Crashing

I am tired.
been restless for the past few days.
what to blame?
the addiction to the games i guess.

Study break this week.
only start to do an assignment today.
*hopeless*

What to do.
no mood to even look at my school works.
all i do is play games.
i think i am gonna dead soon.

The highlight for this study break perhaps will be the getaway to pd.
even though just 2 days, i feel a kind of relief.
get away from the tiring city life.
get some sun tan.
feel some relaxation.
it was alright, i enjoyed it.
hope wei yin and tisya was there with me but too bad so sad.

today is the beginning of may.
a labour day.
which people drive like shit today.
made me blardy pissed.

another five days.
i will be a year older.
i didn't realize how quick time passed by.
i don't feel excited for it.
i am afraid of it.
thinking that is just another usual day for me.
i don't give a damn anymore.
perhaps there is only one thing that could make me smile on that day.

i am a lil emo today.
i have quit being emo for a long time.
i can't resist it.
the feeling is killing me, fuck.
i am uncomfortable.

the anger.
made me regret again.
i know.
i know i am not alright at all.
why?
Why is it so hard?

i got no mood at all.
suddenly i feel the need for my friend.
people like wei yin which is so far away from me.
sigh.

alright.
not gonna spoil your mood here.
i will be fine.
don't worry okie.
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Wishing luck to the blues man.
and also lakers.

i gotta do my assignments real soon man.
6 more to go.
all due in this month.
fuck man.
i feel like dying.
hope these assignments can keep my mind busy so that i could think less.
haha.

i think i need to go get some rest man.
tomorrow will be doing assignments man.
*sob*

that's all.
update real soon.
=)

*love comes around and they knock you down*

Jay @ =(