Empty.

J. K. is in da house!

haha~

1 week never update already huh.

sigh~

last week was kinda busy.

with  accounting and hang outs.

been doing my accounting.

i don't wanna fail again man.

a new month.

nothing different, just more cash.

XD

first week of the month already spend the cash to buy baju.

lol.

no cure man *shake head*

so last week, still alright.

on sat pula, make me geram.

what happen was.....

we plan so nicely for the day.

woke up so blardy early at 8 am.

head to pick piggy then to midvalley to get her stuff.

then head to sunway.

for the summer splash thingy.

reach there already a bad news.

dumdum said she can't make it.

so just left 3 of us.

me, grandma and piggy.

cuz Ben they all haven't reach.

is alright.

we lined up.

a darn long queue.

we just stood there for like 2 hours ok.

then stupid stuff happened.

people started to cut line.

then so many those blardy no brain people.

all rush to the entrance.

no offense k, but those malay especially, my goodness.

they really have no brain at all.

i was so fucked up of cuz.

as u guys know that my temper is not good.

i keep fuck and scold there.

i really can't stand it wei.

for goodness sick, i queued there for like 2 hours. 

and now people just get in like that.

the worst is their management.

they don't even know how to manage an event properly.

walau.

this is one fucked up country man.

i am so serious.

look at singapore, already a good example.

look at how they manage an event, look at how efficient are they.

do u think this kind of thing will happen in singapore, no man.

look back at malaysia.

my god, really darn malu to compare.

sigh~

i will die faster to lives in this kind of country.

that day, i teruk said all this thing at that blardy place.

i don't care man.

i was really pissed.

i swear i won't go this shit event again.

i straight torn the tickets there and just throw on the floor.

funny is that, grandma said that i can't throw on the floor.

i told her, "here is malaysia wad, people do that one, so i don't care."

after that i just walk off from that place.

darn pissed man.

fucking hungry man.

then we went to eat in Wendy's.

not bad larh.

lepak at pyramid then.

decided to go my apartment for swimming.

darn funny right.

so we end up at my apartment swimming pool.

then i just found out something.

wuahaha.

if piggy saw this, she probably gonna beat me.

haha~

cuz i wanna tell u people that she doesn't know how to swim.

XD

u should see her action, darn funny man.

hahaha~

after swim, went to my apartment to bath and all.

order pizza, eat, talk, watch movie.

blah blah blah.

until 8 something fetch grandma to her uncle's house.

then pick vfang as well.

rush home to change.

ready to go clubbing~

yup poppy again.

my favorite place.

then reach there about 11.

entrance problem again.

not me and ben, but others.

haha~

but still had a wonderful night.

dance so much that night.

so outstanding~

haha

a tiring day.

head home at 4 then go sleep already.

next day woke up at 10 to fetch piggy home.

then head to temple with the mum and sis.

about 2, go back piggy's house to teman piggy.

cuz she home alone.

blah blah blah.

went dinner with her.

then at night go home.

so tired.

sleep so early.

on monday, stay home.

at 3pm, go pick piggy from college.

head to her house.

stay over there.

yesterday also stay over there.

due to football matches.

as u know, euro 2008 started already.

since england not in.

then my first would be spain, germany then italy.

the dutch is not bad too.

Spain the best larh.

cuz got Fabregas.

he is so cute.

and also villa.

yesterday they beat Russia 4-1 man.

haha~

but italy not so on form.

hmm, just watch one match so far.

due to exam u see.

sigh~

tomorrow meeting kath.

so long never see her man.

haha~

i think that's all for now.

i have to head to study now.

sleep so much today, so semangat.

random pic.

