Discomfort

Sigh~

what a week.

stress and so much pressure.

with just everything.

i have been so busy till i actually neglect my blog.

well, i have so much to say actually but just don't have the time to do so.

how sad is it wei.

so i kinda lost my memory about what happened last week.

nothing much, just study and watch football.

tired with this kind of life.

pimples also a lot =.=

well, just another 2 more days then i am so called free.

think and think again, felt that the month of june kinda bad for me.

i not sure why but just got a feeling about it.

aiks, maybe i am just thinking too much.

exam this week.

so far so good but kinda scare for the econs this friday.

sigh~

haven't even finish studying wei.

can't wait till next week.

this week had been a sad week  =(

things just happened.

family didn't even understand what i do.

they always tot i go lepak.

said i over broad my freedom.

i was like, "wth?"

they didn't even know anything but just assume.

i hate it.

is not like i go club everyday or what.

sigh~

they just don't understand me.

they always take away happiness from me.

don't even know what i want, force me to do what i don't like.

i am so tired of pretending, tired of all this.

i wonder when can i get away from this.

maybe one day i will not stand it and stand up for myself.

this thing just so bother me this week.

make so sad~

sigh~

another thing would be someone else.

well, not piggy ok.

sigh~

i don't know what can i say about it.

is somehow just don't go right.

maybe is my fault.

well, it is my fault.

i can't blame anyone if really gone.

well, i was kinda speechless just now.

i saw this girl that i somehow interested to know.

she is in my college, taking feb intake of UNISA.

sigh~

somehow she is taken.

i think that she is cute.

but my god!

her bf is .......

sigh~

i am speechless really.

at least find someone better ok.

i am much better than him man!

just wondering why do pretty girls go with not good looking guys?

what is this world becoming?

due to exam week, i somehow temporarily throw away all the love stuff.

never think about it or emo about it.

but then someone make me sad thou.

after exam, maybe.

well, we will see.

*actually i am sick of all those girls.

enough of all this.

look at my football results.

kinda sad that netherlands went out.

they were so good in this euro 2008.

sigh~

lucky my spain still there.

haha~

they are good, so good.

especially my Fabregas.

recently i am so so admire him.

total mad man.

buy pepsi cuz of him.

haha~

not to forget, the NBA playoff.

well, Lakers lost to Celtics.

is alright, try harder next season.

Kobe is still the best.

okie, for your info.

i have set my blog to the public which that everyone can read it.

so Zera, don't be shock about it.

haha~

well, i have to head to study now.

will get to u guys after my exam.

ciaoz.

random pic.

This is Fabregas~

=)

word of the day = sadness

Jay @ tired