Why.

I don't know why.

I don't know what.

I don't know how.

I don't know when.

I just don't get it at all.

Am i dumb or what?

Sigh.

I seriously can't stand the childishness of mine.

Spamming and talking craps?

perhaps it's just waste of a time.

I always tend to make silly mistakes when i am sad. or i am angry.

Maybe i should really continue to work on my temper.

It has been bad this few days.

It's making me crazy.

I hate it especially i had to throw my temper on the one i love.

I really didn't mean to. A big Sigh.

Since monday, bad things just keep going my way.

Until today itself, i am still being the unlucky one.

I don't know what is wrong.

I don't know why baby acting like this as well?

was it something i did that upset her? or we just so happen to pms together huh?

I don't get it. She was okie with me now and in second later she gets really pissed.

0.0

Maybe it's my fault. Sigh.

I am trying my very best here. Can you just give me a chance?

I am tired of all those tears that left on every corner of the earth.

I just don't know why i can't control myself each time i get emo.

I feel like slapping myself seriously.

I am so dead today.

My eyes can't open any bigger.

I had been headache for the whole day.

My leg feels numb.

I feel restless. Energy level equals to negative 0.

and i almost fall asleep while i am driving.

I can't concentrate on my exam questions and not manage to do it properly.

My mind is just surrounded by her.

I just sense that something bad could happen real soon.

maybe i think too much.

but, sometimes something is just unexpected right.

*if talking to me make you even more angry, i am sorry. Maybe my communication have some problem. Sometimes do speak up, i don't know what are you thinking. I admit i am dumb cause i really don't know what i did wrong. I apologize to you again. I hate all this, it's like the worst shit i am going through. I really don't want this to happen to us. I want us to be happy. Give me a chance to fix things up, let me know what's the problem. It won't do us any good if we keep hanging on like this. I still care about you lots okie. It's my bad to raise my voice on you, i am sorry. I really didn't mean to. No matter what happen to us, i still love you the way i do, not any lesser. I am sorry that i have to post this up here cause i know you don't feel like talking to me now. I respect you, and i should give you some time to chill.*

My body really wanting to sleep right now.

but my mind is not willing to do so.

Sigh.

Please give me a good start for the month of July.

I don't want to have sour face following me on the first day of July.

and it's my mum's birthday. I must not moody.

Thank god for giving me a month full of happiness but also some sorrows.

I am glad you are always there to hear my pray when i needed you.

Please bless me in the month of July. Take my pains away and fill my life with happiness.

I promise i will appreciate every single thing in my life. Amen.

May peace be with everyone of you =)

*There is no love without forgiveness, and there is no forgiveness without love. Quoted from Atisya 2010*