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It's 27th today.

Damn.

what am i thinking about?

another 4 days to go.

then we gotta welcome 2010.

i was wondering.

how my 2010 gonna be.

Hmm.

another sucks year perhaps?

oh please, cheer me up a lil.

i had enough of shits.

i don't want another 2009 man.

this year is not the fucking year for me at all.

fucking miserable year.

i am glad it gonna end so soon.

praying for a better year ahead.

okie.

yesterday was a shit day ever.

i have no idea why.

since morning, my brain is like fucking stuck.

like brainless. lol

well, maybe due to what i have heard.

damn.

i went to mv then. with the COO of MOH. lol

i went to collect my jeans.

i headed to the wrong alter shop. wtf.

when i reach the alter shop, i wanted to go pay for parking.

okie fine.

i go pack food for my aunt. i got the wrong noodle.

when i was heading to club, i miss the turn go straight langsung.

i was suppose to go poppy, i went to the zouk direction.

and the worst is, i forget to inform my friend that we are heading to poppy.

so ended up, he went to the gardens. damn. wtf.

wtf wtf wtf.

my mind seriously got cover by her man.

currently reading a novel by my favorite author, Mitch Albom.

The title of the book, "have a little faith".

if you have heard of the book "the five people you meet in heaven".

yea, this is the author. and you should know what kind of novel is gonna be.

i bought another novel as well.

"the time traveler's wife"

i know this is so not me. i wanted to watch the movie but i didn't. so i guess the book would be better.

i don't usually buy novel, once in a while. and kinokuniya is having some kinda promotion. and is cheap if you get more books.

i am so stoning now.

i don't know what am i thinking.

don't know what i want.

damn.

complicated. hopeless betul.

how wei?

okie.

in conclusion, i don't wanna give up.

from the start, i didn't even plan to give up.

if you think i am stupid, yes i am.

give up is not my thing man.

if you know me well, you should know this.

yuh.

i hate to say this.

but i miss her already.

lol.

i am so bored right now.

but i am tired of going out.

no mood.

I am sad right now.

i seriously need something to cheer me up.

damn.

i want a good start for my 2010.

aaaaaaaaaa.

pity me boleh tak.

leave me alone.

ciao.

thanks zera for cheering me up.

and always there for me when i am down.

so do Ryan and Zoie.

*if we crawl till we can walk again, then we will run until we are strong enough to jump, then we will fly until there is no wind"

Livestrong

Hola~

i am back!

I was kinda busy recently.

at the same time not knowing what can i crap in here.

lol

a busy month.

just got back from the singapore trip on tuesday.

it was a tiring one.

too much walking and spending.

i am so broke now.

=(

overall was cool.

got what i wanted except for one.

argh. not gonna mention bout that.

hmm.

i got to layan my friends then.

going out too much.

and one thing.

i can drink now!

finally.

long awaited man.

but have to take care too.

i seriously don't know what can i crap here anymore.

bored.

hopeless life i got now.

eat, sleep, hang out, yum cha, club.

man, go get a life please.

so called jobless.

lol

can i have some better activities for myself?

need to go for some sport i guess.

okie.

back to studies.

results are out.

i did badly.

but lucky to pass all.

expecting better but okie, whatever.

i am so bored now.

not knowing what can i do.

wtf.

football tonight.

the blues!

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i was a lil down a few days back.

unknown reason.

confused again i guess.

damn.

not knowing what to do.

but i don't wanna care anymore.

cuz i don't know what i want anymore.

i am sick of my uncertainty.

selective problem?

lol

you are just so bothering me.

Merry Christmas!!

an early wishes.

lol

*you matters so much to me*

Bliss

Finally i have the time to actually update my blog everyday.

Hmmm.

I was pissed and unhappy now.

Thanks to the match just now.

argh!!!

is alright. just a lost. we are still at the top right xD

I think i gonna get sick so soon.

been sneezing just now.

maybe i am just too tired?

okie.

i seriously have to stop drinking for some time.

i am so blardy unhealthy now.

after the beer that day, my sickness come again.

Hell man.

I felt so darn unwell today.

took some medicine and it is better now.

1 month!!!

1 blardy month!!!

how the hell i gonna do that.

1 blardy month i am not gonna drink!

i can't imagine myself drinking coke at the club.

awww. that is so sad.

i have no choice thou.

Nothing much actually.

i had a great dinner with wei yin and ashley.

and stupid yum cha session.

had a lil stress back then.

but it was all fine now.

money actually settle much of the stuff.

lol

at least i get some time to rest today.

it has been a while since i can actually stay at home and sleep.

hopefully next week, i can be a good boy.

stay at home and cut on the hang out time.

have to make myself healthy before the day come =)

lol

I have no plan for tomorrow.

entertain my family perhaps?

my ipoh relatives are here.

hmm.

i was thinking about going to pc fair....

but tomorrow is the blardy last day.

i can't imagine myself there thou.

