happen for me but end up don't have.
can't believe is already November.
hopefully i can make a trip on December. so who wanna join?
i didn't even start studying yet.
Sighness.
end of the world for me.
keep thinking and thinking don't know for what.
i am really tired of living like this.
I know i miss her but i just don't wanna admit.
i know i have to control myself.
i don't want to get myself in a shit condition again.
looking at the clock now.
is already 11.58pm.
still wishing for something good to happen before it end.
another 1 minute, guess i really don't have the chance.
first time in my life, i really feel like giving up.
is already 12am. i really have to look at yesterday as another day.
Sighness.
i just felt sad. i have no idea why.
Is alright, i will be fine.
really pissed at my computer.
fucking connection or don't know what problem with it.
so fucking slow plus it sucks.
well i guess i have to pray harder for err the next date which is 11/11.
this sunday. hopefully is a good day.
that's all for now.
ain't in the mood right now.
ciaoz people.
Jay @ inconsolable
Friday, November 09, 2007
Thursday, November 08, 2007
Veracious.
I am still thinking now.
this just couldn't get off my mind.
i have really seen her somewhere.
she really looks so familiar to me.
omg, where have i seen her before?
nah actually i was just looking at this girl at facebook.
when i look at her, i was like i seen her before but i can't remember where.
Sighness. Am i that old now? i think she know me, if not why she added me as her friend.
alright is okay. Not gonna do much to me, i am not interested in her okay.
was kinda a busy day today.
my aunt was like noisy-ing at 10.30 am and asking me to send the maid to apartment.
so i got up and she telling me about meeting my mum and sister for lunch.
alright then send my maid to the apartment then went to my mum's house.
reach there, my sister was telling me. "go to 1 utama."
i was like "what?"
end up we go to 1 utama cuz she wanna buy stuff.
so i was like wearing the kaka football jersey, quiksliver surf pant and slipper..
damn so i went to 1 utama wearing that.
Sighness. they never told me before that. Argh!
i really care about my appearance a lot.
so asking me wearing that to shopping will affect me.
i have to be fashionable.
so after that, we went to get the dog at the clinic at kepong.
that dog is darn darn active man.
he just can't stop moving. my aunt was like shouting and hitting him with newspaper.
still have to bring this dog to the vet on sunday.
i don't even know what should i name him.
wanted to call him "fresco". well see how first.
btw he is sleeping at the cage at downstairs now.
and this stupid sable, i don't know what she wants from me.
she just keep calling me, i guess she thinks i know how to listen to her.
Sighness.
went to dinner at section 17.
but feeling kinda hungry now.
oh yea, i haven't drink coke yet.
i really cannot stand that man.
tomorrow, coke is a must for me.
see i can't even start studying.
tomorrow going for movie then at night i don't know man.
i am wasting my time and still so hopeless.
hopefully i can pass one or 2 subjects??
oh please, please pity me.
Sighness.
hmm, the words form my heart now.
i am missing her.
i really do. feel so, err i don't know man.
i am just weird, acting so strange.
but just couldn't realize that she still have a place in my heart.
just wondering whether did she takes advantages from me now.
i heard something today. which said.
"love is not sacrifice."
obviously love is not sacrifice form one person but from both the partner.
it makes me thinks that whether did she ever sacrifice for me?
am i the only one that sacrifice?
Sighness.
i am dumb that is why i still love her.
having people calling me dumb because of loving her.
i don't mind that.
because i know i really love her.
My heart never lie.
Guess i am getting emo soon.
haha.
watching 30 days of night tomorrow.
woo can't wait man.
yesterday arsenal draw man.
sighness.
i know why because they never put Fabregas in the squad.
haha.
alright i guess i never miss out anything.
so will update more about tomorrow.
ciaoz people.
Jay @ longing
this just couldn't get off my mind.
i have really seen her somewhere.
she really looks so familiar to me.
omg, where have i seen her before?
nah actually i was just looking at this girl at facebook.
when i look at her, i was like i seen her before but i can't remember where.
Sighness. Am i that old now? i think she know me, if not why she added me as her friend.
alright is okay. Not gonna do much to me, i am not interested in her okay.
was kinda a busy day today.
my aunt was like noisy-ing at 10.30 am and asking me to send the maid to apartment.
so i got up and she telling me about meeting my mum and sister for lunch.
alright then send my maid to the apartment then went to my mum's house.
reach there, my sister was telling me. "go to 1 utama."
i was like "what?"
end up we go to 1 utama cuz she wanna buy stuff.
so i was like wearing the kaka football jersey, quiksliver surf pant and slipper..
damn so i went to 1 utama wearing that.
