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It's 27th today.

Damn.

what am i thinking about?

another 4 days to go.

then we gotta welcome 2010.

i was wondering.

how my 2010 gonna be.

Hmm.

another sucks year perhaps?

oh please, cheer me up a lil.

i had enough of shits.

i don't want another 2009 man.

this year is not the fucking year for me at all.

fucking miserable year.

i am glad it gonna end so soon.

praying for a better year ahead.

okie.

yesterday was a shit day ever.

i have no idea why.

since morning, my brain is like fucking stuck.

like brainless. lol

well, maybe due to what i have heard.

damn.

i went to mv then. with the COO of MOH. lol

i went to collect my jeans.

i headed to the wrong alter shop. wtf.

when i reach the alter shop, i wanted to go pay for parking.

okie fine.

i go pack food for my aunt. i got the wrong noodle.

when i was heading to club, i miss the turn go straight langsung.

i was suppose to go poppy, i went to the zouk direction.

and the worst is, i forget to inform my friend that we are heading to poppy.

so ended up, he went to the gardens. damn. wtf.

wtf wtf wtf.

my mind seriously got cover by her man.

currently reading a novel by my favorite author, Mitch Albom.

The title of the book, "have a little faith".

if you have heard of the book "the five people you meet in heaven".

yea, this is the author. and you should know what kind of novel is gonna be.

i bought another novel as well.

"the time traveler's wife"

i know this is so not me. i wanted to watch the movie but i didn't. so i guess the book would be better.

i don't usually buy novel, once in a while. and kinokuniya is having some kinda promotion. and is cheap if you get more books.

i am so stoning now.

i don't know what am i thinking.

don't know what i want.

damn.

complicated. hopeless betul.

how wei?

okie.

in conclusion, i don't wanna give up.

from the start, i didn't even plan to give up.

if you think i am stupid, yes i am.

give up is not my thing man.

if you know me well, you should know this.

yuh.

i hate to say this.

but i miss her already.

lol.

i am so bored right now.

but i am tired of going out.

no mood.

I am sad right now.

i seriously need something to cheer me up.

damn.

i want a good start for my 2010.

aaaaaaaaaa.

pity me boleh tak.

leave me alone.

ciao.

thanks zera for cheering me up.

and always there for me when i am down.

so do Ryan and Zoie.

*if we crawl till we can walk again, then we will run until we are strong enough to jump, then we will fly until there is no wind"