Cao Ge : Bao Hu Ni

Hoho~~
i love dis song alotz....da lyrics darn meaningful...
dedicate dis to my baby girl...hope my baby understand wat it means...
love u a lotz baby...one day i let u hear dis song k...
gonna protect u forever...


Gary Cao Ge
Bao Hu Ni
跳着你的心跳抱着你的拥抱爱最深多深 我不知道沉默 什么都好 心里什么在烧幸福那么少 我竟然得到
月光太冷 海浪太吵我把你裹进我外套这双翅膀不飞了因为守护你最重要
这一生一世让我保护你就算跟世界成为敌当你把手紧紧放进我手里怎能不相信 世上真的有 奇迹Wu~ Hu~
跳着你的心跳抱着你的拥抱爱最深多深 我不知道沉默 什么都好 心里什么在烧幸福那么少 我竟然得到
月光太冷 海浪太吵我把你裹进我外套这双翅膀不飞了因为守护你最重要
这一生一世让我保护你就算跟世界成为敌当你把手紧紧放进我手里怎能不相信 世上真的有 奇迹
这一生一世让我保护你就算跟世界成为敌当你把手紧紧放进我手里怎能不相信 (怎能不相信) 世上真的有
这一生一世让我保护你就算跟世界成为~敌当你把手紧紧放进我手里怎能不相信 世上真的有 奇迹
这一生一世让我保护你 (Wu Wu Wu Hu)就算跟世界成为~敌 (Wu~)当你把手紧紧放进我手里(相不相信, 相不相信) 怎能不相信 世上真的有 奇迹Wu Wu Wu Hu~ Mmm Mmm Mmm~

Heroes

do u believe tat everyone of us do haf powers to save the world??haha...i m crazy abt heroes now man...i kenot stop watching dis show!!!i haf finished da 18 episodes of da season 1 n i can't wait for da chapter 19. i love dis show even more than i love lost...aiks...

i m realli admire their ability man...i wish i can be like peter petrelli...my god he's da best man...okay just let me introduce u ppl abt all this heroes...

start from da left is Hiro Nakamura...a japanese guy who is a time traveler tat can stop time!Then Niki Sanders...an ex-stripper who's alter ego has a deadly edge. the kiddo is Micah Sanders, the brilliant offspring of two heroes. Then is D.L. Hawkins, the ex-con tat can pass through solid objects. Then will be Peter Petrelli, a sentive nurse who cant help but absorb the powers around him. Then Nathan Petrelli, the savvy politician with a penchant for flight. next will be Claire Bennet, the popular cheerleader with the ability to regenerate. then Mohinder Suresh, the scientist who trying to uncover the truth. then is Matt Parkman, a cop with the ability to read your thoughts. next is Isaac Mendez, he paints the future. last will be Simone Deveaux, an art dealer who's faith is tested at every turn.

somehow, da story is kind of complicated. actually everyone of them do connected. dying to watch the next episode man. this r the main characters...thr r still others but not so important...haha...i m gila abt dis till i dun really want to watch my lost season 3 man...my god...dun care...i wanna be a hero!!! =P

paris

hmm...imagine myself thr...



Louis Vuitton....


another nice building.... =)

dis is cool man!!! i haf no idea whr is dis but is sumwhr in near paris i guess....

complicated.

how u define Jealousy??

