brain.

sigh~
another week gone.
boring as usual.
didn't do much.

watch too many movies.
haha.
"three kingdoms", "over her dead body", "definitely,maybe".
i think over her dead body is the best show among all.
cuz is darn funny and actually kinda sad.
wanted to watch "congkak".
haha~
wanna kena wei yin another time.

raining too much recently.
hate it man.
cuz it will cause traffic jam.
i am so sick of it already.
gonna get crazy soon.

here goes my complains.
i personally think that some malaysian are dumb.
well, no offense k.
but is true man, look at those things they do.
my god, i seriously wanna die.

recently i have been darn pissed whenever i drive.
well, mostly cuz of the jams.
then also, some stupid idiotic fellow that drive like an ass.
and also, the stupid road system.

sigh~
i don't know how much longer i am gonna stand all this.
is seriously killing.
i feel so tired of being pissed when i drive man.
i really don't want to but my god i just can't control.

many cells in my body probably dead man.
fuck it man.
okie, let me comment.

the road system in malaysia really darn no brain.
the best is look at the smart tunnel.
they called it smart some more, well i think is not smart at all.
when is raining, then have to close it.
why?
so that the tunnel become longkang.
so it wont banjir.
okie, perfectly done man.
but come on, u close the tunnel, then it will cause jam.
then u solve one problem but still there is another problem.
why can't u just make the tunnel 2 level?
one for the vehicles and one for longkang.
isn't this suppose to call as smart tunnel?

brain stuck ar? can't think?
sigh~

then again, the round-a-bout.
well is actually the dumbest thing man.
i wonder why they still keeping it here.
it always cause jam.
think about it, do u realise there is always jam when there is round-a-bout?

and on saturday, i was at the cheras round-about.
it really pissed my off like hell.
my goodness.
is darn dumb man.
u know what, one side got traffic light, but another side don't have.
why is this man?
and the blardy traffic light on the other side keep green, my side there can't even move.
and some cars are going left and some are right.
fuck man.
the whole place there is like a mess man.
some fuck up.

then the other thing.
some stupid idiot, drive like stupid ass.
thinks that the whole road belong to him, drive blardy slow.
my god, move away larh.
and some stupid one worst, turn out without looking whether got car coming or not.
fuck man.
bang them then wanna complain.
yor!!!!!!!!
what is wrong with this country man.
i am so sick of living here.

i think i will die becuz of this man.
drive and die man.
sigh~
just get me out of this country as fast as possible man.

haiz.
don't know what else to write.
life as usual now.
not so much sadness.
been good but kinda broke.

my birthday coming.
wishing for more presents.
haha~

that's all for now.
ciaoz.

word of the day = dumb

Jay@ chilling.

Cinta dalam hati.

Mungkin ini memang jalan takdirku
Mengagumi tanpa di cintai
Tak mengapa bagiku asal kau pun bahagia
Dengan hidupmu, dengan hidupmu

Telah lama kupendam perasaan itu
Menunggu hatimu menyambut diriku
Tak mengapa bagiku cintaimu pun adalah
Bahagia untukku, bahagia untukku

Reff:
Ku ingin kau tahu
Diriku di sini menanti dirimu
Meski ku tunggu
Hingga ujung waktuku

Dan berharap rasa ini kan abadi untuk selamanya
Dan izinkan aku memeluk dirimu kali ini saja
Tuk ucapkan selamat tinggal untuk selamanya
Dan biarkan rasa ini bahagia untuk sekejap saja

Repeat reff

cinta dalam hati by ungu.

i love this song man!
is so sad and sweet.

Appreciated.

yo people!
i am back!
whee~
=)

got back from singapore yesterday night.
it was such a tiring trip.
due to heavily shop around.
but at least i get something in return.

let's see.
i got a havainas flip flop, a tee, a watch.
i guess that's all.
but i am kinda satisfied.
hee~

not bad larh.
4 days trip is like that man.
but my phone bill is darn teruk.
already reach 300 plus man!
haha~
keep msg from there to kl.
die die have to pay bill man.
lucky she never complain anything about the credits.

bored.
went to marketing class today.
i think today short quiz was alright.
always study last minute.
then fetch that piggy home.
alah, we went pyramid before heading home.
that pig bought a baju again.
no a actually, is 2 baju.

make me so broke.
sigh~

then tomorrow go watch movie.
oh yea, i went to watch movie at singapore too.
watched " escape from huang shi".
it was such a nice movie man!
it can make u cry, i confirm.

i wanna what "definitely, maybe".
haha.
or maybe " street king".
well, see how first.

time pass really fast man.
soon then another week gone.
and is gonna be may soon.
wee~

and assignment even more coming.
die die.
haha.

don't know what else to write anymore.
missing someone here.
alamak.

okie, some random pictures.




that's all for today.
ciaoz.

word of the day = missing


Jay @ feeling weird

Competitive

Is been ages ago since i update my blog.
sigh~
i am still wonder whether i am so busy.
or just been lazy perhaps.

i really lost on count on how many stuff i should update.
so i will just update the recent one.
hmm, let me think.

my last post was about, the sad thing.
so i think is been a week then.
oh no, is been 2 weeks.
my god.
no, is one week plus.
well, doesn't matter right.
haha.

this week, went to watch movie one monday.
with sook wei and sherene.
watch water horse.
omg, that movie was awesome.
i love the water horse!!
is so so cute!
i would like to have one if i could =)

then tuesday, went to class. (well, finally)
i was so blur and i think i did badly in the short quiz.
oh ya, and i send my baby vios for service in the morning.
so many problems man.
then send piggy home and to gym as well.

today, went marketing lecture.
so blardy early.
i really don't wanna wake up.
haha.
yesterday pula msg till half way then fall asleep dy.
well, already used to it huh.

