Memories.

my goodness.
there is this one can of coke actually burst and it inside my closet some more.
i have to clean it and take out all the boxes.
Sighness.
found something in one of the box.
i couldn't remember keeping them in the box at all.
guess what, the love shape paper that she wrote to me last time.
all the sweet words.
make me miss her more.
miss those memories i had with her.
how i wish i can turn back time and be at that time where we both are so in love with each other.
feeling so sad actually.
looking at each love shape, make me blardy emo.
*grrrrrrr*

guess i am not in the mood to continue anymore.
that's all for today.
ciaoz.

Jay @ heartbroken

Bizarre.

opps i almost forget to update my blog.
*guilty*
i was busy doing my accounting. err actually still doing it.
hopefully i can score well in it yoohh.
i can't even remember what to write man. i am so old now.
errrrrrrrr~
I am going crazy soon.

start off my day with waking up at 9.30am.
didn't wanna leave my bed so badly.
no choice but got up and get ready.
then went to fetch the mum to ampang.
after that went to eat "pan mee" at bukit bintang there. *yum yum*
went home about 1pm.
online for some time then head to bed!

*zZzzZzzzZzzzZ*
slept till 5 plus only woke up.
raining plus house no electric so just sleep.
fetch the aunt at 6 something.
got home, eat dinner and online again.
about 9 plus, send my sister back home.
then start facebook-ing and accounting till now.

*sob*
neck pain man.
don't know what happen to it.
Sighness.
i am so so indolent to start my management.
no choice have to start tomorrow.
wondering what time am i going to bed later.
slept so much this afternoon, guess i can't sleep early.

no fail that i still thinking about her, yea her, her.
confused of who right? me neither.
just added her best friend today. even sent them comment.
but kinda weird man.
well i just wanna be friend man.
let's pray hard for miracle. * dreaming*
did miss her.
been crazy facebook-ing with her.
yea human pet.
i own her and she owns me.
kinda funny that even i miss her, i didn't wanna call her nor msg her.
it would be good if i can call her, "my boo".

Arsenal won yesterday.
i knew it. they are the best.
i wanna get Fabregas jersey!
haha.
woo lakers vs spurs tomorrow.
what a tough one.
i am still waiting for my parker jersey man.
that mojo really slow.

blardy semangat now.
*jump jump*
a monkey will always be a monkey.
tomorrow must stay home. force force.
haha.
guess i gonna stop here now.
ciaoz people.

Jay @ yearning

Buoyant.

Hmm i just finish an accounting question, which is budgeting.
i just learn it today. lol
quite a good achievement, guess i am talented in accounting.
wuahaha. *evil smile*
i have to start my management soon.
it gonna be tough man. Sighness.

the paper today was alright.
i am able to finish it on time and did quite alright i guess.
but one thing, i wrote my unisa student id wrongly!
i actually wrote an id that doesn't related at all, cuz i saw some figure at the student card so i though it was the one.
omg, how can i forget about my unisa student id number.
pray that it doesn't matters much.

this paper actually make my ass so painful.
the time is so long and so boring to do things like this.
luckily i never fall asleep throughout the paper.
half way doing it, i actually day dreaming.
thinking about all the nonsense.
funny how it goes, i still able to concentrate.

i saw her today.
not the her i am saying, but the other her.
i mean ky.
she was at the front, i can only see her back.
her best friend and her are so look alike man.
i can't even differentiate both of them at first.
i was smiling while doing my paper.
i guess i am too happy to see her.
after the paper, she even take the same lift as me.
gosh i am feeling so shy. *blushing*
didn't even dare to look at her.

i saw her as well, when i first reach the hall.
she would be piss at me if she saw this post, cuz she will be wondering who the other her is.
haha. let's hope she don't see it.
funny faces she show me. just as cute as she always.
there are times which i can't concentrate during the paper, her bag was placed next to my table.
u know those familiar smell already killing me.
those smell that i usually love distract me so much. it makes me miss her smell.
i felt that i am kinda crazy while doing the paper.
i was like scolding myself from thinking and day dreaming, then feeling happy and smile.
acting like a nuts man.

i went to find sw after the paper.
i need her friend to teach me accounting.
spend there bout 3 hours plus to learn about budgeting and the question 5.
i am going crazy soon man but don't really find it hard.
there is no way i will fail my accounting. i never did in my life and i won't make it happen.
got home feeling so tired.
not usual with waking up early and sleeping early that's why.
facebook a while then went to sleep.
around 7pm, got up and had my dinner.
then watch tv for like an hour, bath and do accounts.
then now facebook-ing. stupid friendster having problem, can't send comment to people man.

have to head to bed early as well.
tomorrow have to go to ampang with my mum.
early in the morning at 10 something.
have to start on my management by tomorrow.
i am so worry already.
just found out that my next semester starts at next year 8 of March.
i will be having like a 3 months holidays wei.
maybe spend one month lepak-ing then 2 months to work.
a trip is a must man!!
hmm i guess that's all.
happy studying. =)
ciaoz people.

