Heart

Okie i really have no idea what to crap today.

since she insist me to update so i will try to make a nice post here.

lol

Alright.

The match just over.

Chelsea vs Arsenal. 3-0

Poor thing for Arsenal, i don't feel good seeing them lost thou.

I was expecting for a draw match.

but turn out to be better =)

Hmmm.

If i am not mistaken, i think i updated on friday.

so let me recall what had happened this few days.

Sighness~

i think i got some short-term lost of memories.

i can't remember what i do on friday pula.

Oh ya, i went to club.

LOL

It was Dj Fatal trix aka Ryan's day.

cuz he was in the Dj competition thingy.

i was there to support him of cuz.

and at the same time ready to get drunk.

lol

It was kinda bored at first.

but later on better.

Club was fun, Liquor even better.

Drink drink drink.

so ended up, i was fucking knocked out.

well, i am not gonna expose what i had done that night cuz is not something to be proud of.

and is hopelessly memalukan.

One thing i can say is that i slept on the road? or suppose to call it tanah? =S

i don't know. just the tanah besides my car.

Someone just said that i love my car so much so i have to lie down beside it huh.

Okie okie.

i knew i was gonna be so drunk.

cuz i was sad before i went club.

when i said sad, i mean seriously fucking sad.

lol

thanks to someone basically.

and the fan jin-ness of myself.

blah blah blah~

the fucking next day, darn hangover wei.

almost died without waking up.

but i still manage to go for a late late lunch at 4pm.

wtf.

thanks to that fucker.

fucker that make pym sad all the time.

slap kao him man.

then until at night pergi minum tea at kuchai.

my new hang out place now.

go till can vomit already.

that fucker buat masalah again then ended up blah blah blah.

*sorry man, cuz is like a fucking long story so i just cut it short here*

One secret here.

i got some sickness.

and i gonna leave this world real soon.

so soon that you might not be seeing my post anymore.

lol

okie okie think positive!

hopefully i won't die okie.

I still need to be in this world to pamper someone =)

Today is one boring day.

Entertain my aunt and mum in the morning to one u.

then yum cha at kuchai again.

talk cock sing song~

balik rumah tidur macam pig then.

wake up makan.

then online.

fucking bored right?

argh!

Okie.

time for me to have some confession.

Based on my research on this few days.

i found some shitty stuff.

which i don't want it to be true.

arrr, can i slap myself thinking about that?

i am confused.

for some unknown reason.

zzzzzzzzz

whatever man.

i guess i think too much.

i am too free that's why.

too free to think of stupid nonsense.

Can i pull myself out?

i seriously wonder.

i don't know what i want.

but i am clear about everyone.

i know csl is long gone.

which will remain as my regret.

and about her?

arr, i just don't know how to explain it.

my ex's best friend? wtf. wtf. wtf.

but..........

there is something about her.

i tak tau la.

i don't want to expose so much here.

after got people perasan. lol

alright.

i guess enough of tcss.

need to head to bed soon.

god bless me.

bless everyone.

good day ahead please.

ciao.

*Half of my heart's got a right mind to tell you that i can't keep loving you, but i just can't stop loving you.*