Sighness. they never told me before that. Argh!
i really care about my appearance a lot.
so asking me wearing that to shopping will affect me.
i have to be fashionable.
so after that, we went to get the dog at the clinic at kepong.
that dog is darn darn active man.
he just can't stop moving. my aunt was like shouting and hitting him with newspaper.
still have to bring this dog to the vet on sunday.
i don't even know what should i name him.
wanted to call him "fresco". well see how first.
btw he is sleeping at the cage at downstairs now.
and this stupid sable, i don't know what she wants from me.
she just keep calling me, i guess she thinks i know how to listen to her.
Sighness.
went to dinner at section 17.
but feeling kinda hungry now.
oh yea, i haven't drink coke yet.
i really cannot stand that man.
tomorrow, coke is a must for me.
see i can't even start studying.
tomorrow going for movie then at night i don't know man.
i am wasting my time and still so hopeless.
hopefully i can pass one or 2 subjects??
oh please, please pity me.
Sighness.
hmm, the words form my heart now.
i am missing her.
i really do. feel so, err i don't know man.
i am just weird, acting so strange.
but just couldn't realize that she still have a place in my heart.
just wondering whether did she takes advantages from me now.
i heard something today. which said.
"love is not sacrifice."
obviously love is not sacrifice form one person but from both the partner.
it makes me thinks that whether did she ever sacrifice for me?
am i the only one that sacrifice?
Sighness.
i am dumb that is why i still love her.
having people calling me dumb because of loving her.
i don't mind that.
because i know i really love her.
My heart never lie.
Guess i am getting emo soon.
haha.
watching 30 days of night tomorrow.
woo can't wait man.
yesterday arsenal draw man.
sighness.
i know why because they never put Fabregas in the squad.
haha.
alright i guess i never miss out anything.
so will update more about tomorrow.
ciaoz people.
Jay @ longing
Wednesday, November 07, 2007
Byzantine.
Funny how it goes, actually not a boring day.
somehow didn't study yet.
Sighness.
I have been only listening to this 3 songs. over and over again.
"luv the hurt away by britney spears"
"i wanna be by chris brown"
"inconsolable by backstreet boys"
so darn emo right??
this morning woke up at 11am.
didn't wanna wake up actually.
was having a so called interesting dream.
about me, this girl, another guy and her.
i was actually having 2 girlfriend, her and this girl.
somehow this girl was confused over choosing me or that another guy.
so is kinda a weird and complicated one.
end up this guy go tell her that i am having another girlfriend.
blardy then she come cari pasal with me.
in the dream, i was fucking nervous.
the most scary is she come and talk to me and asking me about it.
but damn! i woke up before things happen.
somehow i already plan not to tell her. haha.
what a dream. hopefully i can continue it. lol
wonder what if in real life this happen, what should i do?
well is not like i never try before.
having 2 girl at one time is really darn pressure.
plus u will only lives in fear.
sometimes is good but now i learn that is not good at all.
is better not to hurt girl so much.
watch heroes season 2 episode 1 today.
didn't have the feeling that wanting to continue watching it.
so maybe i will watch tomorrow?
went to get those notes from her today.
was kinda late cuz i didn't know she is going back at 4pm.
just realise that everytime after i see her, my cash sure go lil.
btw why am i giving her money then?
guess i am gonna ask her this question soon.
going out on friday, watch movie i guess.
i will die if i continue to stay home everyday.
still don't know how to start study man.
sighness.
tomorrow is a holiday but it seems normal to me.
btw happy deepavali people!!
go to the football results, stunning one will be the liverpool 8-0.
hopefully they can go to the last 16.
chelsea draw yesterday. and Ac Milan won by 3-0.
my Kaka scored and assists one goal.
tonight will be the Arsenal.
though of watching it but is at 6 am in the morning.
Sighness.
My Fabregas gonna be very impressive.
they sure win!!!
crazy about arsenal now.
still listening to that 3 songs.
lovely songs.
hope she will check out my blog.
ans saw those confession i wrote.
those lyrics already part of my confession.
when will she understand all this?
i guess she really don't know how much i love her.
