Break

Hmm, it had been quite some time.
People been complaining why i did not update.
busy busy busy.

So lil time but so much to do.
24 hours a day or even 7 days a week is just not enough for me.
assignments, homework, classes and etc etc.
@.#

finally i got the chance to go club after so long.
i lost on count of how long is it man.
well, it was all good.
meeting friends and party together.
in our usual poppy.
and even got myself hangover.
drink too much, drunk like hell.
vomit till i am half dead. *sob*

lol.
finally, next week is gonna be my study break.
one week man.
but what the hell is study break when we still need to do the whole lots assignments?
why not they call it as assignment break then?
1 week 7 days which means the weekdays gonna be doing assignments.
so basically, one day one assignment?
*insane*

this week, 2 test pula.
one already which i did this morning.
i think i won't be doing well in it.
and another one due by this week.
block lecture for financial accounting.
which is until 7pm.
*wulamak*

tell me how can i get enough time to finish all my task?

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Look what have you done, Jay.

another mistake perhaps?
i wonder.

am i good in those sense thing?
i doubt.

if i was right about that, so it would be a mistake.
a stupid mistake.

well, maybe i am already living in a life that filled with mistakes.
who cares man.
what you wanna do to me is none of my business.
even you are smart enough to cause me pains using that someone.
i don't give a damn man.
you wanna tell people how bad am i, then go ahead.
i am bad, so what?

you think you got it all?
please use your brain.
just wonder why on earth there are so many brainless people.
*shake head*

The same darn thing, "like i can't live without you huh? fuck you"

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life is full with ups and downs.
but i am living my life to the fullest now.
enjoy even though it hurts sometimes.
i am proving it.
show you.
that you are nothing.

busy life had cause me to think less.
which somehow a good thing.
better to concentrate on my studies.

waking up in the morning and wondering when is my life gonna end.
what a joke huh.
this is me.
i am used to it.

things just happen.
we can't expect them the way we want them to be.
life is unpredictable.
which makes me a unpredictable person too.
so don't judge me.

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Hola~
hopefully this week gonna be a better week.

last week was still alright.
but with things happened such as:
got rejected by QUT for the Uni application.
*sadness*
kena catch by police due to me using the emergency lane.
end up rasuah him 50 bucks. *lmao*

good news was Chelsea is in the semi finals of the champion league after beating liverpool.
4-4
awesome game.












semi finals vs barcelona pula.
*mati*

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that's all i guess.

I am taking back my love, move on.
you are just a past.
a broken dream.














Jay @ woot

Earth

*Earth Hour*                                                                              

28th March 2009

*Lil Reddie with candle*

*Nature of light*

*The effect*

*The support*

=)   J.K.

Occupied

Finally i found a lil time to update my bloggie.

=)

*yawn*

just woke up from a nice sleep.

haha~

and the time now is 18:11.

Didn't have the time to sleep yesterday.

was rushing and rushing my assignment till 2.30am.

and need to wake up at 5am to study Bcb.

so end up just sleep for 2 hours plus.

=(

Tired of rushing my assignment.

always doing my assignment at the very last minute.

but i guess i won't change huh.

i just can't do it any earlier.

Handed in the law on thursday.

that piece of work seriously kill  me =.=

Then pula, handed in my advertising one today.

this work is not that bad, but the intro took me so long to think.

One test down, the Bcb which is today.

still doing alright in it i guess.

Another test coming on wednesday, the F&I.

which is during block lecture.

and is till blardy hell 7pm.

Then, 13 days later, FA1 due.

which the lecturer suggest that this assignment is not easy.

*haiz*

3 days afterthat, 16th April.

comes another Law, the assignment 2 part A.

this gonna kill me also.

well, it wasn't that bad after all.

cuz will be having study break starting on 27th april. 

one week better than don't have right.

damn! i tot is on the 20th pula.

argh.

Can't wait to have a break seriously.

those assignment and test non-stop coming man.

couldn't really have a break in between.

those due dates and test are so near to each other.

sigh~

So restless.

Not only that, 4 of my fucking classes are on 8 in the morning.

*imagine that*

Just drop by here to let you guys know that i am a very busy person.

as you can see from above.

i seriously don't have the time to update my blog, not even every week.

still trying my best to cope with this terrible sem with 5 subjects.

frankly speaking, it is darn tough.

Adding that these 5 subjects itself are not easy.

That's why i don't really have the time to bother about what is happening around me.

i don't even have time to care.

my only entertainment is only be facebook i guess which i am able to use it when i am doing my assignment.

Lol

Really sacrifice so much for my studies this semester.

not choice man, i don't have much time.

so lil time, yet so much to do.

friends, shopping, clubbing, games and even sleeping, i forgo almost all of them.

tired of bothering and everything.

i guess i won't regret about it.

because i know *WHAT COMES AROUND GOES AROUND*

Nothing much to include here.

cuz my life is just studies.

which is so boring right?

but i think is worth.

than doing something else.

even chics i forgo.

Lol~

see, we tend to change.

I guess i am better off like this.

but you are still in my heart, always  =)

words of the day = I am stubborn but i still care.

Jay @ blur

friends?

No offense, my this post gonna be bad. 

whoever that doesn't wanna be my friend, just fuck off. Fuck me off from your life.

if you think that i am not worth and bad, then don't be my friend.

i don't mind about this, you guys wanna hate me, just go ahead.

i can't control what you wanna do, but please don't come disturb my life or pass on bad things about me.

if you decided to fuck me off from your life then just deal with it, that's it for us.

i rather have a best friend than having 10 good friends.

no wonder people tend to mention this all the time, now i know why.

is alright, i can be alone, don't have any friend, rather than having people that not worth to be my friend.

if you don't understand me or don't know who am i, don't fucking go out and tell things about me.

you don't have the rights okie.

well, i have no right to stop any of you either.

but, what goes around comes around.

stop being childish.

i am fine with it.

