Great

It's 3.30am.

I am tired but i just can't sleep.

I don't want tomorrow to be here.

I am worry about next week.

Sigh.

This whole week had been really crazy.

from monday, i got assignment due.

classes and everything. wtf.

i feel so fucked up sometimes.

Please bear with me now.

I am a lil down and unhappy now.

so my words can be really offensive.

Got this fucking lizard in my room. I have no idea where the hell it came from. wtfff.

This blardy creature is seriously bothering me. Spoil mood like fuck.

Argh!!

I don't know what is wrong with me now. I just got so emotional.

Sigh.

Don't remind me please.

I seriously think that today is my bad day. It seems like everything doesn't go my way.

I try to be positive thinking but i failed.

Maybe i should crap some nice stuff here. Hmmm.

Thursday was my birthday. 6th.

I wish i could have birthday every month seriously.

Cause i got one good bunch of friends that actually care so much about me.

Not to forget, my sweetheart too.

I couldn't ask for more. It was the best birthday bash i ever had.

It was a great birthday =)

I had great food at WIP for dinner and great club session at zouk.

but i just don't know why it actually end so darn fast.

and of cause, drunk and hangover.

got the cake smash on my face. thanks to benji moh.

and whoever that spoil the cake. wtf.

Thanks my Em for making the plan works.

and also your present xD

i couldn't find any Em like this.

haha.

My sweetheart is the best i would say.

i know it in my heart.

thanks for the gift, i seriously didn't expect it.

You did so much to make the plan works.

i just couldn't love you any lesser.

and again, Thanks to The Mohs. for giving me a memorable birthday.

i just couldn't imagine not having The Mohs by my side.

I will always be the best and hopeless CEO for you guys. lol

Went to movie just now.

watched "diary of a whimpy kid". it was nice and funny.

still haven't watch Ironman. the review said it's sucks.

so maybe i should just get the dvd instead.

gonna watch ip man again tomorrow with the family.

this week seriously an eventful week.

next week gonna be assignment week. sigh

god bless me man.

when i think of my marketing plan. i seriously feel like dying.

we didn't even start it.

how hopeless laaaa.

Sigh.

last match for EPL tomorrow.

I am nervous.

Tomorrow gonna be one stressful day laaa.

I have no idea how Chelsea gonna perform but i wish them luck.

God bless please.

and Nba Playoffs, Lakers looking good to proceed to the finals =)

Omg.

It's 4 now.

feels like i just got back from club.

hmmm. how could this happen?

i guess i am just too stress.

i should think less and study more.

Alright, i gonna do my works for the whole afternoon tomorrow.

Loving my sweetheart.

i really don't know what else to say anymore.

words just can't express how much i love her anymore.

i guess is over the border line.

Looks like i am so dead.

lol

I guess i should sleep real soon.

i should update more this month.

night peeps.

have a great month ahead =)

*Sometimes when you love someone too deep, it's hurts*

Lesson

Again again and again.
I am suppose to be doing my Ps assignment.
but here i am blogging. wtf.

I feel so bored.
one week of study break got me further away from the studies.
arrr.
i hate this. I wanna stop being lazy.
someone please help me =(

It's end of the month already.
and next week, my big day.
i wonder.... so many stuff to wonder about.
well, maybe i should just put all that aside first.
studies come first.
i am so broke =(
got myself an early birthday present and it costs me a bomb.
lol
but i really love it lots.

May approaching. next it's gonna be June.
it's so freaking fast.
then soon it gonna be the end of my semester.
sometimes i couldn't accept the fact that everything changed so darn fast.
just a blink of eyes, i am here. with everything i used to wish for.
a good bunch of friends, nice families, average studies (oppsss) and of cause one loving sweetheart.
i couldn't ask for more, seriously.
well, maybe i would only ask for more cash XD

I would say this is life.
in certain point of time, you go through shit.
but the next period, you might be in happiness.
we can't predict nor judge it.
ups and downs. All of us have to go through this. Nothing is gonna be perfect. a good life without obstacles? It's gonna be hard to find.
I put faith in my life, knowing it doesn't have to be sucks all the time.
Believing that everything happens for a reason.
Believe that god will help those in need, help those who help themselves and of cause help those who work for it.
I admit i am not so much of a religious man, i don't go to church for like ages nor go to a temple every month and not to forget, i am a free thinker, but somehow i believe in god.