Sighness.
i can't stand not drinking coke man.
is been a while since i drink one.
i have been missing it for like crazily.
i don't care, tomorrow i am going to get it.
or maybe i will visit McD tomorrow. =)
that's all for now.
ciaoz people.
enjoy your holiday.
Jay @ Wondering
somehow didn't study yet.
Sighness.
I have been only listening to this 3 songs. over and over again.
"luv the hurt away by britney spears"
"i wanna be by chris brown"
"inconsolable by backstreet boys"
so darn emo right??
this morning woke up at 11am.
didn't wanna wake up actually.
was having a so called interesting dream.
about me, this girl, another guy and her.
i was actually having 2 girlfriend, her and this girl.
somehow this girl was confused over choosing me or that another guy.
so is kinda a weird and complicated one.
end up this guy go tell her that i am having another girlfriend.
blardy then she come cari pasal with me.
in the dream, i was fucking nervous.
the most scary is she come and talk to me and asking me about it.
but damn! i woke up before things happen.
somehow i already plan not to tell her. haha.
what a dream. hopefully i can continue it. lol
wonder what if in real life this happen, what should i do?
well is not like i never try before.
having 2 girl at one time is really darn pressure.
plus u will only lives in fear.
sometimes is good but now i learn that is not good at all.
is better not to hurt girl so much.
watch heroes season 2 episode 1 today.
didn't have the feeling that wanting to continue watching it.
so maybe i will watch tomorrow?
went to get those notes from her today.
was kinda late cuz i didn't know she is going back at 4pm.
just realise that everytime after i see her, my cash sure go lil.
btw why am i giving her money then?
guess i am gonna ask her this question soon.
going out on friday, watch movie i guess.
i will die if i continue to stay home everyday.
still don't know how to start study man.
sighness.
tomorrow is a holiday but it seems normal to me.
btw happy deepavali people!!
go to the football results, stunning one will be the liverpool 8-0.
hopefully they can go to the last 16.
chelsea draw yesterday. and Ac Milan won by 3-0.
my Kaka scored and assists one goal.
tonight will be the Arsenal.
though of watching it but is at 6 am in the morning.
Sighness.
My Fabregas gonna be very impressive.
they sure win!!!
crazy about arsenal now.
still listening to that 3 songs.
lovely songs.
hope she will check out my blog.
ans saw those confession i wrote.
those lyrics already part of my confession.
when will she understand all this?
i guess she really don't know how much i love her.
Sighness.
i can't stand not drinking coke man.
is been a while since i drink one.
i have been missing it for like crazily.
i don't care, tomorrow i am going to get it.
or maybe i will visit McD tomorrow. =)
that's all for now.
ciaoz people.
enjoy your holiday.
Jay @ Wondering
Love the hurt away.
at 3am yesterday.
i found that this one song capture my attention.
probably the best song i heard from Britney spears.
it somehow so lovely.
It makes me think so much.
yea make me emo after that.
well if u are reading this post. i am sure u know who u are.
yea the one i love, this song is for u.
i am sure u wouldn't mind to download this song and listen right.
my message to u, "i will love your hurt away".
here is the lyrics.
*Oh I was broken hearted
Feeling sad and all alone
I thought I was going crazy
I thought the pain would last forever
I thought he'd never ever hurt me and hurt me
Over and over again
Ohh
When you tried into my world
You showed the loving ways of how
A guy should treat a girl
The love you give that makes me breathe again
I've found someone who feels me
An understanding friend till the end
I know the future no one can see
But I feel deep in my heart
You will stay with me eternally
So just love me
Even every day
And hold me in your arms now
Please love the hurt away
FF: I'll make it go away, yes I will
Britney: Oh hurt away (ohhh)
FF: I see heaven in your eyes
Tell me why would he make you cry, and lie
He must have been out of his mind
I would never hurt you baby
Don't let one fool turn you cold (oh no)
You've got a heart of gold
Britney: Heart Of gold
FF: I love everything about you
Britney: All I know is
Britney & FF: Every word I take it straight to you
A special part of I give for everything I do
Nobody else comes close to the love you give
Body and soul
I'm gonna love you for as long as I live
FF: And I know
It's not easy letting go (No it's not easy)
But I won't let you fall
Together you and me
We've got it all
Britney: I just love you
More and more each day
I rest my head on your shoulder
Please love the hurt away
Love the hurt away
I know
I know the future no one can see
But I feel deep in my heart
You will stay with me eternally
FF: I just love you
More and more each day
Britney & FF: (No, oh) Please love the hurt away (ohh yeah)
Oh my love
Love the hurt away (oh oh yeah)
Please love the hurt away*
i found that this one song capture my attention.
probably the best song i heard from Britney spears.
it somehow so lovely.