*mention 1*

if you don't like me, you can tell me.

you can ask me to fuck off, i will do so.

no need to go on telling your gang or your friends about me.

and stop faking.

*mention 2*

if you think being irresponsible is good then go ahead.

no point for me to search around for you if you wanna hide.

is alright, you can hide for the rest of your life.

then you are no longer my friend.

*mention 3*

if you think we talk bad about you, we admit about it.

you think we are fakers, then who are you?

we know your true color but we still accept you, end up you hated us.

ah ha, what a joke.

think twice before you do that.

if you think you right and we are wrong then i have to give up on you.

well maybe you don't care at all cuz you never appreciate.

*mention 4*

if you think that you wanna hate me cuz you think that i am avoiding you then go ahead.

i am tired of explaining myself when this is not the first time.

if you don't wanna trust me then don't, don't talk to me.

you wanna said that i am weird or never talk to you or what, fine.

come on, you think i am a very free person?

i have so much studies to do, fucking assignment, at this fucking semester 4 and doing fucking 5 subjects.

do you think i have much time to think about what you ask me?

i have no time okie, since you wanna end it then let it be.

is true that i don't appreciate you, then just fuck me off from your life.

*mention 5*

if you think that you are so great, sorry i don't mix around with arrogant people.

don't act and bullshit in front of me when you are not up to my standard.

is not the first time you are doing that, uncountable.

i treated you as a friend at first but now you are getting on my nerves.

i am humble person, unlike you.

showing off like you are one.

if you are rich, show me.

if you think what you did or what is about your stuff that is so great, fine.

But, don't come and criticize about my stuff.

your mother never teach you manners ar?

*mention 6*

i have no offense with you.

just that i don't understand you.

why do you have to follow the attitude of that ass?

if you think that we talk behind your back, i swear we didn't.

is alright if you don't wanna be my friend anymore, just tell me.

i always treated you as my friend, you should know that.

*mention 7*

sorry for being mean here.

sometimes i tired of keeping quiet and being nice.

i have to speak out here.

if you guys think that i am wrong, fine.

you guys wanna hate me, i am fine with it.

maybe my outlook is kinda nice to to bully but i am not an easy person.

so don't mess with me okie.

i don't mind that all of you here are not gonna be my friend anymore.

cuz i am already sick of it, i am lazy to bother.

this is my last time writing this, i have better things to do like my studies, i can't care much about this.

i have no time for this anymore.

direct translate from canto, "talk much waste gas".

words of the day = *mention 6*, you are the worst bastard ever.

jay @ confessing

Fair

I woke up at 1pm, putting my facial cleanser at my toothbrush. Wtf!

lucky it wasn't too late before i realized it.   o.o"

i was thinking, "what the fuck is wrong with this fellow"? 

Is a sunday and yet i am home.

tomorrow would be a public holiday, still i have no idea what am i gonna do.

next week gonna start my hard work.

sigh~

guess i am still in the holiday mode.

i haven't even start doing  my works yet and in my mind, i am thinking about shopping!

XD

well, this week college reopen.

head to lectures except wednesday, the first week only be lectures.

no doubt, those stress already conquer me.

tons of assignments and worst is their due date is so near to each other.

and next week, i gotta start doing my assignment. *sob*

taking 5 subjects is not an easy task at all but what to do.

gonna put in double effort =)

after all, this week wasn't that bad at all.

had fun thou and even went shopping. *hehehe*

guess what, bought this new shoe from onitsuka tiger.

i love it a lot. =)

bought some cloths as well.

me and bobok are really big spenders. *we know why*

yesterday was 7th.

after all, still alright.

just realized is already 3 years.

time passes so quickly.

sometimes it makes me wanna think about the future.

well, 7th of March is the day i will always remember.

wherever you are, you are always in my heart.

i guess this is the reason why i sort of dislike 7th and always thinks that is not a good day.

yea, think positive right?

gotta thanks to this someone that ask me not to be emo.

not to forget, i talked to that someone special yesterday too.

so, 7th just not too bad huh. XD

Nothing stays forever.

sometimes we should accept changes.

move on with your life, don't regret.

everything happens for a reason.

god is always fair.

you are in this shit situation now, but who knows in the next few week.

maybe that time you are happy and everything goes well.

if you don't go through now, how do you know what is coming to you?

everyone face obstacles, be positive.

nothing is impossible right?

hahahahaha~

XD

thanks to you.

i am changing now.

being piss is not the way to solve problem.

my temper is getting worst, but i am controlling it now.

sometimes is yourself that makes all this things happen.

you are the problem, you are the solution as well.

yesterday went to watch "Marley and Me".

opps, looks like Malaysia is kinda slow in showing this movie.

well, doesn't matter, at least they shown it here.

this little puppy is really adorable but so so so naughty.

it was a funny, touching and sad show.

hmm, i read the novel before watching this movie.

well, you can't compare them.

cuz the movie doesn't show all the things that happened due to the limited time.

obviously, i still recommend you guys to read the novel instead.

not stopping you to watch the movie, it is worth a watch thou.

it was sad at the end.

go figure out why, not gonna say it here.

bobok cried like a mad woman, as if some terrible things happened.   0.o"

frankly speaking, if one day my dog have to go through this, no doubt i will cry too.

i can't imagine myself at that situation.

fuck man, i gonna spend more time with my dog now.

i love dogs. (Very Much)

=)

i guess nothing else to include here.

hmm, so i should head to do my works now. *hope so*

XD

miss wei yin and dumdum lot.

miss you too.

=P

ciao.

words of the day = god is fair.

Jay @ chidabian XD