Never.

hey there.

what a relief for now.

lol

is already 1.23am and i am still not heading to the bed yet.

and wtf, today is saturday and i am staying home.

looking at old pictures, recalling those memories.

omg, is so darn emo right.

someone please help me.

trying to do my FP presentation stuff.

but end up updating blog here.

i am feeling tired.

but just don't feel like sleeping yet.

wasn't on purpose to look at those old pics.

i ter-press the pictures folder and there it goes.

went in to one folder that i shouldn't.

that feeling is coming back, it killing me.

well, after so long, i guess you are not gone yet.

still wondering around huh.

okie. i really trying hard.

but sometimes something is just not easy to let go.

i pretend that i am okie, i pretend that i am moving on.

and yet ...............

i accept the fact that nothing's ever built to last.

sigh.

sem break for a week.

but so much i need to do.

assignments, presentation and also some entertainment before i go nerd.

october approaching real soon.

for me, i never like october.

first thing, i am sure i gonna be fucking broke.

second thing, i am sure i gonna be fucking busy.

third, it gonna be one hell of stress month.

argh.

this year worst.

thanks to that piggy 21st.

well, no offense.

i love november, for some reason.

lol

thank god.

my bed has finally arrive.

no more back pain.

and more good night sleep.

clubbing please.

i miss getting drunk.

actually i miss calling you when i am drunk.

haha.

move on man.

stop day dreaming okie kok.

well, i guess is time for me to have some sweet dreams.

and dream comes true please.

this prove that i am really into fantasy side huh.

hmm.

good night people.

and yea, congrats to the gunners.

ciaoz.

*It's hard to deal with all the pain of losing you everywhere i go*