heartless

My god, just finish playing that spot the different game at facebook.

now i realize that my whole body doesn't function well at night.

lols~

especially my eyes, maybe tiring huh.

aiks~

next time i should play in the afternoon then.

haha~

Just sort of recover from my terrible sickness.

which took me 5 days to recover?

sadness~

i guess i never had such painful sickness before.

just having some ulcers at my throat made me so suffering.

i can't sleep well, painful when eating and drinking.

it started on monday actually, i was having fever and body ache.

then took some medicine, it was alright already.

on tuesday morning pula, woke up with throat pain.

together with body ache and fever.

so hurry to nearby clinic, blah blah blah.

sadness, took medicine and sleep.

head to midvalley then.

walk quite some time then head to bobok's place.

at night pula, fever and body ache.

sigh~

ate medicine then better already.

on wednesday, i was alright.

had a date with bobok, grandma, shanei and cindy.

well, is cindy's birthday actually.

so we meet up at about 3pm at pavilion.

walk about, actually went shopping.

ahaha~

bought a jeans and tee.

then i really can't stand it man, i was so darn hungry.

didn't eat from the morning, and it was like 5pm already.

noisy noisy there.

so we headed to our dinner plan, jogoya.

i was so hungry that i didn't even care about that 4 girls.

they were so, aiyo beh kua man.

haha~

hmm, guess what next.

bobok came back from taking her food and said "guess who i saw wei?!"

well, i didn't expect any fancy name actually.

i tot it would be some of her random friends.

but............................

joke wei, guesswhoisthat.

i nearly choke my food man.

my first reaction was like, "wtf?! are you serious ar?"

i was like damn, why?

haha~

i bet you guys sure wondering who is that right.

well, is her~   (*you guys should understand this)

why? why it has to be at the same day.

it called fate or what.

so i just, nothing actually.

but =)

haha~

we ate till about 9pm wei.

that shanei darn funny, she go stare at our next table uncle punya lobster.

then ended up, that uncle gave us the lobster.

haha~

it was so kind of them actually, keep gave us those vip food.

afterthat, the girls went to the ladies as usual.

what else huh? picture time for them and sadness for me to wait for them outside.

after such a long time~

we headed back to pavilion.

took some pics and wave goodbye.

tiring day but happy thou.

reach home, feeling unwell.

it was horrible, i felt so cold but my body is burning hot.

then ended up have to rush to the 24 hours clinic.

lucky i am staying over at bobok's place.

waited for that doctor so long.

and guess what, my fever reached 40.c

dammit, it was darn suffering.

fucking pain, and that time i really feel like dying.

then doctor said have to injection pula.

sob~

at my ass.

(that day i was a cry baby man, bobok knows why. well, no choice man cuz i was darn painful)

then headed home, took medicine and sleep.

the next day, i was better.

didn't do much stuff thou, suppose to meet up with zera but she ffk me.

aiks~

so until at night, i went midvalley.

due to the topman sales, bought some cloths.

and went zera's place took the patung that she bought for me.

ahaa~

another monkey to my collection.

my goodness, my room gonna be like a monkey room man.

those monkey toys is everywhere, soon they gonna conquer my whole bed.

=.=

well, that doesn't mean that i am stopping you guys from buying me monkey stuff

lols~

btw, thanks my dear zera. do take care at aussie, will miss you.

today nothing much.

bobok's daddy birthday, so had dinner with them.

then now i am home.

tomorrow pula my uncle's birthday.

need to go celebrate for him.

at night pula meeting up wawa, going zouk!

whee~

damn, hopefully my throat will fully recover tomorrow.

if not, i can't drink! ish ish~

well, is not that i doesn't wanna take care of my health, just that college is starting soon, i have to really concentrate on my studies, can't club much already.

so, tomorrow have to go party!

haha~

plus is wawa's birthday!

that wei yin pula ask me to club more so that i can recover faster.

haha~

she knows me too well.

=)

really miss wei yin and dumdum!

and wei yin, please stop complaining there. you make me don't feel like going to your place there already.

ahaha~

well, i guess i gonna update on sunday again.

before my college starts which that i have 8am lecture on monday.

arghfuckitman!

stupid enough to put lecture at such hour, who the hell wanna go.

and is monday!

hate it!

i guess that's all.

people please pray that i will recover by tomorrow.

haha~

have to eat medicine later.

take care~

ciaoz.

words of the day = Jay just loves weekends for some reasons

Jay @ the process of healing

ail

What a day~

woke up in the morning and feeling bad.

wasn't feeling good, fever and body ache.

so i took some medicine and head back to sleep again.