I felt a lil lonely today.

cuz she is so far away.

hmm.

and gone missing few hours back.

How can i stop thinking about you?

let see how many days i can hold myself.

haha.

missing you lots =)

i think i should head to bed already.

if not, my face seriously gonna be like shit.

healthy life okie!

i feel so old.

haha.

ciao.

good day ahead.

*I found you in my heart*

Restless

Guess what.

I seriously can't stand it.

so at last, i drank beer with wei yin just now.

lol.

hopeless betul.

I won't die okie.

i am so tired now.

have to wake up so darn early tomorrow.

like 9am?

send my doggy to bath at the clinic.

i need more time to sleep please.

i do hope to go Pc fair but not sure yet.

sure darn a lot of people.

i am kinda sick of it.

Hmm.

my cheese cake was kinda a success.

besides the smell that zoie mention.

every other thing is still alright.

okie. at least it is eatable.

haha.

It looks a lil ugly from here but it taste alright.

=)

but someone said is nice. and like it when it is melted.

hmm. how cute she is xD

Okie.

today i was full of mission to complete.

woke up so early and head to do some many stuff.

then went to petaling street.

yea, to cut tree.

somehow the tree is so advance now.

haha.

i was saying about the christmas tree actually.

and i found one which is so nice.

it was costly.

after getting everything, from deco to the tree.

i headed home with zoie to decorate it.

It was nice after all.

I understand that what you see from this pic is not that attractive at all.

but it looks nicer in real life. lol

Then tada.

i am done with one mission.

haha.

omg.

i am so sleepy now.

i will tersleep any time now.

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ZZZZ.

Hopeless.

i ended up tersleep.

now pula the next morning.

can't wake up laaaa.

but i have no choice.

damn.

alright.

gtg.

missing you.

ciao.

*What should i do with you?*

Twilight

I am in the mood to blog =)

even at this early hour.

opps, is already 11.30am huh.

and yet i am still sticking on my bed.

Hopeless.

I am so restless.

i mean yesterday was a tiring day but it was fun thou.

and one thing.

i am the first to see wei yin!!

xD

it was a good day.

Okie okie.

on tuesday, i went for a movie.

with ahem*, suppose zoie is coming but she ffk at the end.

so, blardy mv is full of people.

this is insane man, why do these people so free to come out?

hate it. so ended up watched in the gardens =)

the movie..........

Okie. Frankly speaking i am not a twilight fans at all.

and i am not even excited about watching this movie.

but i have no idea why, on that day i just wanna watch it.

it was such a typical love story.

and the funny thing is i don't even watch the first chapter.

Lol

this movie was ............ well i am speechless.

i guess the bad ratings were right.

somehow i felt interested in this twilight saga now.

and i know why those girls are so crazy about this.

thanks to edward and jacob.

they just wanna look at pretty guys.

awwww.

Yesterday was an eventful one.

from morning till night i am busy.

i got myself into this baking thingy.

don't laugh, i mean i just wanna learn.

i was so semangat to get all the ingredients.

cupcakes and cheesecakes.

it was not an easy task at all.

the cupcakes were quite a success.

but i am sure about the cheesecakes.

cuz i haven't go check it out, have to wait a day.

Hmm, hopefully i can make it myself the next time.

however, thanks to zoie and you of cuz =)

headed to korean bbq for dinner @ puteri.

i was superb hungry and darn full at the end.

time for me to head and sleep.

but when i reach home.

someone ask me go yum cha pula.

without thinking at all, i just went.

blah blah blah~

i came home at 2.30am.

bravo jay kok.

i can soon become zombie.

xD

Later i am going to Help College.

thanks to someone who is so lazy to go enroll.

=.=

and not sure about the plan later on.

will be meeting wei yin and ashley for dinner.

tomorrow, have to go cut tree la.

hahaha.

i need a christmas tree at home.

so basically i am gonna search for it.

No club this week.

that is some sadness.

the reason would be.

i am not allow to drink for a week.

=(

due to my sickness which part of it caused by drinking too much.

i feel like dying man.

is alright, 3 more days to go.

Can i have the best advice?

the same thing i get everyday.

Sighness~

what should i do about this?

just let it be?

wtf.

this is really confusing.

damn.

alright.

is time for me to un-glue myself from the bed.

and go check out my cheesecake.

hopeless betul.

missing you at this early hour.

shit!

have a good week peeps.

i am enjoying it.

=)

*Am i falling too deep?*