wat a fark up life i haf...i wish i could die away from dis blardy world...y cant god let me die ytd???it was a terrible accident but i survive...haiz...i just dun wanna think abt it anymore...i dunno wat's wrong wif me...there's so much anger in my heart...i m angry all da time..i m stress everyday...i dunno how...haiz...life is like tat...
i was so pissed just now...so piss tat i dun even want to c nor tok to anymore...is not tat i cannot trust her...i do...i just dun feel comfortable wif dis...i m dumb or stupid...is realli fark up...so fark up tat i dun wanna do anything...i noe, i can sense...i hate going through dis man...so fark up...i m so angry...i realli feel like dying...argh!!!no one will ever understand i noe...no one will ever understand wat i goin through...i hate dis life...i realli does...so motherfucker...dammit...i cannot stand dis man...is fark up...everyday is fark up...just hope tat i can die soon...no nid to care abt everything...