Luck

Hola peeps.

I am back. like finally right.

sorry for the m.i.a. my schedules are really packed and that i am so darn lazy recently.

my last update bout my life was back in July. lol

Well, i should really keep you guys on track.

It's October.

again. time passed really fast.

it's gonna be end of year so soon.

for the past 3 months. ups and downs. i really can't recall much.

I know September wasn't really good at all.

but can't expect a smooth month after all right.

Had a bad sick on August that kept me so weak for one whole week.

Not to forget, relationship issue that almost got me into hell.

well, at least one thing happened every month.

Financial problem! the same darn shit. Hate it.

what to do. I am always famous in spending.

but then, now i do learn how to save. somehow it's just doesn't really work out.

i cut on the expenses of buying clothes and so many stuff.

and i do is just spend on food. guess i really eat a lot huh.

It doesn't matter anymore. I will continue on my saving to phuket.

so let's pray that October is gonna be a real good one.

to myself and also everyone out there.

we need to stay strong to keep going in life.

It's sunday tomorrow. it's so happen that i always blog on saturday or sunday.

another week gone. next week quiz and needa start in my assignment.

Hallo Brain. Where have you been? I need you to come back right now.

I am not sure whether i manage to even write. Haha.

This week still a so so one.

Sadness shit would be the last day of September.

which is Thursday.

I woke up like 6.30am in the morning to fetch baby to college.

The most DF shit is that it's fucking jam like everywhere.

i am going crazy. The road i used to use jam like fuck. so i have no choice to use another road which also jam like fuck.

I got so pissed. During the jam, one fucking motorcyclist bang my side mirror.

and like wtf, the cover actually dropped out.

I couldn't manage to pick it back cause it's like fucking so many cars. No, it's so much cars.

Mch. fucker didn't even stop and say sorry just go off like that.

Argh. and guess what, that shit cost me $75 bucks. Damn.

After that shit, i continue jamming my way.

Well, baby actually said she doesn't wanna go to college anymore.

cause it's like late for an hour. but not knowing why. i insist to keep going.

reached mv, turning down to bangsar.

I got so pissed with a blardy cab and i speed up.

holy shit. when i turn and break at the turning.

my worst nightmare came. out of sudden it happen so quickly.

My car actually turn round and round. I can't stop it.

It bang the side of the road.

Fuck. I got so fucking panic. and then it stops.

I got the shock of my life. I nearly smell death from that accident.

Baby actually saved us by pulling the handbrake. then the car stops.

I don't know what will happen if she doesn't do so.

If you know which road is it. Below that bridge actually a river and of cause land.

If my car doesn't stop and bang down. We can actually die.

Fuck.

I am so fucking sure is that, the road was so darn slippery.

cause it's just after rain. and that turning was so darn sharp.

My mistake was speeding up when the turning comes.

The road on that morning can actually kills. I can feel the tyre actually drift.

Fuck. I actually drift. I fucking stone after that.

Lucky shit is that my car doesn't damage much.

Burst two tyre and stretch at the front.

I stop at the side with my double signal flash.

Then this aunty, she didn't see my car but lucky she stops and when she turn out, this a myvi came and bang her car =.=

i actually caused others accident. They scolded me but i have no choice man cause i can't move my car.

One thing i would like to share here.

when my car spin. there were cars at the back.

those cars stop of cause.

but then when i drive my car to the side slowly.

They actually go off without bothering.

I was like wtf. What kind of people were that?

They saw that shit happen and nobody give a fuck by offering help.

They keep going as if nothing happen. Damn.

Again. No offense, most malaysian are like that.

Funny thing is the one that actually stop and help was DBKL.

yea, three of them drove truck guys. fixed my spare tyre and guide my way to the nearest petrol station.

not to forget, Zoie did so much help by being there when i needed help.

she drove us to the temple to KL.

We were lucky to be alive. I learnt my lesson well this time.

Speeding kills especially during rains.

I should really learn to drive safely.

I feel so bad. I almost got us kill. Not just me but us. Fuck.

Thanks god for blessing seriously. and also thanks baby for pulling the handbrake.

Man, i couldn't imagine people attending my funeral so soon.

Choi!!!

So peeps, please drive safely and putting on a seat belt actually helps so much.

I lost confident in my driving now. I feel so stress. Mentally affected by that accident.

Damn. I should fight that fear cause i feel so useless.

That night, i still managed to go to zouk.

after two months of m.i.a from club.

got scolded by friends for driving fast. lol

every Mohs so happen to wear black together.

but then, we got off really early like 1 something.

cause they said polices gonna come sapu.

mch. turn off totally la.

Man, that day was the shittest day ever.

i am so "black" until everything tak jadi.

Haha.

Okie. Enough of sadness shit.

Friday, went movie marathon with baby and xem.

the legend of fist and resident evil 3D.

okie, i know i am so darn outdated. lol

dinner at zanmai then.

back to oug home with baby.

guess what, we actually cooked supper =.=

We are fat ass =p

Whole body so darn pain especially my leg.

the impact of accident.

I don't wanna do that anymore. It's not fun at all.

Today, nothing much. stay home for this loving saturday night. Sigh. How bored.

Not sure about tomorrow. Kind of feeling that my weekends are just boring.

Life is so bored even with baby by my side. Haha. Just kidding.

She sleeps so much that i actually feel so lonely.

Hungry right now. lol

Soccer match. Van Der Vaart is so useful to the Spurs. Damn. Chelsea should grab him first.

Good buy indeed. Tomorrow big showdown: Chelsea vs Arsenal.

Go Blues.

Okie. I should go for my baby now. She m.i.a again, don't tell me she sleeps again.

Keep you guys update real soon.

Take care peeps.

*A good friend is the one that tell you the truth even if you don't like to heard them*