Jealousy - being jealous or an instance of acting jealous

well everyone haf dis feeling too rite...most ppl think girls are actually the one who always being jealous...maybe is true but da truth is guys are actually the one tat haf this strong feeling all da time. the only difference of jealousy between guys n girls is girls usually show tat they r jealous n they complain abt it, somehow guys never like to tell or even show tat they r actually jealous.
guys never want to tell bcuz sum of them "want face"...they dun wan to let their gf noe tat they r jealous...they dun wan to show tat they actually care so much abt their gf. they dun wan their gf to think so much n said tat they dun trust them. sumtimes we ask too much doesn't mean we dun trust u girls...we just want to care...we guys never want our gf to think tat we r being sensitive...we r just care abt u girls man...if we dun care then for sure u can dump us already...we jealous bcuz we love u...get it?not tat we dun trust u k.
i understand dis situation well...i haf been through it n actually i m going through it now...i admit i m jealous when my girl play sum other guys but too bad i m tat kind tat never want to tell. i think i show now...haha...tat feeling is like shit...u noe keeping inside in hard but telling is hard too. i love my girl n for sure i trust her...i dun wan her to think tat i control her or even give her not enuf freedom. telling her will make her think tat i dun trust her...but i swear i trust her a lotz. i always dunno how to express my feelings...when i m sad or moody, i never like ppl to ask me wat happen or why? i bet most of my frens noe dis well...whenever i m angry, they leave me alone...those who disturb me will sure kena like hell from me...haha...i m bad temper n everyone knew it...but i never show it to my gf cuz i respect her. i love to think...dis kill me...i always think too much n make life complicated to myself...i try not to think but i just cant control. sumtimes is hard as i always keep my problem...i noe i haf to share wif my girl but i really dun wan her to worry...i dun wan to make her stress or sad abt it...i m complicated...even sumtimes i dunno wat i want or y m i moody.
my girl n i fight bcuz she said i never share my problem wif her...n she complain tat i always tell her nth whenever she ask me wat happen....i noe dis is a mistake...my bad...i never want to show her tat kind of shit face too...i m seriously no idea y sumtimes i do tat to her...my girls is enuf understanding...is my prob i guess...my attitude problem...i seriously try not to care but i can't...i m not blind or even deaf...i admit i m sensitive...i dun like, i not happy abt it...argh. ..u noe wat...da worst thing for u is ur fren is actually trying to court ur girl n u noe abt it but can't do nth abt it...sux rite...u dun wan to break da friendship nor da relationship...wat can u do??da answer is nth...
my girl haf gd personality but sumtimes she angry too much...is ok i dun mind abt it...i never find any negative things in her...she was almost perfect for me...i never want to lose her for sure...n i dun wan other guys to like her too...i m selffish...yea just like her...i m sad to c her stress, it makes me even more stress...i swear i never want to control her things n check on her...but i just dun like da feeling of being left out by her...i dun like her playing too much wif "him"...u never understand how tat feeling actually is...sumtimes i really felt like crying when i c them being too close...i dunno how to explain man...come on man...dun tell me u will never haf dis feeling if u r too jealous...guys never like to get jealous cuz is da worst thing tat they actually going through. maybe i think too much...maybe...maybe i m just being too sensitive...maybe dis or maybe tat. i love her too deep...yup tat's da reason man...da reason why i think too much...
i dun like to fight wif her...duh who will like rite...but sumtimes i dunno how to express my feelings...i made her sad or hurt her everytime i choose da wrong way to express my feelings...i dun wan to make her cry...i dun mean to hurt her too...i noe she hate it when i show her shit face...i dunno wat to do...i dun haf da feeling of smiling when i m jealous...but tat bad grandma always make me laugh...then my girl will tot tat i never care abt her feelings n never tok to her or so on n so on. i dun wan dis too...i seriously hate dis...i hate being jealous...i bet every guy hate it...i hate being moody...i hate being sad...i hate...i just hate...i m such a troublsome fellow man...anyone want to introduce me sum psychologist ar?
i dun wan my girl to get angry wif me, i dun wan my girl to be sad, i dun wan my girl to feel hurt...i dun wan her to feel stress too...i do nth to help her...i feel useless sumtimes...serious...i can't help everytime she haf a problem. maybe i m not a gd bf or i never give her da happiness she want... i remember she once told me tat she dun like to c my face now cuz she very sien wif my face dy n she said last time she used to feel happy when she c my face but now not anymore...it shows tat is my problem...did i change??btw i felt blardy shit when she said tat to me...is like a knife just cut my heart deeply...i can even feel da pain now...it make me think again...i seriously dun wan to tell her my shit feelings as i noe she is having problem now...she is blardy stress i noe...i dun wan to make her even more stress...i understand how she feel...i understand...tat's y i keep dis long enuf...i dunno wat to do...so i just write in here as a way to relieve my stress...hope i feel better.
i think i should start going back to church instead...i haf done many bad things...nid to do confession...i had a really bad year i guess...is just da beginning now n i m having so much problem...yea maybe dis is wat it called a punishment...i accept it...all come together like a family...blardy hell...haiz...studies, love n financial...lucky i dun haf family problem now...if not u will c me in da front page of newspaper someday...i noe i m weak, but i never give up...sumtimes it comes too strong...i really dun haf da courage to do anything. now i understand y some ppl end their life themselves...when u really haf a lotz problem..u never noe wat to do...
da best things abt me is tat i haf many gd frens n a gd gf...most of my frens care abt me alotz n they really tolak ansur wif me...they treat me as their gd fren...i really appreciate my friendships wif them...yesterday my PA just scold me...she said i mou yi hei"...maybe she was right...sumtimes i really ditch frens...i m sorry u guys...
my gf...da best gf tat i ever had in my life...dis is true...even though she make me jealous all da time...i still love her alotz...i never want her to leave me nor i never sampai hati to leave her...aiks...i appreciate her love n i noe she appreciate mine too...she always thr for me but my bad dun wan to choi her sumtimes when i m moody...i m sorry baby...i really dun mean to do tat...i just dunno how to control my feelings...
"my baby girl...if u happen to read dis...i m sorry tat i never tell u my problem everytime u ask me...is not tat i dun wan to share wif u...i dun wan u to feel more stress abt it...i noe u haf ur problem too...i dun wan to make more problem for u...i feel shit tat i can't even help u at all...but i will try my best to make u smile every single day...i love u very much n i hope u noe tat i really trust u alotz...i never think of controlling u but i really dun like tat u r being too close wif "him"...i m sorry tat i haf to tell u da truth...yup i jealous every single day but i just dunno how to tell u abt it. i dun wan u to think tat i control u...sumtimes i really felt left out...i haf no idea y...my bad rite...i think too much sumtimes...somehow i love u n i trying my best to change my attitude problem k...i really can't imagine my life without u...u noe i can't do anything if u r not by my side...i c ur face everytimes oso i laugh wan...hehe...imagine without ur happiness, my life will be as dark as storm...u shine my life like the sun shine on me tat is so hot...haha...shit man...love u till wanna die...muaxx...dun be sad n stress k...dun always said die die punya thingy...cannot like tat wan k...i haf a surprise for u..hehe...u still haf to wait another 6 days...love u lotz...hope u dun feel sad n stress after reading dis k...love u alotz...miss u so much...muaxx n hugss..."

