Pain

Is already past 12am.

damn.

2 days break just passed by like this.

finally the day has arrive.

is time to think about what should i do now.

word to describe this 2 days are hurt, missing, realize and regret.

i wanna test myself,

but at the same time, i wanna see how things go.

now i know the answer.

is darn hard.

it hurt so bad.

that's why i packed myself with so many activities.

make my day full.

so that i don't stay at home and think about her.

yea, i did.

and now, 2 days passed.

now the problem is her.

what is she thinking?

i have no idea how.

i am sad.

what should i do now?

i am so tired now.

i just feel like lying down on the bed and do nothing at all.

but i can't.

assignments are waiting for me.

but............

i can't move myself.

i don't feel like doing anything at all at the this moment.

damn.....

by the way,

i really miss her alot.

ciaoz.

word of the day = hurt

Jay @ down