Thinking of you

Katy Perry - Thinking of You

Comparisons are easily done

Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one
I still got the seed

You said move on 
Where do I go
I guess second best
Is all I will know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you 
What you would do if
You were the one 
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes

You're like an Indian summer
In the middle of winter
Like a hard candy 
With a surprise center
How do I get better
Once I've had the best
You said there's
Tons of fish in the water
So the waters I will test

He kissed my lips
I taste your mouth
He pulled me in 
I was disgusted with myself

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you 
What you would do if
You were the one 
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into...

You're the best
And yes I do regret
How I could let myself
Let you go
Now the lesson's learned
I touched it I was burned
Oh I think you should know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you 
What you would do if
You were the one 
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes 
Looking into your eyes
Oh won't you walk through 
And bust in the door 
And take me away
Oh no more mistakes
Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay...

*My recent favorite.

nice one from katy perry which is so different.

it means so much and somehow sad.

down

Been away for like....erm, not sure how long.

busy week since wednesday.

ups and downs.

too much of the downs.

sadness life.

thursday was alright as i went to have our hi-tea @ jogoya.

well, frankly speaking, those food not so nice now.

but somehow everyone enjoyed it.

i actually ate 7 scoops of ice cream XD

yea, a happy day as get to spend time with those crazy friends.

on friday pula, suppose heading for our shopping session.

argh!

guess what, no money!

well, the reason would be....... long story.

thanks to that old man and CIMB bank.

ahaha~

well, but we still went to pavilion.

me and bobok, spend like mad.

bobok bought me a shirt and bow tie.

thanks a lotz.

then, walk walk walk.

faster rush home at about 4 something.

need to avoid jam.

as well as rush home to get ready.

on the way picked wei yin and head to bobok's house.

blah blah blah~

sleep first then ping ping pang pang~

went out the house at 7pm.

lucky not much jam thou.

meet grandma at pavilion.

before going, went to eat some food at kampachi.

about 8pm, head to dumdum's farewell.

reached about 9pm.

took pics and talk.

blah blah blah.

XD

until 11pm.

okie then.

hurry rush to poppy pula.

it was a fun night thou.

everyone seems to enjoy themselves.

i am kinda happy too.

but the songs were sucks that day.

aiks~

somehow, is the last time i gonna club with wei yin in KL.

ahaha~

sadness~

sounds so lonely.

ahaha~

what so ever la.

my life is memang so lonely one.

aiks~

stay home and eat shit only.

this is called "dai sei".

yesterday pula went to watch movie at night.

with bobok and her parents.

watched pink panther 2.

it was actually a very dumb movie.

so lame~

but have a good laugh thou.

yesterday was 7th.

but it was a bad day.

it makes me wanna hate 7th from now on.

every 7th is my bad day.

perhaps 7th is just not the right number for me.

=(

i was kinda sad.

yesterday and today.

i don't know why.

mainly was about my family especially my mum and sis.

sighness~

then another thing would be me thinking too much.

argh~

maybe i should go for counseling?

but....

i like to keep things to myself instead of sharing them.

is better that i am sad by myself than those around me sad too.

so why not sad alone than making everyone sad?

good one right.

just like this blardy think that i am sad about.

i rather keep it to myself.

letting people know won't be good i guess.

sad myself to the fullest.

ahaha~

i am so sad.

fuck life.

this is one fucking life.

i rather don't want money to have happiness in life.

ahaha~

what a joke.

2009 is another fuck up year.

what so ever.

hate it.

this month sucks too.

that's all.

ciaoz.

words of the day = jay, you sucks.

Jay @ sucks

Wish

It has been so long till i update.

Was having a really busy Cny week.

The whole week itself full of events.

didn't have the time to even sit in front of the comp and online.

Well, somehow it worth thou.

as i had fun~

Here are some of the cny pictures~

just for your entertainment. Lols

Children are always the main thing =)

I had not much ang pau.

sadness~

somehow ate a lotz, walk alot, play alot.

restless thou and lose money!

Went back ipoh on the 4th day.

is so boring over there.

but manage to play mahjong.

still, i lost money to those smart and alert old people.

went to sing k also.

of cuz thanks alot to huanrock bringing me around.

Nothing much to talk about.

sighness~

today i woke up so freaking early.

gotta send my cousin to airport.

6 am~

came back home and sleep then.

Just went to college.

argh!

give me so much stress.

those subjects are killing me.

i didn't even know how to choose them.

and worst is UNISA is giving us so lil choices.

is so freaking me out.