alrite...tat's all i guess...write essay oso not so rajin...here i think got 2,000 plus words...haha...peace.

cofession of a guy.

guys never understand girls...this is a fact. sumtimes girls never understand guys too...that is not a fact. actually i haf no idea wat m i tokin abt but i think it make sense rite??to tell u da truth, guys r actually more sensitive than girls...so all da girls out thr, u gotta noe wat to do. through many research...ppl found out tat wat guys don't like.
1. guys never like when their gf tok abt their exes...u get wat i mean now...girls, dun go on n tell ur bf abt wat so on n so on abt ur exes...they never like to hear abt it!!
2. guys never like when their gf play with other guys. Duh...dis is blardy obvioous rite...i mean sumtimes guys give their gf freedom but girls r too much sumtimes...girls never play wif guys tat court u all da time, u never noe how shit feeling ur bf is.
3. guys never like when their gf never care abt them. come on man...guys haf feelings too...care abt us sumtimes...we r not da one tat always wrong.
4. guys never like when their gf never reply their msg or pick up their call. personally i hate dis too..is kind of sux feeling man...sumtimes guys worry abt wat happen to their girl. i mean is ok if u r takin a shower or doin sumthin...dun go over an hour, guys will started to think alotz by then.
5. guys never like when their gf get angry always. sumtimes is really shit for guys when their gf started to get angry. we dun mean make u angry man...is just tat sumtimes we r being to dumb to do wat is right. haiz...we really try hard, do understand us sumtimes.
6. guys never like when their gf lie to them. not onli guys never like n so everyone too. tell us da truth, we will never kill u man...y want to hide from us??is not a gd thing till we find out wat actually is.
7. guys never like when their gf never trust them. we noe u girls feel scare tat ur boy will go flirt around. we understand how u feel..but sumtimes we r telling u da truth man...y can't u girls just trust us??
8. guys never like when their gf never appreciate wat they give. we try hard to give wat is best for u man, even though u dun like it, dun complain abt how shit it is. sumtimes u girls never noe how hard for us to make u happy.
9. guys never like their gf to keep askin them wat happen when they r moody. we dun mean to be rude man...is just tat when we tell u nth wrong doesn't mean there is sumthing wrong...sumtimes we just dun wan u girls to noe wat had happen, we dun wan u to worry abt it too...i noe u want to help but come on, give us sum space.
10. guys never like when their gf control them too much. we noe u girls care abt us n want to noe everything abt us but doesn't mean u haf to noe every details of us rite...give us more freedom sumtimes...we admit tat we do look at pretty girls when we r out but doesn't mean we don't love u anymore.

get it now???alrite...go figure out urself...ciaoz.