Fabregas & Villa~

=)

word of the day = Spain

Jay @ semangat

What's a man to do

Ohhh ohhhh
Ohhhhh ohhh
Ohhhhh yeaa

Listen
I'd be a liar if I told you
That I didn't see it coming
Be more of a liar if I said
Hey I didn't want it to be something
You deserve much better
For the love that you have shared
I know you won't believe it
But girl I swear
That I got love for you
Big love for you
Even when I'm tripping
The fact remains that
You will always be my baby
My baby

But take the truth
Baby take the truth
I can't hide my feelings
Especially when the whole world can see

That my heart is in two different places
I got you in my life and I wanna do right
But it's hard to let it go
When my love has two different faces
And I can't pretise cause they both look right
Someone tell me what's a man to do
When he's loving two
And he don't wanna lie
But he can't tell the truth

What's a man to do
When he's loving two
But he can't keep his heart
In two different places
In two different places

I know you feel it cause you stay
There is much more to this story
But I'd be a fool to say
I trust her and I'm always gonna love her
You know that you don't wanna hear

I been living on the edge baby
So I guess yea baby
She ain't nothing but she is real
But why take her through it
When I still got love for you
Big love for you
Even when I'm tripping
The fact remains that
You will always be my baby
My baby

But take the truth
Baby take the truth
I can't hide my feelings
Especially when the whole world can see

That my heart is in two different places
I got you in my life and I wanna do right
But it's hard to let it go
When my love has two different faces
And I can't pretise cause they both look right
Someone tell me what's a man to do
When he's loving two
And he don't wanna lie
But he can't tell the truth

What's a man to do
When he's loving two
But he can't keep his heart
In two different places
Not in two different places

I wanna tell you it's over
That I ain't thinking of her
I wanna really mean it
That I want you to see it
That I'm really trying to leave her behind
And I'm trying not to make you cry
I wanna tell you that
I ain't playing games and I'm dedicated to receive a change
But when I look in the mirror
It's the same old me

That my heart is in two different places
I got you in my life and I wanna do right
But it's hard to let it go
When my love has two different faces
And I can't pretise cause they both look right
Someone tell me what's a man to do
When he's loving two
And he don't wanna lie
But he can't tell the truth

What's a man to do
When he's loving two
But he can't keep his heart
In two different places
Not in two different places
Not in two different places

by Usher

from the latest album, here i stand~

Unfair

Quak Quak Quak~

i feel so sleepy now.

sighness.

i just got a hair cut today.

nothing much different, i am so bored with my hairstyle dy man.

but what to do.

think about my aunt...damn~

i have to stick to this blardy hairstyle first then.

emo this week.

kinda emo.

i have no idea why.

maybe because of the assignment or i am thinking too much again.

i have became so lazy.

update my blog every week only.

haha~

sorry man, this month is kinda tough for me.

so i didn't want to.

from my memory, i could only remember that we went out to celebrate grandma's birthday on last saturday at pavilion.

i am super old now. XD

it was good, well as in we have fun.

i am glad that everyone is happy.

especially grandma!

u people should have see her face when we surprised her.

it was funny~

haha.

last week too, i stay in piggy's house for 4 days.

well, if i am not mistaken.

haha.

blah blah blah.

watched indiana jones, it was awesome!

but i still wanna watch what happen in vegas =(

i guess by the time someone able to watch with me is when the show is out of cinema.

sigh~

and narnia, not to forget the superhero movie.

i just love to watch movie, so don't think i am mad.

this week, is so boring.

not actually, with 2 of my assignment due, i am suppose to be busy rite.

yea was darn busy till wednesday.

haha~

feel kinda sad that no more assignment to do.

i guess i really addicted to assignments?

hell no, i must be out of my mind.

not to forget again, last week was champion league final.

well, i just wanna post it here even though is still hurt for me.

my team lost, how unlucky is it.

i saw them played hard and worked hard.

but the luck is not on their side, so what to do.

i felt so sad for them, i know they want this trophy badly.

so do i, as a chelsea fan, i really hope they can win.

but is alright, they are gonna be better the next season.

i trust in them, even how bad they perform, they are still the best for me.

as everyone know, the club sacked the manager.

is kinda funny right.

but i hope the next manager gonna be a good one.

still hopeful about mourinho coming back.

sigh.

next month finals.

blardy hell.

and the euro 2008 some more.

how am i gonna watch man.

plus those match is at midnight.

sad~

supporting spain, italy or perhaps germany.

well, as u know england is not in.

bet that i can't even watch about 5 matches.

again, this week kinda bad mood.

fought with piggy and so on.

maybe just the blardy ass that pissed me off.