It makes me think so much.
yea make me emo after that.
well if u are reading this post. i am sure u know who u are.
yea the one i love, this song is for u.
i am sure u wouldn't mind to download this song and listen right.
my message to u, "i will love your hurt away".
here is the lyrics.
*Oh I was broken hearted
Feeling sad and all alone
I thought I was going crazy
I thought the pain would last forever
I thought he'd never ever hurt me and hurt me
Over and over again
Ohh
When you tried into my world
You showed the loving ways of how
A guy should treat a girl
The love you give that makes me breathe again
I've found someone who feels me
An understanding friend till the end
I know the future no one can see
But I feel deep in my heart
You will stay with me eternally
So just love me
Even every day
And hold me in your arms now
Please love the hurt away
FF: I'll make it go away, yes I will
Britney: Oh hurt away (ohhh)
FF: I see heaven in your eyes
Tell me why would he make you cry, and lie
He must have been out of his mind
I would never hurt you baby
Don't let one fool turn you cold (oh no)
You've got a heart of gold
Britney: Heart Of gold
FF: I love everything about you
Britney: All I know is
Britney & FF: Every word I take it straight to you
A special part of I give for everything I do
Nobody else comes close to the love you give
Body and soul
I'm gonna love you for as long as I live
FF: And I know
It's not easy letting go (No it's not easy)
But I won't let you fall
Together you and me
We've got it all
Britney: I just love you
More and more each day
I rest my head on your shoulder
Please love the hurt away
Love the hurt away
I know
I know the future no one can see
But I feel deep in my heart
You will stay with me eternally
FF: I just love you
More and more each day
Britney & FF: (No, oh) Please love the hurt away (ohh yeah)
Oh my love
Love the hurt away (oh oh yeah)
Please love the hurt away*
Chris Brown - I wanna be.
Look.. I know we been friends for a while now
But, I just feel I can confessin to you
It’s gon' be hard but.. Alright here it goes
Imagine that the pillow that you cried on was my chest
And the tissue that you wiped your face with was my hand
Girl, imagine if you needed advice about some other guy, I’m the one that comes to mind
Not try’na hear you tell nobody that I’m just a friend
Just try’na make sure I’m that body that you call your man
And anytime you need a shoulder, it’s yours night or day
Well, what I’m try’na say is..
I wanna be, the last number you call late at night
Said I wanna be, the first one that you dial when you open your eyes
Wanna be the one you run to, wanna be the one that ain’t gon' hurt you
I wanna be, yeah
Wanna be, yeah
Be the man makin' your girls jealous (Girl, I wanna be)
Be the guy shuttin' down all the fellas (ooh)
Whatever you need, girl it’s all on me
Your soldier, your friend or your lover (ooh)
Girl, I wanna be
Would it be cool, would you mind if I called you my boo, (my boo)
What if the next whip you was pushin' was the one I bought for you
Can I be the one that meets yoour Pops and take your mama shoppin'
Be the only one that I (wait!), have you thought about it (wait), Really thought about it
Maybe you should take some time, call your girls and talk about it (yeah)
Cause I done already made up my mind (my mind)
Don’t need no more time to know if I wanna be with you
I wanna be, the last number you call late at night
Said I wanna be, the first one that you dial when you open your eyes
Wanna be the one you run to, wanna be the one that ain’t gon' hurt you
I wanna be, yeah
Wanna be, yeah
Be the man makin' your girls jealous (I wanna)
Be the guy shuttin' down all the fellas (fellas, yeah)
Whatever you need, girl it’s all on me
Your soldier, your friend or your lover (ooh)
Girl, I wanna be
Put me on your screensaver, all over your Myspace and
Make me one of your file favorites, that’s where I wanna be
The one you cryin' for, stayin' up all night fightin' for
Wanna be your good, bad, love, hate, Girl!
