miss u finally...

But I miss you finally
But I miss you finally
Try to remember all these years
We shared the love we shared the tears
Thought that forever it would be
I realize you lie to me
I still hold on
Still dream of days when we were one

[CHORUS]
You played with my heart
You played with my mind
But I miss you finally
Right from the start
My love made me blind
But I miss you finally
All of these promises you made
This 4 letter word it seems to...
Baby it's hard to understand
Now that you're gone
We reached the end
I still believe
Still dream of days when we were one

[Chorus 3X]
You played with my heart
You played with my mind
Right from the start
My love made me blind

Another day.

Another day,
it seems like nothing change,
rainy day it is,
but just another day.

missing u,
it seems like nothing happen,
the past it is,
but just another missing day.

i have grown up,
tears no longer shed,
mind no longer youth,
an adult i am.

hurt is all u left,
fool i no longer am,
experience is all i gain,
moving on is what i do.

loving u i still do,
forgiving need time to do,
forget is what i won't,
thank you for loving me once.

written by,
Jay
8/9/07
12.48pm


well, is a kinda short one but still carried a lotz of meaning, best is yet to come.

7/9 i will remember...

woo~~ can said is kinda relief now...doesn't nid to worry much and less problems...well i should be happy abt it. no point crying over it anymore, i should be happy cuz i gain another experience...so tat i can stop being a fool in da future...somehow i realise tat i haf grown up, no longer tat jk anymore, i m more mature now...i smile bcuz i noe i haf grown up, handle it nicely dis time...no more waiting but move on for me...life is short, i dun wan to waste my time anymore for doing sumthin which i think is childish and i will be regretting....i dun wan to suffer anymore....i had enough man...love is not a thing for me, sumtimes i realli hate falling in love...bcuz i noe i will commit too much...but now i haf to learn to let go...i cant down grade myself for begging n wating for her anymore, thr r many better or useful things for me to handle in da future...btw thank u for teaching me so many lesson n give me such a wonderful experience...for da sweet memories i will remember but da bad memories i will erase it...i will take time to heal n let go...time will tell us everything. I do still miss her and keep recalling back all da memories we had...but no use after all...i m not an easy person, i might forgive but i will never forget...hate me for i m being like dis cuz i m no longer the guy tat i used to be.

house news

Recent hse news!!!we haf babysit a dog!!!the big nerdy name yoshi...extremely gd dog n bullied by the small alien always...well my hse now is more noisy n happening due to dis 2 creatures...sumtimes even make us pening around...but they r cute too!!!


old dog in da house!!!


new dog in da house!!!


The big nerdy and the small alien....

Abt Jay.

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