Bewilder.

Hey there.
i am back again.
nothing much happening lately.
but cash keep flowing out =(
the reason would be, u will find out soon.
haha.

on thursday, as usual i have to go teman piggy.
got up at 11 plus, feeling kinda unhealthy.
then found out i got flu and a lil sore throat.
sucks huh, got off my new year with sickness.
sighness.
then went and look for medicine at home.
it would be a waste of money to go for a doctor.

wanted to go to the apartment.
then the aunt here and there, blah blah blah.
wasted my time, was suppose to go apartment to change clothes.
then have no choice, i am already late, so just go with a surf pants and tee.
thanks to the aunt.

rush the hell out of me man, piggy said going for lunch at 12.30pm and is already 12.15pm.
so drove terukly again. (well, my terukly means scary and fast)
reach there, lucky not much people as school reopen that day, plenty of parking spaces.
meet up with piggy then went to eat.
ate kenny rogers, yea chicken again.
she just love chicken.
then after that, i went home and sleep.

at night, went to drink this very pahit "leong sui".
walau eh, seriously kills me.
nothing much then, online then head to bed early.

the next day, which is yesterday.
i have to teman piggy the whole day.
morning, woke up at 9.30am.
then went to fetch the sis and the youngest aunt to airport.
by the time i reach the apartment already 12pm.

faster change and rush to midvalley.
piggy said wanna eat KFC.
yea chicken again.
she never scare fat wan. then i keep nag her. haha.
after that, went to watch movie with sw.
watched the heartbreak kid.
actually i watch already one but then is nice wad.
after movie, send sw back then went to midvalley again.

ate dinner with piggy at Vietnam Kitchen.
been having quite lotz of expensive food lately.
have to really save a lil.
there is this pic she took.
2 small lil egg in my noodle. =)

after dinner, i walk around checking out those sales stuff.
none of them attract me, so end up never buy anything.
went back then head to the chinese " si fu" there.
got some problem with my neck and shoulder there.

he do one thing darn painful one man.
then he put one medicine on it.
that piggy said is smelly wor.

went home, feeling so not well.
ate medicine then sleep.
then 11 plus, that piggy called.

this morning woke up feeling better.
the same thing, have to teman piggy.
went half an hour earlier today.
tot sure darn a lot people, to my surprise, wasn't much.
still got plenty parking spaces.
so i wondering around at mph.

then went to eat Carl' Jr with piggy.
she ate chicken again.
then keep complain she very fat to me.
but still eat a lotz.
sighness.
i guess her on diet plan won't work out.
haha.

random pic at Carl's Jr.
so lucky of me, i get my favorite number.

after food, walk around.
went back apartment, play a lil games.
then come back chua garden now.
online a lil.

tomorrow will be family day.
never teman that piggy.
have to go buy stuff with the aunt.

sighness.
one of my friend just asked how come i never move on, she said new year new life wad.
new life??is that so easy. i don't think so.
i am seriously confused by my love life now.
i am sort of having a complicated relationship now, which i don't even know how to describe it and explain it.
but i never takes time to actually do lil research on it.
i just go with the flow, just anything.

do you think is much happier to be like this??
i have no idea.
i guess we are avoiding, doesn't wanna face then truth.
sounds familiar?? yea grandma too having the same problem.

my friends said we are acting like a couple but we are not one.
how is this gonna explain?
honestly, everything we do is just like a couple.
but lastly, we are not together ok.

is like a puzzle missing one of it's piece, forever there is no solution for it.

personally, i guess is better off this way.
being in a relationship is tough.
i don't wanna be like last time anymore.
those hurtful past i have, i really don't wanna think about it.
i am just confused, that's all.

alright, enough of love shit.
i guess i am going to be broke soon.
very soon.
have to control my spending.
actually it shouldn't be me, is that piggy.
please control your spending ok.
i am seriously gonna broke soon.
i am SERIOUS.

that's all for today.
ciaoz.

Jay @ stress