Sometimes i got myself into deep though.
looking back at my past.
i don't feel regret of any of it, i know i learned.
i changed. to a better person of cause.
we did lots of mistakes, knowing that if we don't make mistakes, we don't get to learn at all.
I feel ashamed for some stuff i did which i don't even have the chance to heal it.
Memories? i got so much of them.
but i only keep the happy ones.
look at where you are now? and you think about it.
look what god had got you into? Don't you think that you need to go through all to get to where you are now?
So why feel regret about your past?

I don't know what has got into me now? I know i sounds like an old man with wise words. lol
Well, maybe i am really old. haha.
I am not emo, i just wanna share my though.

"Well it was just a dream,
Just a moment ago,
I was up so high, Lookin down at the sky,
Don't let me fall.
I was shooting for stars, On a saturday night,
They say what goes up, Must come down,
But dont let me fall."

Got this from the song by B.O.B, Don't let me fall.
I love this part and i love this song.
Don't let me fall god. Not now. I don't want this to end so quickly.
i know nothing's built to last but i know my faith can make it last.

Speaking about songs. I got so addicted to these two songs.
"Sing like me" by Chris Brown and "Need you now" by Lady Antebellum.

"Guess I'd rather hurt than feel nothin' at all
It's a quarter after one I'm all alone and I need you now"

I love this part man!

this crazy thing we called love.
when we got it and we just can't get enough of it.
your life changed when you have the someone special.
you feel that your life is so complete and thinking that you don't need anything else but him/her.
You are doing things that you wouldn't do.
sometimes you can't fall asleep at night cause you miss that someone too much.
lol.

I admit i fall real deep.
that sometimes i can't breathe.
i can't feel my heart beat cause you took my heart away.
i can't sleep at night just to use the time to think about you.
sometimes i wish i could see you every single day till i got myself to your place XD
i love seeing your sweet smile, therefore i tend to eat sweet less so that i won't get diabetes.
all my life, i waited for someone like you.
deep inside the corner of my mind, i am attached to you.
everyday is a miracle for me cause i found you.
you drive me crazy and i am helpless when you smile.
My love for you is out of control and i just can't let it go.
i will only love you more but not less.
I will be always by your side no matter what happen.
i give you my words, i give you my heart.
without you in my life, i just won't be living at all.
sometimes i wonder why i will fall for you.
i wonder why i love you so deep to let go.
i just can't find the answer at all till i found it in my heart.
you bring out the best in me like no one else can do.
Thank you for being the part of my life.
I thank god everyday cause you are the greatest gift from god to me.
love my sweetheart supa lots =)
sorry that at times i make you sad and angry. maybe i am just dumb but i really do care so much about you.

Wth.
i am like writing a real long essay.
how good if this is my assignment.
=.=
i think got like 1000 words in here already.
haha.
i couldn't sleep and my class is at 8am tomorrow.
i need to reach college at like 7am.
cause it getting lots and lots of people in the college now.
like pasar.
insufficient parking is making me crazy. and i need more food =(

Hotel city and Tiki Resort are driving me crazy.
i can't stop playing them, addicted like shit.
I can't concentrate at my assignment at all. die heart betul.
i really must at least finish 1000 words tomorrow if not i am not gonna sleep.
argh!
I want a nice weekend without assignment bothering me.

Lakers Game 5 later.
Hell. It looks hard for them. Hopefully they can win this.
and go all the way to the finals.
stupid astro no live for playoffs. wtf. only certain days.

I should stop here.
next update should be next month.
night peeps.
=)

*You are the greatest gift from god*

OMG

Out of no where i am blogging here. wtf.

i am suppose to be doing my assignments which gonna due this week.

and here i am doing nothing and in the mood for blog =)

lol.

Well, i am not that hopeless obviously. I already done with my stratsim. for the first time we finish it on the first day of the week. How great was that. Hope it gonna get us the results we wanted.

so now, down to PFM and IBPF assignment. Help me.

not to forget Ps OL as well.

one hell of busy week but i just don't feel rushing all of them at all. taking my own sweet time here.

huhu~

Heading towards the mid of April already. that is really fast man.

and i got study break next week! Woo!

but.....i need to do assignments as well. wtf.

