rainy day.

Rainy monday, din even feel like waking up from my bed at all...just slept for 3 hours plus, well that is so not enuf for me...but i haf no choice n get to class...driving to coll, feeling so weird...suddenly come out a song tat make me more down...since i m already down then just put da whole emo cd to hear it as well...Rainy day n emo songs, wat a morning for me....miss her badly. i won't be seeing her i noe...cuz different timing. Somehow, i felt tat my life is so boring now...i haf no idea y, life is so messed up without her. Trying to keep myself bz but fail to do so...even when i m doin my homeworks, sumtimes i stop n think of her...can't even concentrate. This is really killing me, i dunno wat should i do man...i m going crazy soon. i love her too much to let go of her man...dammit, another hard times for me. ...haiz, tonite no drunk no sleep....