tired.

I m tired of my life...I m tired of being ur no one...I m tired of askin who ur fren is...I m tired of askin wat's wrong wif u...I m tired of being scold by u...I m tired of being jealous...I m tired of being angry...I m tired of being sad...I m tired of being just "ur fren" to others...I m tired of tellin myself not to be so sensitif...I m tired of seeing u flirt wif other guys...I m tired of tellin u how much u change...I m tired of askin myself to trust u...I m tired of feeling that is my fault...I m tired of bothering wat happen to u...I m tired of askin u to share ur problems wif me...I m tired of keeping an eye on u when u r wif other guys...I m tired of u being rude to me sumtimes...I m tired of listening to ur complains...I m tired of tellin myself tat u appreciate my love...I m tired of askin myself whether i have change...I m tired of controlling my temper wif u...I m tired of being patient to u...I m tired of giving u too much freedom...I m tired of gettin into a fight wif u...I m tired of wat other ppl said abt me...I m tired of being confused...I m tired of love...I m tired of worrying abt u...I m tired of thinking tat u will dump me for another guy...I m tired of seeing myself in dis situation...I m tired of me can't control my feelings...I m tired of me being a playboy...I m tired of me love to flirt around...I m tired of my studies...I m tired of my personality...I m tired of being lonely...I m tired tat u dun understand me sumtimes...I m tired tat i cannot do wat i want to do...I m tired of being regret...I m tired of being self-fish...I m tired of being broke...I m tired of ppl checking on me...I m tired of being no transport...I m tired of thinking tat u cheat on me...I m tired of thinking that u dun love me anymore...I m tired of being confused of my feelings...I m tired of ppl saying tat i m weird...I m tired of being fear tat girls love me bcuz of my money...I m tired of no time to haf sex...I m tired of my computer is farking slow...I m tired of being shy...I m tired of everyone...I m tired of everything...I m tired of hating myself...I m tired of this world...I m tired of being weak in maths...I m tired of saying all da bad words...I m tired of being not to smoke when i m stress...I m tired of being stress...I m tired of being moody...I m tired of u askin me to leave u alone...I m tired of u being moody...I m tired of u when u r PMS-ing...I m tired of u being angry...I m tired of u saying haix...I m tired of u saying nth...I m tired of u nvr care abt me sumtimes...I m tired of u nvr care abt my feelings...I m tired of being mean to u...I m tired of looking for someone else to tok to when u r not thr for me...I m tired of keeping things to myself...I m tired of me not tellin u how i feel...I m tired being too gd to everyone...I m tired of being nice to bully...I m tired of being an asshole sumtimes...I m tired of ur parents dun like me...I m tired of waiting for ur reply...I m tired of u keep sms-ing ur guy fren instead of me...I m tired of u tellin me tat u r broke...I m tired of u tellin me tat u r fat...Da farking most of all, I m tired of living in da darkness!!!!tired of ppl thinking tat i m ur slave bcuz of da way i act...tired of being ur no one...tired of u introduce me as ur fren to ppl...tired of being think tat i m dumb...tired of ppl pity me...tired of ppl dunno anything...i m farking hurt tat ppl thinks tat i m ur slave...i m ur farking bf, do u noe how i feel...i m tired of u nvr care of how i feel abt dis...do u noe tat how farking i feel, i feel like givin up...tired of ppl askin me whether i m jealous...i m serious...i m farking tired of dis man...i m like being treat like an ass...being angry when u r wif sum other guys...i had enuf of dis man...i seriously farking feel like givin up on u...i m tired u noe...i m lost, i dunno who m i to u anymore...farking everyday i m worrying...farking everyday i m pissed...i m stress to dead man...i realli dun feel like living anymore...that's it i m fark up!!!!!!!!!