sighness~

i never hate someone so much before man.

he probably the first one.

i wonder when can he get out of piggy's life.

ish, i don't wanna talk about it already.

probably gonna spoil my mood.

damn fast rite.

second last day of may.

gosh, and i am 21 already.

so unpredictable.

my whole month of birthday gonna finish soon.

and i didn't even have a second round yet!

sob~

how sad is it wei.

hopefully i am gonna have a good month ahead.

of cuz financial must be good.

still waiting for my present ler.

haha~

tomorrow gonna stay in piggy's house.

hmm, never expect that we can be this close after what happened.

is this a good thing or a bad thing?

go figure out man.

i knew so many thing but i just don't wanna mention it.

sigh~

i am not that dumb man.

haha~

i can play really big.

well, i mean really tough.

gonna study hard soon.

before finals come and kill me again.

kinda stress already.

and yes, blardy love stuff.

just don't come bother my life yet.

wait till i got holidays then i will think about it k.

sigh~

wonder when can i get rid of this problem from my life.

guess what, recently i found a number of good movies and songs.

probably gonna list them down here.

Songs~

* Always be my baby - David Cook

  (yes, the american idol winner.)

* Heartbreaker - Will.i.am feat Cheryl Cole

  (i am probably a heartbreaker too.)

* I'm yours - Jason Mraz

  (consider a relax song for me.)

* Bye bye - Mariah Carey

  (I just love this song!)

* Empty - the Click Five

  (somehow just catch my attention.)

* Better in time - Leona Lewis

  (A nice love song?)

* Yesterday - Leona Lewis

  (isn't her songs just lovely as she is?

* Forever - Chris Brown

  (good techno + R&B mix)

* American boy - Estelle feat Kanye West

  (love the beat.)

* Love in this club, part 2 - Usher feat Beyonce & Lil' Wayne

  (I just love Usher's songs feat Beyonce some more, sure love.)

Movies~

* Indiana Jones And The Kingdom Of Crystal Skull

  (Nice & kinda funny show, love that guy. err, can't remember his name. That transformer guy.)

* Speed Racer

  (What can i say more? i love to speed that's why.)

* Iron man

  (I love Marvel movies, isn't that explain all?)

* What happen in Vegas

  (Although i haven't watch but i know is funny & nice.)

* The Chronicles of Narnia: Prince Caspian

  (How can i miss this when i already watch the first Narnia movie.)

* Superhero Movie

  (From the director of epic movie & meet the spartans, sure is gonna be funny rite? Duh!)

That's all about it.

will try to update more often rite.

keke~

another random pic.

Isn't this pic look funny?

but i just love it. lol

alright, ciaoz peeps.

word of the day = uncountable

Jay @ sleeping

 

Intervention.

I am back!
finally eh?
haha~

bing bong bang~
i can't remember much already.
i am so old.
XD

okay, again i am gonna start from this week.
monday~
i fetch piggy to class in the morning as i stay over at her house on sunday.
cuz i have to watch those last games of EPL.
sigh~

i wasn't happy cuz that blardy man utd.
is alright.
i know chelsea gonna do well in champion league.

then head home, sleep teruk.
and terpengsan also.
got up about 2 something.
sleep a while.

till around 4.
i head to somewhere.
afterthat go pick piggy from college.
send her home, stay at her house again.

she went gym.
then i watch tv and facebook at her house.
then eat dinner.
lepak a while.

bath then go do assignment.
count count count like crazy only.
the accounting ratios~
piggy pula do her law assignment till in tears.
=D
but i never choi her.
cuz i am stress as well.

till 3am.
@.@
sleep then woke up at 11 plus.

i got no class.
but piggy got.
so i drop her to college and i head to pick sw.
promise to go movie with her.
then head to mv.
watch "speed racer".

is a nice show.
but i just hate rain.
i wonder if i can drive like them.