Cross my heart, hope to die, on everything that’s good
I'ma do you right, show you right, Get this understood
Cross my heart, hope to die, on everything that’s good
I'ma do you right, show you right, Get this understood
I wanna be, the last number that you call late at night (oh)
first one that you dial when you open your eyes (when you open yor eyes)
Wanna be the one you run to
Wanna be the one that ain’t gon hurt you (oh)
I wanna be, yeah (I wanna yours)
Wanna be, yeah
Be the man makin your girls jealous (jealous, yeah)
Be the guy shuttin' down all the fellas (fellas)
Whatever you need, (uuh)
Girl, it’s all on me
Your soldier, your friend or your lover
Girl, I wanna be yours
Girl, I wanna be, yours
I wanna be, yours
be yours
I wanna be
be yours
I wanna be
be yours
omfg. I am so in love with this song man.
the lyrics is like my confession too.
yea my confession to her.
i got nothing much to talk about today so i just make it short.
saw her today, at outside those shops that near my house.
err make me lose 40 bucks. no is 39 bucks.
she asked me to said i love u to her. =/
funny how it is. i said it.
gaming day. didn't study today.
that' all.
ciaoz.
Jay @ downloading
But, I just feel I can confessin to you
It’s gon' be hard but.. Alright here it goes
Imagine that the pillow that you cried on was my chest
And the tissue that you wiped your face with was my hand
Girl, imagine if you needed advice about some other guy, I’m the one that comes to mind
Not try’na hear you tell nobody that I’m just a friend
Just try’na make sure I’m that body that you call your man
And anytime you need a shoulder, it’s yours night or day
Well, what I’m try’na say is..
I wanna be, the last number you call late at night
Said I wanna be, the first one that you dial when you open your eyes
Wanna be the one you run to, wanna be the one that ain’t gon' hurt you
I wanna be, yeah
Wanna be, yeah
Be the man makin' your girls jealous (Girl, I wanna be)
Be the guy shuttin' down all the fellas (ooh)
Whatever you need, girl it’s all on me
Your soldier, your friend or your lover (ooh)
Girl, I wanna be
Would it be cool, would you mind if I called you my boo, (my boo)
What if the next whip you was pushin' was the one I bought for you
Can I be the one that meets yoour Pops and take your mama shoppin'
Be the only one that I (wait!), have you thought about it (wait), Really thought about it
Maybe you should take some time, call your girls and talk about it (yeah)
Cause I done already made up my mind (my mind)
Don’t need no more time to know if I wanna be with you
I wanna be, the last number you call late at night
Said I wanna be, the first one that you dial when you open your eyes
Wanna be the one you run to, wanna be the one that ain’t gon' hurt you
I wanna be, yeah
Wanna be, yeah
Be the man makin' your girls jealous (I wanna)
Be the guy shuttin' down all the fellas (fellas, yeah)
Whatever you need, girl it’s all on me
Your soldier, your friend or your lover (ooh)
Girl, I wanna be
Put me on your screensaver, all over your Myspace and
Make me one of your file favorites, that’s where I wanna be
The one you cryin' for, stayin' up all night fightin' for
Wanna be your good, bad, love, hate, Girl!
Cross my heart, hope to die, on everything that’s good
I'ma do you right, show you right, Get this understood
Cross my heart, hope to die, on everything that’s good
I'ma do you right, show you right, Get this understood
I wanna be, the last number that you call late at night (oh)
first one that you dial when you open your eyes (when you open yor eyes)
Wanna be the one you run to
Wanna be the one that ain’t gon hurt you (oh)
I wanna be, yeah (I wanna yours)
Wanna be, yeah
Be the man makin your girls jealous (jealous, yeah)
Be the guy shuttin' down all the fellas (fellas)
Whatever you need, (uuh)
Girl, it’s all on me
Your soldier, your friend or your lover
Girl, I wanna be yours
Girl, I wanna be, yours
I wanna be, yours
be yours
I wanna be
be yours
I wanna be
be yours
omfg. I am so in love with this song man.
the lyrics is like my confession too.
yea my confession to her.
i got nothing much to talk about today so i just make it short.
saw her today, at outside those shops that near my house.
err make me lose 40 bucks. no is 39 bucks.
she asked me to said i love u to her. =/
funny how it is. i said it.
gaming day. didn't study today.
that' all.
ciaoz.
Jay @ downloading
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