May is gonna be a disaster. lots of assignment and preparation for don't know what shit.

but i have to love May cause it happens to be my birthday month.

I can't wait for it but at same time i don't want it to come so quickly.

i don't wanna be old of cuz. and i don't wanna do all the works. Ahh~

Wtf.

I just remember i need to hand in my IBPF assignment this friday.

which means i might can't go to club.

wtftnshkltiumtfkfuck~

i still gembira syok syok thinking to go pula.

another week without club? I am becoming kayu already laaa.

one month one time? should i be happy or sad now? zzzz.

No class tomorrow. how good and i think i need to finish my part for the IBPF.

nowadays i am just so restless. i need more time to sleep but i can't sleep early at night.

and now i feel so irritated.

argh!!

i got this real huge ulcers. okie, not one but two.

and is fucking painful!!

the cause of it : not enough water and stupid weather i assume.

I feel like eating ice kacang tomorrow. i have been saying this for like 2647845583 times already but i don't get to eat one.

i need something chilling please.

i wanna go to a place where i can do my works peacefully and great environment where it is so chilling better still if is cold, even better if there is chicks. lol

anyone suggestion?

hate thinking where to eat and where to do my assignment.

i just can't force myself to be home doing my works cuz my bed gonna be calling me again and again till i gonna feel so irritated that i have to go layan her a while but ended up i am gonna be so in love with her then there it goes my assignment gonna be down the drain. lol.

Need to think about what am i gonna do for this weekend.

give me some time to relax a lil before i gonna start my war of assignment which during my study break. wtf.

i wanna eat ketam bakar at serembam laaa.

Xemanta Moh, please plan this for saturday. I don't care.

money gonna be going out real fast. gg man.

and i planning to get myself a birthday present. is time to reward myself a lil for all the hard works. lol.

went to pavilion last saturday with EM and sweetheart.

i wanted to do some shopping but ended up i only get a cardigan.

sometimes when we have the damn cash to get something, we just can't get it at the end.

but when we are so freaking broke, there's gonna be something attracts us to buy. wtf.

had a real stupid day with them.

thanks to my babi gemuk =)

watched clash of the titans then head to sky bar after that.

i am full of shits to crap now.

cuz i don't feel like doing my PFM assignment at this moment.

Where's my babi gemuk sweetheart?

don't know disappear to mana already pula. must be emo-ing about her hair.

Alamak. Don't worry about your hair, can you?

you look great in every hairdo, trust me.

you are still hot and sweet as usual =)

I am feeling a lil hungry now. but not in the mood for food.

cuz of the stupid ulcers which gonna make me sore throat real soon i think.

I want Ramly burger =(

this is the another thing that i had been mention for like 56789 years and yet i still haven't eat it since then.

Is there any football matches tonight?

hmmm. Chelsea is in the FA cup final. thank god.

oh yea, i am getting my jersey real soon. huhu~

Premier League title and FA cup please!

Alright.

I don't know what else can i crap anymore.

i think i should continue with my fb. and my addiction to Justin Bieber's songs.

Can you believe that? I have to admit that he is good.

night peeps. have a great day!

ciaoz.

*I am drowning without your love*

Smile

Another day with crazy and unstable weather i would say.

Hmm. It get freaking hot for a while, then thunder heavy rain another minute. wtf.

Hopefully i am not gonna get sick as many around me fall sick already.

Well hope you guys get well real soon.

That's why support Earth Hour. Our earth gonna get destroy so soon. Opps, not destroy. err i should say, spoil? whatever laaa.

This gonna be my second post of the month. i am so proud xD

the last day of the month and is Xian's birthday today!

Well, not to forget dear sherene's birthday too. And tomorrow gonna be Swei's birthday.

It's been quite some time since i hang out with them. I gonna dig some time to meet them up.

31st! Baskin day! promise gonna spend xian some ice cream already.

Pistachio almond! Euuu~ my sweetheart's pikachu almond. Hahaha~

Class at 8am tomorrow. Damn. Imt! still alright laa.