= o
i want to be like Racer X.
XD

then at night.
go see my check up report.
eh?
i got nothing wrong!
i so suspect man.

afterthat, i head to piggy hse.
do assignment again.
=(
rush rush.

got assignment due and econs test.
sighness.
finish assignment then faster study econs.
do the question with piggy.
till 3 am again.

woke up at 8.30am next morning.
send piggy to class.
then went home took a nap.
print my assignment.

get ready then head to college.
test at 1pm.

well, the test was alright.
confusing actually.

afterthat i went home then about 4 something pick piggy home.
send her home then i went back.
eat dinner.

at last feel free a bit.
but still got 3 assignment to go in 2 weeks.
this is madness.

thursday i pula do nothing.
then fetch piggy home from class.
go home dinner.
at night go piggy hse again.

haha~
watch the show till 3 am.

next day woke up 11 plus.
went mv with piggy and her mum.
walk walk walk.

then go to saloon at about 5.
wait wait wait.
piggy and her mum cut hair.
till about 7.

go home change.
head to taman desa pasar malam with piggy.
we buy so many food.
haha~
till her mum tershock..

went home eat eat eat.
then i stay at piggy's house again.

next day which is yesterday.
woke up early morning.
piggy going malacca.
so i went home and bring my maid to clean my apartment.

online at home and sleep.
then went out dinner with my aunts and mojo.

he complaint to the aunt that i MIA.
the aunt noisy noisy.
ish geram.

then came home.
online. keep facebook only.
addicted to that few applications.

feel so bored.
missing piggy.
hmm, maybe get used to seeing her everyday.
die man.

so late i still feel tersemangat.
tomorrow going to clean house somemore.
ish.
why must i go?
hmm.

suppose to touch on my marketing group assignment.
but never did.
sighness.

alright.
guess i am going to sleep soon.
ciaoz peeps.

random pic =)


"We will never say bye".

word of the day = busy

Jay @ terblur

Bliss

And again~
is been ages since i last update my blog.
haha~

i have been really busy.
even a week of study break is not enough for me.

okie i have short term memory u see,
so i can't recall much about what happen for the last few weeks.
all i can remember is, uhmm....

the week during my study break!
haha XD

study break from 28 april to 3 may
on the monday, i hand in my econ assign~
then i went lunch with yin.
lepak with my gila-ing cousin afterthat.

tuesday~
lepak with gila-ing cousin at ou.
then go pick piggy from her house to bangsar.
drop gila-ing cousin to hair cut and head to bangsar village with piggy.
went shopping of course.

piggy wanted to look for baju for my party.
so after an hour plus, we finally found one! =)
and is white!!

head to pick cousin back home and send piggy home.
here goes a day~
tiring one.

then on wednesday~
went lunch with cousin, aunt and Mg at centrepoint.
head to airport afterthat.

at night pula, was asking people to watch football with me.
but no one want to.
so i told piggy about it, and she ask me to go her house and watch with her dad.
*excited*
so at last i went to her house, stay over also.

the match at 2.30am.
watch till 5.15am.
piggy keep complain very sleepy during the match.
so at last, chelsea won!!! (after extra time)

finally they get the chance to go to the champion league final!!
i was too happy till i couldn't sleep well.
haha~
another versus man utd match.

the next day, which is thursday.
is labour day and is holiday obviously.
piggy ask me to go watch movie pula.

so we went all the way to pavilion to watch movie.
crazy queue and so many people.
watched "slit mouth woman".

what a shit show~
sigh~
not interesting at all wei.

after movie, send piggy home.
then went dinner with the aunt.
waited for the bbq crabs from seremban.
then bring some for piggy's mum and piggy.

yea, stay over at her house for second day.

on friday~
piggy, piggy's mum and me went to the branded sales at bangsar village.
reach there about 10 something.
darn a lot people wei!

malaysian are crazy wei!
sigh~
then piggy keep make noise there.
like old woman nagging only.

guess what, i saw cheryl and ben.
then piggy was so pissed about those crazy people.
well, me too.

i just got a pants and that's all.
i felt sick looking at those people.
sigh~

went home, lepak at piggy's house.
till dinner time, i went home.
and after dinner, i go home and lepak a while.
and head to piggy's house again.
yea, stay over the third day.

i was so excited about my party on saturday.
then receive a bad news.
is that grandma couldn't make it to the party.
piggy and me were so disappointed of course.

