7/9 i will remember...

woo~~ can said is kinda relief now...doesn't nid to worry much and less problems...well i should be happy abt it. no point crying over it anymore, i should be happy cuz i gain another experience...so tat i can stop being a fool in da future...somehow i realise tat i haf grown up, no longer tat jk anymore, i m more mature now...i smile bcuz i noe i haf grown up, handle it nicely dis time...no more waiting but move on for me...life is short, i dun wan to waste my time anymore for doing sumthin which i think is childish and i will be regretting....i dun wan to suffer anymore....i had enough man...love is not a thing for me, sumtimes i realli hate falling in love...bcuz i noe i will commit too much...but now i haf to learn to let go...i cant down grade myself for begging n wating for her anymore, thr r many better or useful things for me to handle in da future...btw thank u for teaching me so many lesson n give me such a wonderful experience...for da sweet memories i will remember but da bad memories i will erase it...i will take time to heal n let go...time will tell us everything. I do still miss her and keep recalling back all da memories we had...but no use after all...i m not an easy person, i might forgive but i will never forget...hate me for i m being like dis cuz i m no longer the guy tat i used to be.