Jay @ hardworking

Crack-brained.

*yawn*
i am feeling so sleepy again.
have to sleep early too.
Sighness.
tomorrow is the Mcb paper.
i am feeling so so nervous.
I have no idea why man.
i guess because i didn't do much revision.

this morning woke up at 11 plus.
got up and went to msn people.
was asking jen and ann about the letter and resume.
then read a lil about the report and the letters.
after that eat lunch and kena attract by the tv show.
so watch the show for a while.
then is like 4pm already.
go back online, chat with dum dum.
continue to check out the letters and report.
Sighness.
then the aunt said wanna go one utama.
wanna have dinner there and get some stuff as well.
so alright went there about 6 something.
blardy line up to pay those stuff at jusco supermarket there.
so darn lot of people man.
after that, went to dinner then ciaoz home.

online and facebook-ing.
stupid kath keep buy my pet away.
Roar.
check out some football results too.
then now feeling darn sleepy already.
tomorrow have to wake up early to do some revision.
test at 9am man.
after test have to go find sw, have to learn some accounting.
gotta pray that i can do well for my test tomorrow.
i am so so worry man.
Sighness.

today my mind just filled up with letters and report.
didn't have much time to think about her man.
but i did miss her. =)
i guess i have to stop here.
gotta go sleep soon.
ciaoz people.
good luck for me.
also to all the people who are sitting for the finals.

Jay @ Anxious

Perplexity.

I am so so tired. feeling so restless.
this morning woke up at 9am.
yer stupid dental appointment so darn early.
really darn not enough sleep man.
got my teeth clean for like only 5 minutes.
the doctor said my teeth are clean and nice so only need to go for check up once a year.
Hooray~

got home about 12pm.
wanted to sleep so badly, but then...
the aunt said wanna take the dog to the vet.
the aunts doesn't like the name i gave the dog so they change his name to snowie.
sounds so gay. i mean like girl name.
Sighness.
is alright, i don't care.
Now snowie is at the vet there, have to stay for few days.
then i fetch the aunt to my mum's house about 3pm.
went home but i never sleep.
go online for a while then end up watching heroes episode 2.
then don't know what happened, i got up and clean my desk.
started to get my accounting notes and searching for the Mcb stuff.
finally a human after all. lol
yea i suddenly get crazy then wanna study.
then the fucking printer can't print the questions for my accounting.
i was really pissed. so i went for the Mcb first.

didn't know is already 6pm.
hurry went to get ready because already promise the mum and the aunt for dinner together.
then reach the mum's house, she said wanna go the garden for the Taiwanese food.
so alright went to the garden.
I was really shocked.
i really can't believe that mid valley got so lil people.
the car park were like so empty.
first time in my life, i actually use 1 minute to get a parking space at midvalley.

reason why is because there is sort of protesting happening in KL.
i guess people are afraid to go out so they just end up stay at home.
well is kinda scary and many of them fear that the history might repeat again.
that is why today the traffic was so bad at the kerinchi link there.
the polices were having road block.
end up making it so jam because we can only use one lane.
i was so darn pissed. it make me jam twice there.
Sighness.
i can't stand living here anymore man.
this country is just making me so sick.
well not to mention those people.

let's go back to the food.
the Taiwanese food was alright.
there is this chili which is so darn hot man. it burnt my lips.
after food, went to walk around.
saw Ashley at Robinson. she is working there.
had a lil chat with her then went to the supermarket.
before leaving, i had ice cream.
the italian ice cream, i can't err remember the name.
i had rum and raisin, it was yummy!

got home about 10 something.
took a shower and now here i am.
lucky i have nothing on for tomorrow.
guess i really have to stay home and do revision.
is a must already, if not i am really dead.
feeling so sleepy man. *yawn*
still wanna manage my human pet for a while.
yea facebook-ing is part of my life.

saw this 2 girls in the garden.
rich chicks. looks not bad.
i just love rich chicks.
this is me, i am realistic. haha
u have to look at the advantages man.
see u can save much more cash.
u don't need to pay so much for her, u don't need to get her expensive stuff because she already have it, u don't need to worry much about her spending, u don't need to pay those heavy phone bills and u can have many gifts form her.
Sighness.
i am a jerk right, but i won't use their money.
most important, rich chicks usually fashionable.
that is what i like.

hmm is already 11/11.
hoping for something nice to happen.
guess i am gonna be disappointed again.
is alright, this year is just a bad year for me. i understand.
don't wanna talk about her today.
think about her inside my heart is already good enough.
as long as i love her, nothing matters anymore.

annoying sable is here to kacau me again.
sighness.
i really don't know wth she wants man.
tired tired tired.
that's all for today.
ciaoz people.

Jay @ half asleep