Insomnia

*Just gonna stand there and watch me burn, well that's alright because i like the way it's hurts*

listening to this track over and over again.

"Love the way you lie" by Eminem Feat Rihanna.

It's somehow just attracts me, not knowing why.

A satisfaction album from Eminem this time. Great job.

Suppose to be asleep by now.

Not knowing what happen, i get her pissed off again.

Sigh.

I ain't no pissed here, just sad =(

It's feels like my hard works just get crashed.

A stab at my heart, it's painful.

Thinking positive right here now.

Praying to have a good week here.

I am tired of living in fear.

I should complete my task by this week.

I don't wanna get it undone till the last minute.

Every fucking day i am thinking about it. I feel so worry. I don't know how.

A big Sigh.

Bless me god. I just want a happy life that's all. Just give me a good year after all the disasters i had gone through for the past two years.

*I just want us to be happy always. Please don't doubt me anymore, you are always at my top priority. Love you lots baby ♥ *