I didn't eat.

don't have the appetite to.

feeling so sucky.

hate being sick.

just so random.

woke up then i am sick.

wth.

sleep for the whole day man.

sigh~

looks like the vitamin each day doesn't help much huh.

lol~

alright.

now i am sort of feeling better.

took some food and vitamin.

hopefully will be fine tomorrow.

btw,it rains a lot today.

nice day to sleep, so do i, slept like i am dead.

i guess somebody also sleep like me. XD

another 5 days till college starts.

sighness~

thinking how am i gonna cope with the studies.

5 subjects and i have to do really good in all of them.

bless me and good luck to myself.

this week, definitely gonna hang out lots.

zera is leaving on the 27th pula.

and i need to go shop for some cloths.

have a date with grandma, wawa and also zera.

sat pula is my uncle's birthday.

hmm, no idea what to get for him.

still feel tired after such a long day of sleep.

need to eat medicine before heading for bed later.

my brain doesn't function well now.

so i gonna end it short.

ahaha~

take care people.

words of the day = a vitamin a day doesn't keep virus away XD

Jay @ recovering

You

Sometimes we act like a child, sometimes we act like an adult.

but are we childish or mature?

we might think that we are mature but people judge us.

We don't judge someone by his or her look, maybe they are just not what we think they are.

Is wrong to say about someone when you know nothing about them.

somehow, is the nature of human to do so huh.

Nothing much thou.

This is just one random post from what i think about life and people.

Sometimes we did great stuff, but we do make mistakes.

No one is perfect but everyone try to be perfect.

lols~

We meet good people and also bad people.

we learn when we had an experience about something.

We can't say that all our friends are good, you wouldn't know.

we learn from our mistakes.

somehow, some people will tend to repeat their mistakes again.

well, maybe they are stubborn? who knows?

Sometimes we wanna start all over again.

but can we?

are we too late to do so?

well, to me, is never be too late to start all over again if you have the heart to change.

sometimes is just depends on us, whether we wanna do it.

Look at the brighter side, perhaps you will feel happier.

ahaha~

sounds so emo.

I think about you.

some places remind me of you.

some songs remind me of you.

some foods remind me of you.

some words remind me of you.

some people remind me of you.

some books remind me of you.

some news remind me of you.

some dreams remind me of you.

some movies remind me of you.

some natures remind me of you.

everything i do remind me of you.

who are you?

I am sorry for being rude sometimes.

sorry for being stubborn at times.

sorry for being lame.

sorry for being weird.

sorry for throwing my temper.

sorry for not being good enough.

sorry for not understanding.

sorry for not listening.

sorry for arguing.

sorry for the bad stuff i did.

sorry for everything that once i did wrong.

forgive me, will you?

Often, we recall the past.

good or bad.

sometimes we cherish them.

memories that we will never forget.

sometimes we wish we could turn back time.

sometimes we wish that lil thing just never happen before.

we do regret for some stuff we did.

couldn't do much about it thou.

it don't worth for you to cry over it or blame yourself.

Move on with your life, maybe it wasn't just too bad.

maybe is the right thing to do.

Nothing much.

The you represents many of you.

My friends, family, the ones i love, the ones i care, the ones i appreciate, all of them.

You are so important in my life.

everyone of you here are part of my life.

How do i live without you?

Those who left me.

i will always miss you.

keep you in my heart.

Those who i love but somehow left me.

I will always learn from my mistakes.

try my best to do better.

I will always think of you.

Keep you in my heart.

Miss you always.

Those who care so much for me.

thanks for the care.

i appreciate them so much.

I won't disappoint you.

My friends.

my best friends.

you guys always come first to me.

no matter what, i will always be there for you.

listen to you when you are sad.

happy when you are happy.

i really can't imagine my life without my friends.

Thank you for playing such an important role in my life.

whoever you are.

everyone of you here changed my life.

you know who you are.

I will always miss you.

=)

that's all.

so random post.

ciaoz.

words of the day = me always mention as a good friend than a good lover.

Jay @ random

Recap

The Recap of Last week~

9th, Monday~

hmm, if i am not mistaken, is the chap gor mei.

for those who don't know, it is the last day of chinese new year =)

nothing much thou, went to temple in the morning with mum, sis and aunt su.

well, is always a habit for us to go to the temple if there is any special occasion.

then, headed to lunch at one U. 

The sis wanna eat new york but we ended up eating fried chicken from cold storage.

lol~ 

we somehow got the smell of fried chicken, and........TaDa!   

we found our way to it. XD 

Back to home to rest a lil then headed to dinner at Golden Dragon city restaurant @ paramount there.

well, family get together and all.

later then, headed to sing k with mum and sis @ redbox the curve.

that's it, end of chinese new year.