then bought my econ books. (finally)
then head to sg rasau to repair my car.
btw i am so proud of myself man.
could actually found the way using the map =)
all done by 1pm.
before heading home, went to ask about my cd player.
i mean for the baby vios.

omg, if repair need 200 plus.
then if change new one also 200 plus.
must well change a new one right?
bet that the aunt sure said waste money and don't want.
sigh~

neh, thanks to those people that always press press press my cd player larh.
always press skip then change cd then this that.
see now, my player rosak already larh.
i think i must ask them to donate some money to repair it.
good idea too huh.
especially that piggy and my gila-ing sis.

for tomorrow, according to my plan, i have to hang out in the library.
but well, maybe i guess.
have to see my mood tomorrow.
if i am being lazy then i think i won't be in the library then.
haha.
but i still need to go for marketing group meeting.
sigh~

i think my group is the worst of all.
never start to do anything also.
and next week already week 7, oral presentation.
haa, i really no idea how.

alright, and then, on friday i am heading to singapore.
wee~
so happy but stuff there are so expensive.
guess i won't buy much stuff.
just go there and relax.
till monday only come back.

afterthat, have to start study hard man.
then then, i got study break.
then then, wuahaha!
my birthday!!
another 4 weeks.

okie okie.
about recent football results.
yesterday champion league pula, arsenal lost to liverpool.
that was a shame, i feel so sad.
then lucky my Chelsea won.
BUT chelsea vs liverpool in the semi finals.
so most probably liverpool is going through.
well i actually look down on my favourite team huh.

then that fucking man utd sure gonna through with also barcelona.
so hopefully, that fucking man utd won't win the cup k.

and recent premier league.
that fucking man utd still at the top leading 3 points.
and chelsea second, arsenal third then Liverpool fourth.
so most probably, chelsea can get to the top.
well, i hope so.
hopefully arsenal too and kick that stupid man utd to third.
that is what i predict k.
haha.

and .....
suddenly think of kaka.
haha.

for the F1.
Kimi is at the top now.
so hopefully he can win more race.
he is just the best to me.

and i really sounds like a news reporter man.
haha~
i have no idea what to say already.

oh yea, about my birthday party.
in Poppy garden.
eh people, give face a bit larh.
come okie, mtfk now only got 5 confirmed guests ok.
i am 21 leh, so must come!
and huanrock, u must come.
i don't care.

and about the redang trip.
most probably can't make it.
i haven't even ask anyone yet.
sigh~
i am just being so lazy recently.

just like what someone said, i am super lazy.
haha~
i admit but u are lazy too.

and based on my research, hmm i found out something.
something that cannot be told.
haha~
i must do better this time.
so that i can be successful in the future.
perhaps i should just join the acting school huh.
bet u guys don't get what i mean.

and instead of using obvious word.
use something logic and yet make sense to me.
haha~
i must learn to be smarter than everyone.

line like this:
"They are just like Chelsea and Arsenal to me. For others, probably just like Milan."

u sure don't get it but as long as i understand, then is alright man.
haha~
u just have to see each of the word and think about what is that gotta do with me.
and need to use a lot of brain k.

bored~
haven't even do my assignment.
the financial management one.
just finish playing ps3 but still feel like playing it.
i have to control.

yes, that's the word "control".
control things that i do.

okie enough of so many nonsense.
should really go bath now, before someone said i am smelly again.
haha~
this week is actually a good week.
i enjoy it.
=)
ciaoz.

word of the day = control

i just love this,
" they are just like Chelsea and Arsenal to me. For others, probably just like Milan"

Jay @ smart

Irresponsible.

sigh~
been having such busy weeks.

last week, move house.
assignment due.
all this things already fill up my whole week.
didn't even go out.
miss watching movie especially, well for some reason.

only to teman my gila-ing cousin.
aiks.
go shop with her, that's kills me lotz.

this week, start with bad stuff happening.
sigh~
never expect it to end so early actually.
probably the worst case in my life.

should be sad or be happy about it?
i got no feelings anymore.
i just lost a backup.
fuck man.

a new month.
living my life without her.
haha.
is better that she hates me.
or else i feel really bad.
so guilty that i feel so emo everyday.

stress~
i am all to blame.
now the boat tenggelam already.
my friends sure gonna laugh at me.
cause they already warn me.

why?
that piggy is just unpredictable.
so fucking daring.

i hurt her too much larh.
those uncountable lies.
sigh~
i felt so not human after all.
didn't even explain to her, just runaway like that.
so irresponsible.
yea man, that's the word.
useless is what i am.

i seriously don't know how to face her if i bump into her on the street.
what the fuck is wrong with me?
i can't do anything.
i can't save it anymore.

well, is this gonna be the end of my suffering?
or just the beginning of it?
although is not love but still takes time to forget.
plus i just ditch her like this.
gotta be hard to forget.

i seriously feel so bad.
sigh~
and i really don't know what that piggy wants.
just complicated.

i hate myself.
a no balls guy.
fucking timid and useless.
how am i gonna success?

haiz~
i am so lost.
is this a punishment for being greedy?
or being playboy?

well, i think i gotta act like one.
so that i won't feel bad.
and i won't feel regret.

i am gonna retire from love.
take a rest.
is okie.
there are more to come.
lost one, come 10.

this year very good in love luck.
is alright.
tak kan piggy gonna halau all the girls away right.
well, just wait and see.

btw, huanrock where the hell are u?
like disappear already.
must come talk to me more.
nowadays emo larh.
share share problem wad.
haha~

and zera, hope to heard from u soon.

that's all for now.
ciaoz.

word of the day = irresponsible

I will feel better if you hates me, i am sorry.

Jay @ emo-ing