Another day.

Another day,
it seems like nothing change,
rainy day it is,
but just another day.

missing u,
it seems like nothing happen,
the past it is,
but just another missing day.

i have grown up,
tears no longer shed,
mind no longer youth,
an adult i am.

hurt is all u left,
fool i no longer am,
experience is all i gain,
moving on is what i do.

loving u i still do,
forgiving need time to do,
forget is what i won't,
thank you for loving me once.

written by,
Jay
8/9/07
12.48pm


well, is a kinda short one but still carried a lotz of meaning, best is yet to come.

7/9 i will remember...

woo~~ can said is kinda relief now...doesn't nid to worry much and less problems...well i should be happy abt it. no point crying over it anymore, i should be happy cuz i gain another experience...so tat i can stop being a fool in da future...somehow i realise tat i haf grown up, no longer tat jk anymore, i m more mature now...i smile bcuz i noe i haf grown up, handle it nicely dis time...no more waiting but move on for me...life is short, i dun wan to waste my time anymore for doing sumthin which i think is childish and i will be regretting....i dun wan to suffer anymore....i had enough man...love is not a thing for me, sumtimes i realli hate falling in love...bcuz i noe i will commit too much...but now i haf to learn to let go...i cant down grade myself for begging n wating for her anymore, thr r many better or useful things for me to handle in da future...btw thank u for teaching me so many lesson n give me such a wonderful experience...for da sweet memories i will remember but da bad memories i will erase it...i will take time to heal n let go...time will tell us everything. I do still miss her and keep recalling back all da memories we had...but no use after all...i m not an easy person, i might forgive but i will never forget...hate me for i m being like dis cuz i m no longer the guy tat i used to be.

house news

Recent hse news!!!we haf babysit a dog!!!the big nerdy name yoshi...extremely gd dog n bullied by the small alien always...well my hse now is more noisy n happening due to dis 2 creatures...sumtimes even make us pening around...but they r cute too!!!


old dog in da house!!!


new dog in da house!!!


The big nerdy and the small alien....

Abt Jay.

My personalDNA Report

Confusion.

Wishing upon the stars,
Dream comes true,
Miracle happens.

Silent night,
most memories recalled,
thinking about the past,
and the dark side of every mistake.

Mistakes, regrets and lies,
stuck in my mind always.
for the evil past i had,
let go is all i can.

Current life drown,
no bright light to save me,
no happiness nor love anymore,
all i left is just a confusion.

Why do all good things come to an end?