At least better than PFM!! Sleepy class ever man. I wonder how am i gonna pass this sub.

i know nothing. seriously. all i heard is CIMB and Public bank. wtf.

frankly speaking, this semester is kinda a flexible one.

not so much of rushing of assignment but of cuz weekly stuff to hand in.

i prefer this way actually. to have weekly stuff to hand in than having a tons of assignment to crash in a week suddenly. that one is killing man.

Well maybe taking 4 subs is better.

i have been taking 5 subs for the last two sem and damn, my life was seriously horrible.

worst than those vampires' life man.

Not to mention, another sem to go. hell!

The Lakeside campus was ...............

actually is still alright. quite comfortable one but ..................

one thing. The cow shit smell! wtf

and not enough parking!

is either you gonna go to college freaking early or you gonna smell cow shit when you got down your car.

Haa~

Sounds sad right? but the library was awesome.

a nice place for chilling and for me to sleep! lol

not to forget, a place to check out some chicks. Haha.

Oh yea, and not enough food for us to eat laa.

I want Mcd, starbucks, J.co, Baskin. Can? lol.

Life has never been better.

weekends were good, entertainment with the Mohs were really awesome.

there's gonna be activities every weekend. Club of cuz will be one of them. lol.

Being hopeless with them was great. I wonder how long can this last?

Haha~

Just go with the flow right.

I assume this is one long term objective already. Lol.

sorry, too much of my stratsim marketing make gone crazy already.

Looks like is gonna rain. is 1am already. shit.

so darn nice to sleep and i need to wake up at 6am. wtf.

Please spare me more time to sleep.

Gonna be a tiring day i think.

Cause i got one new job already. be somebody else driver.

gonna get my uniform already.

I gonna get numb cuz driving too much so soon.

I guess is all worth =)

Football match tonight. Man utd vs Bayern.

Please la. For sure Man utd gonna win this shit match.

I only want to watch Barca vs Arsenal.

Chelsea sudah out for like ages. shit. Forever not gonna win CL i think. wtf.

I just realized that Man Utd vs Chelsea this weekend.

Hell! I think Chelsea gonna lose laa. Can i wear Arsenal jersey instead? lol

Eh please, i am a true blues fan okie XD

Bbq this saturday.

can't wait for all the craziness.

please. i don't wanna get drunk. Haha.

we will see, that depends on chelsea. lol.

I think the Mohs are gonna crash down the house.

Hopefully gonna be a successful one. Good weather please =)

I had been spending real lots time with my sweetheart.

it was great! She always know how to put a smile on my face. for every single day.

Damn. I am so crazily in love with her already.

Tell me how to stop loving someone that brighten up every day of my life with all the stupid and random words =p

My dear sweetheart, you really mean a lot to me. I swear there is nothing gonna tear us apart and you gonna be my one and only.

I wanna make you the luckiest girl in the world.

All the other girls, they got nothing on you.

No matter what happen, you are still my favorite girl.

Love you more each and every day =)

Looks like is time for me to stick at my bed already.

Hoping for a better month ahead.

everything is gonna be fine if you trust on how capable you handle them.

Night peeps.

Praying for a better weather soon.

ciaoz.

*You made my heart pound and got me going crazy.*

Happiness

Hola~

Thousand year didn't update my blog already. lol

I have been really really busy since end of January?

haha.

I really can't recall what i have done.

mostly would be those MOH activities.

being hopeless for the 3 long months of holidays.

Great!

Well, ups and downs i would say.

but i am glad it is all good now =)

and CNY was great!

great time with family and also the MOH family.

i am sure lots more fun to come.

but...........

not to forget, i need to study real hard for this semester.

yea, started my college last week.

sigh.

those subs are tough.

maybe i should just have to manage my time properly.

Hope that this month would be a good one.

gonna spend time with my MOH family.

study hard and play hard XD

not to forget, gonna spend more time with my sweetheart =)

loving my life now.

especially having my MOH family with me is just so great.

i couldn't ask for more =)

I feel real lazy in updating my blog now.

please bear with me, cuz i got so many stuff to handle.

lol.

i will try to update more alright?

Loving my sweetheart =)

love her more than anything else in the world.

missing her already. damn.

i think i should go read on my textbook now.

yea i know is hard to believe but i have no choice.

update soon!

* I love every good and bad about you*