so we try to figure many ways to help her but still fail.
end up the party just go on without her.

the next day~
on saturday...
i woke up about 11 plus, after piggy come back from gym.
watch show till around 2pm.

head to get the hotel key.
jam all the way there man.
took about an hour.

afterthat, i went home and pack baju and lepak a while.
then about 5.30pm, i head to pick piggy.

head to hotel, ate dinner then bath.
blah blah blah...
till about 9pm.
went to pick yin and my sis.

reach poppy about 10.30pm.
went in then friends came.
blardy troublesome man.
cuz most of my friends are underage.

blah bing bong bang~
end up, tisya and wawa couldn't get in.
they went to skybar then.

about 12 something...
i went in layan my friends all.
took pictures.
blah bing bong bang~
went to dance afterthat~

*hooray*
that's when the fun began.

dance dance dance~
drink drink drink~

time pass fast...
suddenly, *pening pening*
i am drunk!
sit at the chair there and vomit.

omg, so eeew~
end up, need people to carry me back to the hotel.
blah bing bong bang~
i don't know what happen.

but piggy told me i was darn teruk.
haha~
she take care of me.

the next morning.
i was darn pening and feel like vomiting.
then vomit for 2 times.
feel like dying wei.
still need to check out at 12pm.
went to eat then piggy drive.

badly hangover lo.
eat what vomit what.
then i slept at piggy's house afterthat.
sleep till 5 plus.

went dinner with my family at puteri mat.
then after dinner, went back to piggy's house.
yea, stay over for the fourth day.
haha~

then lepak around at her house.
sleep then~
that piggy always put away the blanket, make me so cold~

monday morning~
send piggy to class at 7 something.
then went home and sleep.
after wake up, feeling a bit unwell.
but i have no choice, have to do assignment.

marketing assignment due wei.
sighness~
rush rush rush~
feel so sick somemore.
i think i gonna fail this assignment man.
i don't even have a clue of what am i writing.

do do do~
till 1 something~
went to sleep then.

woke up next morning~
is May 6.
my birthday~

damn~
and i am sick.
i am sick on my birthday!
=(

so i took medicine and went to sleep again.
till about 3pm.
i still feel sick but i have to get up.

get up, clean up, eat and eat medicine again.
feeling much better.
went to buy cakes for piggy's mum.
the alexis cakes at bangsar.

afterthat, pick piggy at college.
to her house, wait for her to get ready.
then head back to my house.
piggy is coming my house for dinner.
*excited*

the aunt is cooking nice food for me.
cuz she said is my birthday.
so happy~

then eat eat eat~
after dinner, the aunt said want to go buy cake.
then went to buy cake at cake sense.
went home, cut cake and celebrate second time.
took pictures with MG.

afterthat, already 9 something.
i send piggy home.
came home, bath and online.
look at my assignment.

and damn, i don't know how to do.
haha~

even though i spend half of my birthday at home sleeping, but i still feel very happy.
cuz this year i got piggy make me happy.
and my friends all celebrate with me.
i had a great fun on the saturday night.
but still is without grandma and dumdum.

well, don't worry.
like i said before, second round!!!
haha XD

i am sure my birthday is for the whole month.
cuz i might have second round or third round.
haha~
many friends want replacement wad.
so this whole may is to celebrate my birthday~

never actually expect present from my friends.
i am already satisfy that they celebrate with me.
and those wishes.
thanks a lot~

and to piggy.
u really make my day.
thanks and love u lotz.

not to forget, my family.
i love them so much too.
everyone of them, i appreciate it.

and also, my chelsea.
for winning.
and going for the final in champion league.

well, actually i don't even know what i wish for when i blow my birthday cake just now.
haha~
doesn't matter also.

just let me have a good life.
life now is not bad for me.
=)

but this month assignments are killing me.
sighness~
is alright~
work hard.

cuz i am already 21!
XD

alright, i guess that's all for now.
anyone wanna make a replacement celebration for me, please let me know early.
must book me k.
haha.

but but there is gonna be round 2, or 3 or 4.
haha.

random pics.


XD XD XD

word of the day = happy

*finally i am happy for once*

Jay @ joy