10th, Tuesday~

well. honestly, this is one boring day.

nothing much thou.

lepak at home for quite some time.

and i was sort of emo and bad mood.

but at night, i went to yum cha at ampang with bobok and lie kian (the girl that always ffk me, lol).

11th, Wednesday~

well, another boring day.

went to college with bobok cuz my fifth subject was being approved.

and i have to change one of my subject due to the clash between 2 classes.

Look like is gonna be a tough sem for me next sem.

what to do, who's fault at first?

ME! >.<

so i have to work really hard next sem.

12th, Thursday~

finally some entertainment came in.

Me, bobok and wei yin went to watch

 The curious case of benjamin button at Mv.

it was a great show.

not because of brad pitt itself, also the story of it.

my god, i almost cry okie.

is one of the touching movie, the length was still okie.

definitely worth for a second time.

anyone? Lol~

13th, Friday~

a busy day.

2 lunch and 1 dinner.

ahaha.

i wonder how i managed all of them.

at first, we met at ah ne there.

then headed for lunch at section 14.

oh yea, forget to mention who is with me.

as usual, bobok, wei yin and  steven.

steven wanna belanja wei yin before she is leaving so benefit for me and bobok too.

blah blah blah, we talked all sort of craps.

then the service sucks thou but the food was still okie.

end up, we left at 2pm.

headed to times square.

have to attend jiann yii's farewell.

hmm, nothing much.

talk a lil, laugh a lil and met some old friends.

walk around at times square.

well, those people there are really scary okie.

so we left at 4pm.

to bobok's place, rest a lil.

then went out at 7pm to pick wei yin.

head to jalan alor then.

it was one of our favorite makan place.

last time, me and kath always went there for that seafood thingy so as wei yin.

one memorable place. Lol~

it was fun, guess this gonna be the last time i am going there? sob~

then, we went to pasar malam at leisure mall there.

meet up lee ann and zera.

lee ann bought so many pirated dvds.

opps, i didn't mean to let people know. lol.

then walk around, send all of them home.

tiring day~

14th, Saturday~

Happy V day!

hmm, i am single so...... sadness =(

Nothing much for the afternoon.

oh ya, guess what.

i went to my aunt's place for mahjong.

ahaha, lols~

and i even lost money. That really sad!

till 5 plus, headed home to get ready.

cuz i am going dinner with bobok.

went all the way to ampang to pick bobok.

damn, it was so darn jam.

well, i was pissed.

rush to mv for our alexis dinner.

i had steak! it was yummy.

bobok didn't eat much but she still complaint that she was very full.

then, walk about at the garden.

afterthat................................

i guess better not to mention.

15th, sunday~

sadness day.

the day that i have to send wei yin and dumdum off to aussie.

come on, is early in the morning and i have to be sad.

woke up at 6am and headed to airport.

i hate this feeling, serious.

even though i am seeing them real soon but still.

sob~

took pics and had breakfast.

even worst is that, dumdum just went in without telling us.

argh!

gonna let me scold you.

is sad that seeing your friends left with tears.

i will miss you guys a lot!

miss you, wei yin and dumdum tisya.

i still feel a lil sad thou.

                                                                  the group pic~

headed to genting afterthat.

just for some relaxin with my mum, sis and aunt su.

well, it sucks thou.

genting just a nothing much place for me.

and worst is, the stupid check in counter made us waited for so long.

from 3pm till 6pm plus.

wasted our time, stupid system they got.

at night, chilled at the olive bar lounge.

sadness~

wasn't a really happy day for me.

alright, this is the recap of last week.

this week, 16th Monday.

woke up in the morning and headed for breakfast.

took cable car down to halfway of genting, scare the hell out of me.

argh, i just afraid of this stuff.

took bus at 11.30am to get back to kl.

i was so darn tired.

headed home and slept from 2 to 5pm.

dinner then now i am here.

another thing would be the all star game today.

my highlight of the day.

West all star beaten East all star by 27 points.

146- 119.

and the best thing is Kobe got the MVP, well this year share with Shaq pula.

lols

                                                                           Kobe and Shaq share the MVPs~

The slam dunk contest won by Nate Robinson from New York Knicks.

and the 3 point shoot out won by Daequan Cook from Miami Heat.

=)

Oh yea, forget to mention that Chelsea got a new temporary manager which is Hiddink after the sack of Scolari.

ell, just hopefully that he can do a great job at Chelsea.

lols

i guess that's all for now.

hope you guys enjoy.

take care.

words of the day = the feeling of leaving.

Jay @ somehow bored