Well, so i have to wait for approval.

then the clash between the lecture.

argh!

stupid!

Is going to be busy week ahead.

farewells, hang outs and visiting.

and most of all, partying!

my god, when was the last time i club?!

1st of Jan!!

It been a month!

come on, not bad for me to tahan this long huh.

Lols~

i can't wait to party party party!

alright, another thing is my friends sucks!

well, not most of them

okie, no offense ok.

they just don't understand human language i guess!

well, always giving stupid excuse.

that's fine but worst is they don't even know how to reply msg.

I can forgive that you don't log in to facebook all the time.

but i guess you guys do use your phone everyday right?

is it so hard for you guys to just type a yes or no?

When call and ask, they will give me all sort of reasons.

one more thing, i never force you guys to go or what.

just that come on, at least give some respond.

please have some consideration!

the whole gang wouldn't wait for the few of yous.

or those places didn't wait for you.

sometimes i am so sick of these people.

hopeless friends.

What if i do the same thing to you, what do you think?

sadness~

nothing much i guess.

that's all.

ciaoz~

words of the day = Avoid thinking of you~

Jay @ tired

Ponder

I was in the mood of decorating my blog~

so,

Ta Da!!!

Lol~

actually just add on some applications.

nothing much different thou.

hmm.

still can't bring myself to bed yet.

already 2.30pm and i am still here updating.

What's on my mind?

I am so blank.

and lonely at the same time.

sometimes i am tired of feeling lonely, wish that i am no longer single.

but

i screwed up.

see, again now.

feeling regret about the past.

this must be my habit.

argh~

gotta stop it!

I am still wondering.

i am still waiting.

i am still hoping.

i am still trying.

i am still missing.

she is still here.

am i falling too deep or is just hard to let go?

argh!

whatever okie.

i am hanging once again.

hate it.

where is the one?

the bullshitting plus starting to emo craps come!

Hopeless man.

alright, back to life.

tomorrow will be the last day of my working for P1.

my goddd, finally i have make it!

Lol~

one month wei, come on.

at the same place, doing same thing, so fucking boring and so fucking hot.

gosh, the day has arrive.

then again, my lepak and party life gonna begin soon.

somehow, wasn't all about bad stuff.

at least, i made new friends.

especially those mamak "ah ne", they are so friendly.

most of all, $$$ is all i get.

buahaha XD

alright.

gonna be a busy week ahead.

those outings come again.

then, CNY.

i just don't like, even though with the ang pao.

should have going to travel but nope.

sadness~

wondering what am i gonna do during cny.

worst is my sister won't be around, she is going to taiwan.

argh, so envy her =(

blah blah blah~

after cny, friends will be leaving.

still got few weeks of break till my classes start.

should i work or what?

brain stuck.

did i mention bout my results?

i guess no.

it was alright.

the best result i ever get.

Lol~

Just hoping that i can do 5 subjects next sem.

come on.

god bless me man.

nothing much.

gonna update more soon.

stay tune.

=)

words of the day = A little too not over you

Jay @ star-struck (stuck) Lols~

Fate

January 10~

wasn't able to update on the 7th and 9th.

which is my favorite number.

ahaha.

so how's everything going?

nothing much thou.

as usual went to work.

the only thing is the resellers from pda sucks.

well, except the 2 guys.

i was off on tuesday.

went to watched " the spirit".

it was still alright, as i can say was, Frank Miller's movie are always like this.

so not much people would actually think that his movies are nice.

who cares?

comic based wad, i like it.

well, Ron was like dying in the cinema and xian was like laughing at that silly parts.

kinda weird man XD

besides this, there is nothing much interesting in this week yet.

just went to yum cha at setapak.

tired like anything man.

doing nothing at work still made me tired huh.

hmm.

gonna finish work another 2 weeks time.

can't wait for it man.

can go lepak.

then CNY already, argh i don't like it.

i had been busy with all my stuff.

didn't really think much about those stuff.

well, maybe i was just avoiding it.

i don't know man.

i just wanna live my life happily.

i do think about her sometimes but...................

whatever has gone, already gone.

talked to grandma yesterday night.

felt hurt seeing her like this.

wanted to wake her up so badly but i didn't manage to.

from there, i can see that i grown up again.

able to accept things.

hopefully grandma can do that as well.

god, can you please help her?

alright.

that's all i guess.

update more really soon.

ciaoz peeps.

words of the day = I guess you're better off with someone else

Jay @ tired